Poor Rain

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"What's up ?" I said when I saw Prince Riana just silently staring at me.

"I asked myself. Is that what it's like to sleep with a mother"

I realized when I heard the question. The prince turned out to be watching me with Ferlay just now. She never got the love of a mother. He lived and was raised by royal servants. In his life, he had to be very careful. Like walking on a thin layer of ice. Once one steps will endanger his life. I don't know how many people betrayed him. How many people are trying to use it. The friendship with these powerful Nobles was not that He had from a year or two of knowing. It must have taken a very long process of convincing Him to trust Them.

"Ferlay was the son of Lekky's marriage to his wife Camila. You must have heard their story. Ferlay was very small when I met him. Still three years old. When I first saw her I swore she'd get a Mother's love." I said softly so as not to wake Ferlay up in the room.

"Why ?"

"I've lived without a father. The prince also knows how to live without Mom. I don't want Ferlay to feel that way. He's a very wonderful boy. So understanding and steadfast"

"Then...What about our son ?"

I looked up at the Prince who was also looking at me seriously.

"Are you letting Him live with complete parents or not ?"

I turned. Avoiding his gaze that seemed to be able to penetrate deep into my deepest heart. "It's night. Good night" I said.

I walked away without waiting for Prince Riana's reply. Walk away quickly from it.

The prince was still standing in his place. Looking at Ferlay from the door I opened a little.

A question that was so hard for me to answer. In the depths of my heart, I don't want this child to be a victim of my selfishness. But I can't help but think about Prince Sera either. Prince Riana made such a difficult choice for me.

I walked away leaving him quickly. Entering room. I quickly locked the room.

The moon outside is shining brightly enough. Perfect round. The light illuminates the night so dark. Drops of residual rain water are still visible in the foliage. I stood up, staring out with a hollow mind. What I should do. This pregnancy. Whether We can hold the Devil until this child is born so that I can sacrifice myself. I don't want to take him to die with me. The road is long. I'm not planning on taking her when I have to go on a suicide mission.

My little angel.

I stroked my flat stomach. My pregnancy is on week seven. "What should I do, son.." I'm lirih. I really don't know what to do.

I'mawakened. Feeling hungry. It's still dark outside. There was the sound of rain outside. I'm up. Little shivering. The air here is very cold. With a lazy feeling I put on my coat and sandals then walked out. The lights are turned on in the middle room. I saw Nobles Voldermon sleeping on a long sofa. There are many rooms in this house. Why did he sleep there. Did George not provide a room for them ?. Prince Riana was also seen across the street. Sitting on the sofa by the window, his eyes closed. She's asleep. I put my foot up as carefully as possible. I don't want to wake them both.

I reached the kitchen and found some sandwiches on the table. Looks like George prepared it. It seems He knew I was pregnant and had expected that I would wake up at night hungry. I attacked the panned water. Making tea to reduce the cold as if bone-chilling.

"What are you doing here ?" The nobleman Voldermon came along while yawning wide. His eyes were half sleepy. He walked towards the dining table and opened the feeding hood.

"I'll make tea, will you ?" I bid while taking a cup.

I placed a cup of tea in front of the Noble Voldermon. Pulling a chair sitting nearby.

"Why don't you sleep in the room, it's so cold. Is the room uncomfortable for you ?" I asked to open the chat.

"We took turns to stand guard"

"Wake up for what ?"

"Prevent you from escaping and disappearing" answered the honest Duke of Voldermon. He stirred his tea and started drinking it.

"It seems that you are now more on Riana's side" Sindirku.

"My job is to protect the Prince's regent. Including your son now."

I took the sandwich on the plate. Staring at him. "I didn't want anything like this when I came back. This is not my purpose in coming before you"

"But this is what Riana expected"

"What do you mean ?"

"Tell me first Yuki. I don't want any more secrets."

"What ?"

"When are you and Riana..?" The nobleman Voldermon was tapping his two index fingers in front of me.

"What question is that" My protest was upset.

"Jawab only"

The nobleman Voldermon's eyebrows were clinging to the middle of his forehead.

"When Lekky went looking for the sacred seal. You must remember when I suddenly showed up at school. At that time I just ran away from her room" I'm I'm finally. The nobleman Voldermon sighed.

"I've been watching Him ever since you came to avoid things you didn't want. He behaved indifferently, Making Us careless. He deceived us with all the wedding preparations. But unexpectedly, He had already thought through everything maturely"

"What do you mean ?" I turned back with a clueless look.

"This pregnancy of yours, I suspect is part of Riana's plan