Peace With Heart!!
Part 55 Couldn't Do It Again
Hana's steps came to a halt as Rey's hands hugged her from behind, all her might trying to break away, but Rey continued to hold her tightly.
"Please answer my question Hana,,,?" Hearing Rey's words, Hana's body trembled, a sobbing sounded, Hana's cry broke, she was unable to say anymore, only the water of death was the answer to Rey's question. Rey turned over Hana's still crying body, this time Hana who hugged Rey tightly, she was unable to hold back her feelings anymore, after Hana's crying subsided, they still hugged in silence "I love you, Hana, stay in love, will keep your love Hana,," Rey's statement just made Hana realize, she slowly put out Rey's embrace, they looked at each other, still looks tears dripping, she said, Rey rubbed it "Are you good?"
"I'm no good Rey, I'm fucked up, I've never been good since you left, I love you, but this love hurts, this love is just full of tears, this love is just full of tears, my family can't accept you anymore, and I will try to follow all my family's will" Hana murmured in her heart
"I don't love you," With a heavy voice and a trembling Hana said
"Lie, you lied to Hana!" Rey looked at Hana fixedly "Say once more!"
"Please get away from me, that's what you said earlier, I've answered your question, please Rey I beg you to stay away from me" Hana just wanted to make it easy.
"Okay, is this what you want? I'll do it, I'll go away, stay away from you, won't take your life anymore," Rey kissed Hana's forehead "I hope you can be happy, live happy for me Hana, forgive,,,, I hope you can be happy,,, I can only make you cry" Rey let go of Hana, she looked at her face "I'm sorry, please forgive me for constantly messing with your life,, I'm gone" Rey turned around and left Hana
The atmosphere of the city park immediately became stalled for Hana, she saw Rey's back that had moved away, Hana cried louder, her legs felt weak she was sitting back in the park chair, too, the sobbing was "I love you Rey, I love you, I love," without Hana noticing Rey watching her in the distance.
"Maybe I'm going to make you happy, I'm sorry, Hana, I'm sorry, sorry,,!" I don't know how many times Rey apologized to Hana, it wasn't enough to make her feel calm.
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Day after day passed, but in contrast to Hana and Rey, the day seemed to stop that night, they lived a life of emptiness, both Hana and Rey, no more spirit, lost their cheer, lost their joy, the day is filled with daydreams.
"Ci, Hana why? he's been a zombie rich 2 weeks!" Ask Devi
"Rey, because of Rey!" Cici sighed heavily "From that time cave story, she became gini-rich"
"Why the hell is Hana doing that, don't you want to accept Rey again,,,?" Aina Yell
"You know, Hana's family does not want to accept Rey again,, let's say there is already Mas Tyo" explained Cici, they can only encourage and continue to try to entertain Hana,.
Hana keeps looking at her phone, it's been 2 weeks Rey really away from her,, no Rey is waiting for her in front of the Cafe, just to say hello, no Rey is always teasing her, no Rey is always teasing her, which always makes Hana's phone ring, Hana feels very lost, the presence ofTyo was not able to drive away the loneliness.
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Rey was no less pathetic, he just kept silent in his room, it had been 2 weeks inaudible words that came out of his mouth, for now he just said if it was needed, Dodi and Dion also felt very unsettled with Rey's attitude.
"Gua is worried that Dod will continue to be rich in gini" Dion said
"He Bang the same cave as well, Bang Rey has lost the spirit of life, saddened his clay cave" Dodi can only sigh
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"Well, Hana, why?" Rika's mother begins to worry with Hana's quiet attitude "She's a rich man with a broken heart, Mama remember the first time Hana broke up in love, don't,,, Hana same Tyo,,,?" Rika's mother widened her eyes, she was beginning to guess
"Mommy, don't like suudzon, maybe Hana is tired," Pa Agus tried to calm his wife
"What does mamah ask Tyo pah?" Bu Rika's proposal
"Well, don't interfere, let it be a child's business" Mr. Agus also reminded Ms. Rika.
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A month passed, things did not improve, Hana only listened to songs upset, exactly like 4 years ago, no one was able to make Hana laugh, the presence of Tyo was not able to erase his grief, he said, even Heru can not imitate Hana by shopping.
