PLAYBOY COP IS MY LOVER (Female & Meyka)

A&M PART 35

Meyka closed her eyes for a moment, but that doesn't mean she's accepted reality . More like not admitting something. However, sometimes it is a way not to get involved further in the long pain felt in the deepest recesses of the heart. Meyka tried her hardest not to think of the deep wounds that gnawed at the heart. However, still in the end, Meyka was injured and it was so painful that none of the drugs were able to cure her.

I don't know...

The sound of the door knobs slowly opened. Meyka heard but her gaze was only fixed on the large picture frame, which was beautifully displayed on the wall, just above the 60-inch TV. It was as if the apparition was the most special in Meyka's eyes, so that the other apparitions were not so concerned. Tiny footsteps ran over, even the bed that Meyka was sitting on swayed violently, as a result of someone jumping. But, once again. Meyka only focused on one object, a large figura that was plastered on one of the walls in the room.

" Mama Mey..." Yura called out continuously, but the person called out did not reply at all. Even Yura played Meyka's long hair by curling the ends of her hair. But still no response.

Yura pouted, following the direction Meyka's gaze fixed on the big figura. A moment of silence then again see Meyka alternately with the figura. As if understanding Yura shook her head like a little adult, then exhaled a long breath. It was so adorable, if Meyka was in her usual state, then the target was to pinch Yura's cheek in an angry manner and kiss repeatedly.

" Mama Mey, Mama Mey can't keep this up. Later Papa Angga will be sad to see Mama Mey like this. Let's dong Mama Mey back to what she used to be. Yura misses Mama Mey, misses Mama Mey smile, loves Mommy, loves Mama Nay and Mama Ri. And Yura also misses the streets with everyone, and then we eat Yura's favorite ice cream." Chatting with anxiety while playing Meyka's fingers. Occasionally cupped his face and pulled a small tug of Meyka's hair.

" Keep Mommy said, if the crying will be beautiful will disappear, continue to turn into a monster. Iiihhh serem, Yura does not want if Mama Mey turns into a monster, does not want Mama Mey. Yura, I love Mama Mey." Continuing to speak as an adult, Yura cupped Meyka's face and continued to look at Meyka's pale face.

Yura stroked Meyka's face and occasionally kissed Meyka's cheek with a babble that made some people standing near the door smile. That little boy has been trying to pull Meyka back. Even Yura was not desperate to attract Meyka's attention, various ways with her behavior even words that touched Meyka's heart niche.

" Just cry Mama Mey, let out Mama Mey's voice. Mama Mey's heart will hurt more if you cry in silence. Mama Mey knew, these are the words Papa Angga always said to Yura if Yura again cried secretly when Daddy punished Yura." Yura said as she hugged Meyka and stroked Meyka's back.

A very remarkable response, Meyka cried deeply in the arms of a little child. Meyka hugged Yura tightly, letting out her cries that had been held in her heart all this time. Lasting a few minutes, making red eyes puffy, now Meyka's heart feels relief. A child can restore his smile, although not completely.

" Thank you dear." Meyka said softly with a faint smile that expanded on her pale lips. Taking off her hug on the cute little girl and coming back again hugging her and kissing Yura's cheek.

The person standing by the door was so moved to see the scene that had just happened. Mama Mia's happy cry was unstoppable to see her son melt in a little girl. Unceasingly grateful. They're all getting close.

" Ma, Ma, I'm sorry Meyka. Meyka's been making mama hard all this time. Meyka was too late in the grief that I ignored everything. I'm sorry Mey Ma." Meyka raucous said, even the crystal clear back flowing that had previously stopped flowing for a moment.

Mama Hugged Meyka and cried. Swept her son's hair affectionately and kissed Meyka's head pecker over and over again. The moment he was looking forward to, for his son to return. For a few months, Mama Mia saw Meyka as a statue, who was silent in the room, looking at the photo of only one object without looking at other objects. Eating, drinking was not important for him for several months, just tasting a little and then returning to silence, so that makes his body weight drop drastically.

" I'm on the next tour." Meyka said slowly but clearly in the hearing of her three best friends. Look at his three best friends and give a small smile.

" Ha..." Ribbye, Naya and Rianti were startled, gawking with bulging pupils. Whether they heard wrong or Meyka wrongly said.

" You're serious Mey...?" Ask Naya seriously.

" Yes, I'm serious. I'll go on tour with you guys. Sorry for a few months I did not participate in the performance with you, so your pharmacy is incomplete. Sorry I had a temporary vacum. Surely you must take my part during the performance." Kekeh Meyka subtly, staring at the companions in turn.

" Ahh Meyka...!!!" Rianti exclaimed with a happy look. Flinging to hug Meyka tightly, even Rianti involuntarily embraced Yura who was beside Meyka who was leaning spoiled.After by Naya and Ribbye.

