Polwan Beautiful

#99

Tonight is a farewell night in the SPN dormitory because tomorrow Safitri and other police officers will return to their respective cities to serve, in the dormitory there have been many parents & invited guests, as well as many other members of the public, despite being so crowded but Safitri still felt a deep sorrow, his mind was only on his dead father, who was dead, he was so lost but he was sure his mother was more lost especially he was not with his mother to strengthen each other.

" *mom must be very sad, as long as I'm here mom just the same father, compared to me mom must be more lost " (murm Safitri in heart)

" god I have foretold the departure of father, put your holy father, O Allah, love him as much as he loves me" (safitri murmured in heart*)

Without feeling her tears melt down her cheeks, her heart is asphyxiated as the heat of pain, the heartbreak of a breakup is not worth the abandonment of a father forever. The feeling of loss like this will he always remember all the time as long as he is still alive in the world even when he menuapun he will always remember this sadness. Safitri drowned his head in his hands on the table, he tried to cover his sadness among the happiness of the police officers who were rejoicing in celebrating the moments awaited for seven months, he should be happy today, but happiness is not enough to get rid of his suffering. Safitri is currently still accompanied by both parents bripka abimana, Bara, Bripda Alin & Widia. Until now Widia has always been faithful to accompany him, Widia is a good friend like his grief for seven months he passed with widia.

" Fit, do not be sad continue to ya " (said Widia who also shed tears)

" dear, don't cry your father continues to be rich gini, kasian father there must be sad to see you like this " (said mama)

" Fit, which is said to be aunty bener Fit, you should not be sad constantly, surely your father is sad if you see this " (said Widia)

Safitri then straightened his head back to look at Widia and then looked at Mama Bripka Abimana, if he could ask who the hell would not grieve left behind by a father at this time, if he could ask who the hell would not grieve, when he couldn't be together and meet his father. Maybe his eyes have swollen at this time, he then hugged Mama Bripka Abimana and cried in his future father-in-law's arms while Widia just stroked his back.

" mama know your sadness dear, but by crying father will never come back and it will make your father sad there" (said mama stroked Safitri head)

" ma....do you still have parents?, did you ever lose your life to the rich Safitri? " (said Safitri asked)

" mama has no mother dear, mama was left when mama was still sitting in the second grade of junior high school, at that time Alin's mother was still in 6SD class, she said, can you imagine how hard a little girl lives without a mother? " said mom)

" mama must be so sad, right? " (the Safitri)

" in the beginning mama can not accept fate, mama cry all day, mama did not eat, locked herself in the room, but for a long time mama realized, mama realized, the sadness of the mother may not be comparable to the sadness of the mother's sister, namely her mother Alin because she is younger than the mother, the mother tried to strengthen herself trying to be a substitute mother for her only sister, the mother, mom trying to be tough " (said mom)

Hearing the story of mama Safitri releasing her embrace and looking at mama, she wiped her tears, she thought she might be luckier than others even she could still be with her father when growing up.

" at that time opa had to be confused himself prepare everything for mama & mama's sister, so mama decided to make opa find a replacement for oma because papa is still young, right, but opa does not want to marry again, until now, hahahahha opa love so much the same oma apparently " (said mama)

" where does opa live? " (said Safitri)

" mama is smaller than Safitri when left by oma but mama became a very extraordinary person, Safitri has mengikhlaskan father but Safitri still continues to nangisin father, but Safitri still continue to nangisin father, maybe the father is also sad to see this Safitri when the mother must be sadder than Safitri because during Safitri here they just stay together, Safitri promises Safitri will be stronger so that the mother does not feel sad anymore & dad there will be calm, thank you ma " (said Safitri)

" it's a shame you have to be more mature, you have the pride of both your parents, don't blame your education here that makes you can't meet your father for the last time, your father will always be proud of you " (said mama smiling)

" hmmm " (said Safitri smiled to mama), "thank you Wid, I've been bothering you, have made you follow my rich cry, you should now seneng rich others " (said Safitri hugging Widia)

" i can't just let you alone Fit, lo temen me, we're here already rich brother where there you must be me, you must have me, lo lose your father when you here how do I want to be alone while you are like this, I will always be there for you, I promise " (said Widia)

" you are indeed my best friend Wid" (said Safitri)

" you don't be sad anymore, yes, many people love the same you are sad" (said Widia)

" Widia Bener Fit, you don't be sad anymore yes, accept with airy chest, if you've been clenching your father don't cry him again, please don't cry him again, papa knows you are sad but your sadness will make your father sad " (said papa)

" yes pa, thank you pa, already here to represent Safitri parents" (said Safitri,)

" yes Fit, also papakan your parents do not hesitate, tomorrow papa equally mama also Alin Bara will take you home" (said papa)

" doesn't you take pa, ka Alin is not a duty?, Bara is also a school? " (said Safitri)

" i have permission de, bang Sofiyan also come, you do not have to worry, it is we who worry very much lo, you are strong de " (said Bripda Alin)

" yes" (said Safitri)

" papa has Bara's permission from school son, so he can come tomorrow" (said papa)

" i'm quite sinter really, so you don't have to worry about a day I don't go to school does not make me will not pass the graduation exam " (said bara)

Safitri was so lucky that her future father-in-law and her family were so attentive to her, loving her as much as her own children.