Patience of a Wife's Heart

CHAPTER 80 FIRST KISS AFTER MARRIAGE

As usual, the Ammar family group went to teach to the pesantren after praying isya, the first nabila joined still feel embarrassed and cangung, he said, but maudy and aisyah that are so friendly in a sustainable way can make nabila comfortable

ken, your wife is beautiful, but unfortunately you can't do anything, whispered arqian deliberately mocking

you are indeed a bad temen, reply kenan dongkol

if I am as you say, where would I want to morning long wait at Pak Kyai's house, said arqian

yeah, you're nice, but it sucks, you don't think I'm tormented in a room with a loved one but can't touch it at all, said kenan glanced back scared if nabila heard her

then the chatter of the two of them immediately stopped when aluna shalawat sound, which indicates if Pak kyai has entered

assalamualaikum

waalaikumsalam

after answering the greetings from mr. Kyai, all the worshippers fell silent

this morning Arqian had asked his former abah teacher for a lecture on the duties of a wife

after it began, this time the silent nabila dripped tears

pepper at that time his real maudy feel pity, but for the sake of kindness, he hopes that nabila can open his heart and really accept the whole heart to be a husband and wife partner as in general

when the study was over, the Ammar group decided to go home, and Kenan invited his wife to come home

kenan could feel right if his wife blushed into his two eyes, but Kenan did not dare to say hello first

but a long time later kenan can not stand also if it continues to mute each other like this

if you feel hungry, you look weak, want to eat what you say, ask me gently

I am full, replied Nabila

after that nabila fell silent again in his own mind

yes rabb, it is detrimental if this self continues to blame destiny, for what the real meaning of life is, I am a married person, now God's desire lies in the pleasure of my husband, but... I'm still scared, I have to be how, frustrated

since the death of his mother, nabila has no spirit of life anymore, he just lived what has become his destiny, suratan, until he met DIQAH who petrified him to hijrah and began to understand the meaning of life

little by little he could understand, but after just following the studies and getting enlightenment about marriage had all changed, he had already become a wife, where can not decide everything on its own and must ask permission on the husband, where his body and heart does not belong to his own anymore

after arriving home, Kenan open the door and invite his wife in, nabila increasingly want to cry, because her husband is very kind and considerate, then, why he still can not forgive himself

nabila wants to give an apology, but still her heart still feels there is something that makes her revenge

until when I live in hatred, if only I could be more inclined and resigned, then I live happily, after all my husband is a good and caring person, inner dilemma

they both went straight into the room, before going to bed they both went to the bathroom to clean themselves

nabila, you can go first, haggle

yes, answer nabila

in the bathroom nabila still continue to cry, this time his tears can not be weathered again, nabila crying as much as her, after bathing and changing clothes, nabila out, nabila out, nabila, and she found her husband asleep on the couch

nabila ventured to build it

kenan woke up, he looked so happy at the end of his nabila want to call it by the name of mas, just like kenan was wrong and red blushing

ah yes, thank you for building me yes, you please sleep, I want to clean myself, replied Kenan could not help his happiness

kenan rushed to shower, then after changing clothes directly out, and when he wanted to sleep on his sofa arrived there was a hand that was coiled on his chest from behind, kenan was very shocked, what else when there's a head leaning on his back

mas, I'm sorry, I should not be drawn into hatred, because at that time you were in an unconscious condition and after that had apologized and regretted her, said nabila while crying

kenan to shock and his whole body trembling, his chest pounding violently and his heart deak getting irregular faster, he assumed if all this was my dream

I was afraid, I was afraid that if I continued like that I would be an ungodly wife, but I was also confused.

when I cry again, I don't know what to say

got to smile, he then took off his arms and and immediately looked back

nabila wears her hijab-wearing nightgown, to her eyes reddening the sign of crying for so long

kenan felt depressed to see his little wife nenagis like this

then kenan slightly subdued his body, approaching his face on the face of the wife, this time nabila did not turn, kenan immediately kissed the nabila forehead gently

you don't have to apologize, because you weren't wrong but I was the one who was wrong to give you the worst memories of your life, I know, you're a good girl, and now you've become a good wife, so, give me a chance to learn to be a good husband huh, a gentle and soulful man

nabila just nodded, making Kenan smile anxious

kenan hugged nabila tightly, now his sense he was so happy, the desire to hug and uncover his love was realized

when I love you so much, so my permission is to continue to love you, whispered Kenan.

nabila increasingly doubtful, in the arms of her husband, nabila was no longer able to say the word anymore, but her heart began to feel relieved after daring to release the beabn in her heart

nabila already feel calmer, when his self dares to reveal the contents of his heart

nabila returned her husband's embrace tightly

don't worry, I'm sick if I see you like this, I want you to always be happy, and you can only be happy, after living with me, everything I will do for you to be happy, whispered Kenan

kenan wiped his wife's tears, and tidied her wife's messy hair but it looked sexy instead

now that we're sleeping yes, don't be afraid, I know you must still be alive so I won't force you, I'll respect your verdict and mean it until you're ready

yes, mas, you can already sleep one bed with me anyway, replied when embarrassed

seriously, you're not afraid, Kenan asked

yes, it's okay, replied nabila

can I kiss you a little, ask Kenan

it is unexpected if the nabila nodded without thinking for long,

not throwing into the border, kenan immediately pulled his wife's waist in his arms, kenan kissed her tiny lips nabila and ****** with all his feelings, his, the two of them are the same as being stung by electricity, a very hot kiss can catapult them into space, the matter of kissing is already very experienced, making nabila fly into space,

kenan continued to kiss, and kissed so deeply..