PLUCKING GRADUATION LOVE

Anindya's Heart

Monday

Ranty's week at home. Automatically the library room was not opened for that long, and this was the eighth day he re-entered the school.

Although Bayu forbade not to enter, because he knew the obligation as a librarian was not good to leave the library for too long.

Initially Ranty wanted to go to school after a day of school, but Bayu forbade Ranty because he saw Ranty's condition was not stable to go to school. Ranty according to the end because Bayu really did not allow himself to go to school in such conditions.

"Alhamdulillah, mother is well" exclaimed Zahra smiling.

The girl heard that her teacher's mother had gone straight to Alinda the next morning, even though her body was still hurting from Riri's kicks and punches. His father Zahra had actually forbidden his daughter to visit his teacher's mother but the sweet girl was clamorous to visit. Finally inevitably his father delivered because he did not want his son to know why.

"Thank God, what about you" Ranty smiled.

His heart could only sigh in pain.

'Anindya should be like this, O Allah, ' murmured Ranty bitterly.

If you want to be honest, Ranty wants Anindya to ask her news. But Ranty does not find Anindya along with Zahra, Ranty wants to ask Zahra about Anindya but the bell goes off. Ranty abandoned his intention to ask Zahra about Anindya, as Zahra headed straight for her class when she heard the bell ring.

Ranty went straight to the library, when the doors of the library were open smelled of stuffy aroma, and there was a lot of dust attached. Good thing a week ago he cleaned up all the scattered books, so he now just swept away the dust that stuck.

Anindiah.

Father's decision is final. It's not that I can't remember my father marrying a widow left dead by her husband. It is not a matter of father marrying a widow, but besides father there is a mother who always loves and loves father sincerely.

Try what is the motive of the father marrying the widow who died her husband, while the mother is still alive.It is still profitable if the mother has died herself father, what happened to the father.

Then I do not like why should a widow who became a librarian at school why not the other? Is there no other woman besides the widow?

Sometimes I also think ugly to the widow yes I sometimes call Ranty's mother as a widow, because I have heard the story that her husband died in an accident when he was in Serang. That's all I hear from people, not from Ranty's own mother.

I do not want to accept because I still have a mother, my sincere affection makes me very comfortable with my mother. Father's marriage made me feel excluded fear, anxious because surely father would share his love with the woman. The woman who should be my teacher at school.

I like Ranty's mother, but I'm also afraid that Ranty's mother has taken the happiness I've gained from him. Especially now that Ranty's mother is pregnant, of course I am happy to hear this pregnancy Ranty's mother, let alone see my father often go into the library, to make sure Ranty's mother is okay.

I don't know if I'm really jealous, you're sharing your love with that woman. I just take a deep breath when I see my dad pampering Ranty's mom, honestly my heart hurts so much every day I have to see it all.

At one time I wanted to go into the library, without me expecting to see Ranty's father and mother together and I saw Ranty's mother holding her lower abdomen, when I saw Ranty's mother's hand, and I saw Ranty's mother's hand, he immediately lowered his hand.

I looked into his eyes there was a sense of evasion from my gaze, I don't know what Ranty's mother felt I don't know what at all. I pretended not to see it and immediately took the book I needed but before that I greet first with Ranty's father and mother.

O, yes, I salute Ranty's mother not because I agree to their marriage. I just assumed Ranty's mom was a teacher at school no more, unlike dad.

"Lazy know, it's okay what the hell I meant that time,"

"Nin, you should be grateful to have this rich connecting mother Ranty. And me?"

"Shut up," I snorted.

I don't like the word Zahra. Indeed, if I think about it I should be grateful because Ranty's mother is actually good but my heart is not fully open to him. I still can't accept being a part of my life.

"I'm sure that Ranty's mother is good, you're the one who closed your heart" Zahra said.

"Come," my sigh.

I avoid the slurs thrown by Zahra, I think Zahra knows what I feel because I might have known Zahra was just a temple. I can just shut up.

"No regrets" said Zahra.

Opening his voice again, he stopped looking at my face looking at his. Zahra turned her gaze in the other direction while I was still waiting for an answer from Zahra.

"You mean?" ask me wonder.

I finally made a sound asking Zahra said earlier. I was actually waiting for what Zahra said but not Zahra. I finally decided to ask Zahra.

"I was just scared before you apologized, Ranty's mother died like that." continued Zahra.

The deg!

I hit Zahra's arm very hard.

"The problem is that Ranty is pregnant now, said people who are women over the age of 30 are at risk of giving birth a lot. Moreover, Ranty's mother had a miscarriage," Zahra reminded.

"It's not 30 years old but 35 times," my lead.

Zahra smile. I looked at my best friend's face, in my heart said beautiful to her. But I didn't say she was afraid she was flying I actually admitted that Zahra was beautiful and sweet. Good as well but often nosy, sometimes I get annoyed if he defends Ranty's mother in front of me anyway.

I could only take a deep breath in remembering everything. Yes, considering the teacher's mother, I think Ranty's mother was a teacher even if she didn't teach.

If you remember the word Zahra I also sometimes think again. But my heart is in a storm! Ranty's mom had to die, even if I didn't like Ranty's mom, but I didn't want Ranty's mom to die. If you ask me to choose anyway I want to see Ranty's mother still there even though she has to fight every day with him.

But honestly I can't think of Ranty's mother more than anything else as a teacher at my school. If it's a problem at home I don't know for sure because we live in a different house with him.

I didn't talk to Zahra much because she was an outsider anyway even if she was my best friend. I immediately left Zahra instead of me pouring all my heart out on her, maybe for now I just keep quiet.*