"Hana oh Hana," Maya and Linda approached "Long entertainment is tomorrow, just yuk, we go for it" Invite Linda
Hana is still busy lying on her mattress, she is not too focused on her two best friends, after several times they asked Hana and said "Lo both talk ama cave?"
"No! we're talking about the wall!" Sahut Maya who was upset with the behavior of her best friend
Hana also chuckles "Hayo, but the cave asks Mas Tyo first"
"Didn't he come last week?" Ask Linda astonished
"Hemm, he, but the cave of the ngangenin" Hana laughed with her joking dimeh
"Hiih, it's not right child, talk to yourself, laugh at yourself" Timpal Maya
"Na you bring a laptop, not his thesis you're done well?" Linda was amazed by the laptop that Hana brought
"Make a drakor watch, the cave again watch goblins, responsibility," Hana replied with a whimper
"Goblin again?" Maya was astonished because this was not the first time Hana had watched it
"Biarin ah,, come ah, babang taxi is waiting for us," Hana also entered the online taxi of their order, deliberately they leave in the afternoon, because they want to enjoy the beautiful beach at night.
"Lo upset, because brother Nathan wants married huh?" Say Linda
"Sister Nathan wants to be married?" Hana asked back
"Lo don't know, really, don't know?" Maya is also amazed, where maybe Hana whose neighbors do not know what Maya thinks.
"Hemm, it's true, the cave mah ama kak Nathan let the neighbors, the teteup keencenya fit lebaran doang, it's also if the family does not go home" Hana seemed indifferent to the news Nathan was getting married.
After they reach the beach and the inn, Hana chooses to stay in the room, citing fatigue, although Linda and Maya have asked Hana to come out, and finally succeeded Hana just dwell on the terrace that directly facing the sea, but Hana only saw them.
"Not an Asiatic Lo!" Linda was disappointed because Hana was just busy with her laptop
"Mending at home aja lo Na want to watch drakor mah?" Maya also chimed in
"The cave just wants to breathe the beach wind, the sound of the waves makes the heart of the cave cool" Hana smiled widely so that the two friends were not too disappointed
After almost 2 hours Linda and Maya berkelilig, they decided to return to the condominium where they were staying, Hana was not on the terrace, they both accelerated her steps, Haba was already inside, her eyes were puffy, Linda and Maya were worried.
"Why are you crying?" Maya approaches Hana
"Lo knew episode 13 and above was draining tears" Hana still sobbed
"OMG Hana kirain cave why,,,?" Linda rolled her eyeballs as if they were careless, they both left Hana for the bathroom, when they both came back and approached Hana, looking still serious with her laptop, Hana said, both of his friends just shook their heads.
Hana cries again while watching the goblin drakor, when the scene of ji eun's memory does not return. Maya and Linda laughed.
"Alay very yes our friend, nyampe live that way, cry not clear, seemed to squirm he who became his player" said Maya to Linda
"Hana,, Lo why the hell, this isn't your first time watching this, why Lo is hysterical" This time Linda was worried
"The cave couldn't stand Lin, the cave couldn't stand it anymore, "Hana was crying hysterically again
"Why, why,,?" Linda hugged Hana
"Kangen Rey's cave, the cave can't be far from her, the cave is still dear to her Lin," Hana grew hysterical, her cries echoed "The cave doesn't want her to go,,, the cave didn't want him to go Lin, the cave heart ached as he moved away"
Maya was surprised by what she saw, not realizing the corner of her eyes water, Linda was the same, she did not have the heart to see Hana.
"Hana, why don't you go back, then,,? You're sorry about him, aren't you?" Linda held Hana's hand
"He Na Lo back again gih,, you both are the same torture if rich gini continues," Maya rubbed Hana's back, Hana shook her head.
"Can't,, the cave family won't accept him anymore, not to mention Heru's sister, he must be confused if he knows the cave is still wanting to reverse," Hana still sobbed
"Lo hasn't tried, has he,,?" Hana shook her head "Na you two should try, let brother Rey come to the house Lo" Usul Maya, Haba still shook her head
"Not every story has to be happy ending!" Answer Hana
"But Na," Maya approaches
"Thank you for your support," Hana hugged Linda and Maya.
Maya is not calm, she keeps looking at her cell phone, her mind drifts "What to do," she pacing back and forth on the porch of "Mafin Cave Hana, this cave must be lacquered, this cave, because the cave loves you both!"
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