Pears

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Devan's friends still faithfully circled Devan sleeping in the crate. And before the box was closed, Vallen always controlled his feelings so he could smile a little. Although occasionally his tears still dripped, but at least he was calmer than when in the hospital.

Devan, Vallen really lost that figure. An extraordinary figure that even Vallen still admired until now. "Dev ... happy right there? I believe God will give people the best place to be."

Bayu, who had just come from Devan's apartment to pick up something, suddenly patted Vallen on the shoulder. The girl also looked.

A flash and some sheets of paper then Bayu leave it to him.

"The first time I met Devan was unconscious in the apartment I was the same Satria earlier. And in front of Devan, the laptop is on, right I checked, it turns out there's footage. I just copy-in earlier, sorry I saw first, because for what mastiin is, and for whom."

"So, what does that mean for me?"

"Yes." Yeah."

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Vallen inserts the flash into the laptop he keeps on the bed, right in front of himself and Rafa. Previously the guy was reluctant to see because it was the privacy of Vallen and Devan(?), only Vallen asked to be accompanied to watch it.

In the flash it turns out there are only two files which are both videos. Vallen then turned one of them first.

The screen then shows Devan with the beginning of him smiling for a moment before playing his guitar as an intro.

Then shortly, Devan's sweet voice was heard.

My shattered dreams and broken heart

Are mending on the shelf

I saw you holding hands standing close to someone else

Now I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone

I'd give my best to you

Nothing for me to do

Have one last cry

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I've gota put you out of my mind, this time

Stop living a lie

I guess I'm down to one last cry

Sometimes Devan sees the camera as he sings, but occasionally he is seen shedding tears, although he immediately looks down and looks focused back on his guitar.

I was here, you were there

Guess we never could

While the sun shines on you,

I need some love to rain on me

Wishing all my feeling was gone ....

Gotta get over you

Nothing for me to do

Have one last cry

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I've gota put you out of my mind, this time

Stop living a lie

I know I gota be strong,

'Cause 'round me life goes on and on and on

And on

I'm gonna dry my eyes

Right after I have my ...

... one last cry

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I'm gonna put you out of my mind, for the very last time

Been living a lie

I guess I'm down

I guess I'm down

I guess I'm down .. to one last cry

Rafa and Vallen dissolve in their respective sorrows. Their cries rose without any one to calm down. Because both of them are aware that they both have made a big mistake on Devan during his life. It felt like Vallen and Rafa wanted to shout the word 'sorry' as loud as possible, but they realized that it was useless. That regret they have to swallow forever.

The second video is Devan's video which features songs by him and Vallen. The lyrics of the actual song continued a little more it was finally completed as well. Unbeknownst to Vallen, this is actually the first video Devan recorded with the aim of remembering the chord he had not written before finally covering the song One Last Cry earlier.

"Fa, can I bring this song later?" pinta Vallen's.

"Gue can't play guitar, Val."

"Pake keyboard only. We're performing together with Devan" said the girl with a faint smile.

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