" My beautiful Mommy and Mama-Mama, Yura can't breathe anymore." Yura protests in the arms of four beautiful adult women.

Hearing the voice of the little girl between his arms, hurriedly the four of them quickly let go of each other giving distance. Apologizing to Yura then hugged Yura's anxiety and did not forget to say a lot of thanks to this little angel. Therefore, finally Meyka can open her mind to rise from this slump.

Eyes are the main body part, sometimes we can judge a person by the look of his eyes. Whether he was happy or sad, it could be seen from his eyes. Although Meyka's lips tried to smile, but the eyes could not lie. That's the little boy_Yura the first child of Reyhan and Ribbye, caught from the vision of his eyes. Smiling at his best friend but clearly his wounds are very visible.

As time goes by, Mama Mey must be going through all of this. I'm sure this, all just needs process. Now it hurts, but later from this pain Mama Mey will reap infinite happiness.

Yura monologues in the heart, although Yura is still very small but because of her brain intelligence is above average, she is able to compensate adults even more. sometimes children her age are unable to reach beyond the mind, but Yura is able to differ from her twin sister_Yuri, who is indeed age and behavior according to her age.

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The beauty emblazoned in the famous restaurant, not just the scenery or decoration that contrasts every visible order. But this restaurant is famous for a variety of unique menus and very interesting, the taste of course need not be doubted. It feels very special and fits all the tongue that tried it, even the menu here is always missed and always want to repeat trying different types of menus.

When other visitors enjoy the dish happily and deliciously, in contrast to a Meyka who does not feel the pleasure of the dish in front of him. Eat without enjoying, which is obviously depleted. That's what Meyka thought.

Meyka only responded with a faint smile, for the first time she went with Ken after the departure of Angga. The feeling of regret that once existed for Ken, is now lost somewhere along with the departure of Angga.

" Dear, you're really going on tour next week...? Are you feeling better...? If not, don't force it. You better get plenty of rest first." Ken said gently, holding Meyka's hand.

Meyka smiled awkwardly, pulling her hand that was being held by Ken. Meyka felt uncomfortable like this. Ken is still his girlfriend.

Ken is disappointed to see Meyka's attitude is not like du, but Ken is not pushy. Ken understands Meyka's condition. So he tried to be patient. One day Meyka will be back to what she was.

" I feel better, don't worry, I'm fine. By going on tour, it's better for me. At least I have a busy life and not always just lament sadness." Meyka's reply was calm.

" Hmm okay, take care of your health while there ya." continued Ken and countered with a nod by Meyka.

After dinner, Ken drove Meyka home. Although actually Ken still wants to spend time with his girlfriend, by taking the road or just watching. But Meyka asked to take her home. Ken had to be extra patient in the face of Meyka's more silent attitude.

Silent

Ken occasionally glanced at Meyka who was looking towards the street. Not even a sound with a stale base like before. So Ken felt awkward about this kind of situation.

" Dear..." Ken grabbed Meyka's hand and grasped it gently.

Meyka turned her head and looked at her hand which was now held by Ken. Wanting to pull but Ken first tightened his grip. Meyka resigned and turned to look at Ken's eyes whose eyes focused forward driving, but occasionally staring at Meyka.

" Would you like when love you like this, realize or not that you seem to start avoiding me. What's my fault..?" Ken said softly, taking out the uneg-uneg lodged in his mind.

" You're not wrong, nor am I avoiding. Forget it, it's just your feelings." Reply to Meyka calmly.

" Dear open your eyes, Angga is no more. Angga is dead, so please stop thinking about him. I'm by your side now, please don't keep avoiding me and stop remembering Angga." Press Ken with your jaws hardened while gripping the steering wheel tightly.

Meyka stared intently at Ken, wanting to rebel and get angry. As the emotions engulfed Meyka dampened her by closing her eyes and taking a deep breath.

" Yes." Yeah." Meyka replies by forcing a smile.

" Good, forget Angga forever because he's gone." Ken closed with a smile as usual. Satisfied with the reply of his lover who complied.

Although his hand was still in Ken's grasp, Meyka preferred to turn her face and look out and look at the streets. Right now his heart was so hot hearing Ken's words. It's been a pain to slap Ken in the face but Meyka is trying to control herself.

His mouth said 'yes' but it was different from his heart. His heart disagreed with Ken. Her little heart refused to believe all these realities, her little heart thought Angga was only gone for a moment and would return sometime. Angga is only adventurous, if he is tired and bored then he will return to his side. That was the thought that Meyka emphasized in her little heart.

Before leaving for the airport, Meyka first stopped at the place where half her heart went. As usual tell a story for a moment and end up kissing the tombstone with tears flowing. Even so, there is hope in the small heart, if the one in front of him is not the family.

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