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The fog had just disappeared along with the orange rays that were scattered in the eastern horizon. Naynyian song of birds and chicken cochokan unpretentious sahutan into its own music in the countryside. Added to the view of the rice yellowing as far as the eye can see, and berahir on the mountain high dashing add calm soul.
Gus Ali had been in the Balcony of his mother's room in Pakde Hanan's house for almost an hour. And every time you come and stay here always Gus Ali will spend a lot of time on the balcony of this room, or in the reading room, or private library owned by his mother.
For Gus Ali, being here gives his own peace of mind when the heart is restless. Anxious.?, is Gus Ali agitated, due to his conversation last night with his parents. And Gus Ali felt the need to rethink what the two of them were saying.
The hardest choice is when two equally strong loves are in the heart. And become its own delema if the choice concerns parents. About love, obviously Gus Ali can not rule out his first love in this world. Namely, both of his parents. From them, Gus Ali learned how to love beautifully.
However, when another love comes, and is not welcomed with the right hands open by his parents, then Gus Ali has no other choice, other than to ask for directions while calming down.
Indeed, both of Gus Ali's parents did not reject his choice, but the conditions proposed both really make Gus Ali confused. His heart poem is not ready if you have to get acquainted with both parents. While Gus Ali has promised to wait for Ipda Nuril until the end of his service bond.
And the hunting of Abi Farid seemed to give a less pleasant signal, what else with the current condition of Abi Farid who is often not feeling well. Make Gus Ali have to think again if you want to make a decision.
If asked to cradle, obviously more heavy love to his parents. Because their love is both pure. But, that does not mean Gus Ali doubted the love possessed by Ipda Nuril. Andia alone the secret of a mate, can be known first by both, then both Gus Ali and Ipda Nuril will not be wrong to skyrocket the name that has been written before.
Helaan for the sake of breath in Gus Ali as if giving a sign to a middle-aged person who had been concerned about Gus Ali. The wrinkle on his face did not disguise that he used to be a handsome young man. And a little bit of it is similar to Gus Ali, andia Gus Ali so the son of others will also definitely agree that they are similar.
"Le, what else to think." While sitting in a chair near Gus Ali, Pakde Hanan greeted Gus Ali.
Gus Ali smiled faintly at his Pakdenya who always knew if he was trying to solve the problem, even often Pakde Hanan even gave a solution for Gus Ali. "Only about Pakde's work. Also about Abi's health." Answer Gus Ali.
A moment of silence as the two looked at each other. "You act like this, just like your mother, Le." Lirih Pakde Hanan's. "A lot of consideration every time you want to make a decision, and it's all for the feelings of the crowd. And ignore his own feelings." Pakde Hanan.
Not only this time, Pakde Hanan always said that Gus Ali was more similar to his mother, especially about keeping the feelings of others. And this time the remark was back Gus Ali heard, it's just that Gus Ali can't afford to be selfish, by forcing his desire just like that. At least the people around him should accept Gus Ali's choice for the right reasons. And that is far inversely proportional to the attitude of Gus Ali when he was a child.
"Mas Fikri is still in trouble with Ngidam Mbak Hafiza yes Pakde.?" Gus Ali shifted the conversation quickly, so that the confusion of his heart did not make Pakde Hanan come to think about it and told his mother. It is enough Mother to think about the health of her Abinya, do not let the attitude of Gus Ali who is still right add to the burden of the mind of her Mother.
Pakde Hanan only nodded for a while, then picked up the book that was lying on the round table beside them. "What is really bothering the mind until 'Le. Tell Pakde." Said Pakde Hanan in a calm tone.
Gus Ali was silent for a moment, about to answer but was confused about where to start, because according to Gus Ali this is embarrassing for him. "It's about Mar'ah Pakde."
Pakde Hanan smiled wryly at his nephew who was bowed down in shame, ashamed of confessing his feelings. "Not be ashamed of it that way. Pakde was also young. So that's the problem with Juju." Guess directly Pakde Hanan.
Gus Ali shook his head for a moment. "Both Abi or Mommy does not dispute that, Pakde. Only, Abi and Mommy ask Ali to be serious with the girl." Gus Ali.
"That's true too. Because the man must be firm, dare to make decisions quickly. Not that I'm in a hurry."
"The problem is, Ali has already promised to wait until the end with the bond of his service. And as long as in the bondage of service the girl should not have a bond first." Answer Gus Ali.
"How much longer.?" Ask Pakde Hanan, frowning.
Gus Ali took off the peci on his head for a while, then combed his black hair with his fingers and after wearing his back, Gus Ali said. "Maybe another eight months, sirde."
"But, Ipda, uh, I mean Ali, that girl is different Pakde. He's an officer." Gus Ali said with gagab and almost the release of mentioning the name Ipda Nuril.
"Your friend.?" Pakde Hanan said with a look of wonder. And Gus Ali just answered him with a nod. "Abi's response is also your Mother how.?"
Gus Ali quickly explained the reaction of Gus Ali's parents, when Gus Ali told him about the figure of the girl who had won his heart. In attitude and science, Gus Ali's parents did not mememalahkan, it's just a matter of profession that makes both parents Gus Ali a little objection. Just a little not much. That's the problem with Gus Ali.
"Abi and your mother are right, Le. However, until it is the only hope that will be the successor to their struggle, and slaughtering seeds, weights and bebetnya of course they apply. However, it does not emphasize the sampean as well. Considering they used to be in a difficult position as well." Pakde Hanan said long, and waited for a while before finally proceeding again.
"Also, the matter of their agreement with Om Taufiq, is also not something that can be explained. And it happened because Abi was also your mother who promised first. Even if that's the cause of it."
Gus Ali was very surprised to hear the words of Pakde Hanan. "I mean Pakde.?" Unknowingly the word that Gus Ali put out was a little harsh.
Pakde Hanan sighed deeply, and soon began to tell the story of Juju being critical in the hospital, and continued to call Gus Ali nonstop. Until the true word is never written it becomes the same covenant attached to both. Until this past year, Om Taufiq continued to bring up the agreement, because of concern with his daughter.
Gus Ali's shoulder immediately slumped to hear the story of Juju's condition, until unknowingly Gus Ali's body trembled with his memory that returned when Juju's small blue body was lifted from Kang Santri's bath.
It all started with Gus Ali, and it was as if Gus Alilah had written his own destiny for him. And after hearing this story Gus Ali was not sure anymore his heart was able to escape from such great guilt. And it wouldn't be fair if this was only the responsibility of a Juju. However, why did the two parents of Gus Ali never tell the truth to Gus Ali. Obviously it was done so that Gus Ali did not feel burdened.
If only Gus Ali's parents told him everything early, surely the seeds in Gus Ali's heart would not be allowed to sprout just like that, even to the point of blooming flowers in every corner of his heart. Now imagining the beautiful eyes of Ipda Nuril dimming makes Gus Ali afraid, but there is something even more frightening for Gus Ali, when his memory returned to Juju who was turning blue with close eye shut.
Doubt overcame Gus Ali's mind, and Gus Ali felt that he was too forced to mate with the name he had always suspected, while there was written another name for him. So can this be called true as well.? That what happened in Gus Ali's childhood is only a childhood story, while at this time Gus Ali wants to make a story with a different story. But this is fair enough for Juju.
So the main key lies in Juju, as long as Juju wants to cancel everything then there is no longer a burden for Gus Ali. And it seems that meeting Juju as soon as possible is the best option, so that the heart is not made to worry.
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