patience is limitless

Farewell

At that time I did not want to meet again with Fajrin I hope this is the last for me I was fed up with it and because at that time I did not graduate in smk6 I decided to stay attending Smk5 and I started my day with solitude I met one of the students there whose name was Marni she was a beautiful and kind woman she was my new friend at that school .

" nhar tasks in your smp how ? have you finished everything?

" Thank God, yes, I have completed all my duties and just took my diploma later

" what if I was the one who accompanied you to take your diploma how?

" bole anyway but can you accompany me ? do you know if you are busy or have other activities?

" however I am not busy anyways I am your best friend well we are now friends well .

at that time Marni thought of me as a friend and she also accompanied me at my Junior High School to take my diploma and the next night Fajrin called me well I don't know what she wants to talk to me pick up and then he talks about everything

" hello??

" well what's up? is there a need or do you need money?

" you're talking like that I want to hear your voice you're angry, are you the same as me ?

" hm, gini well if there is anything important it just talks without saying stale that I do not like it

" well, I want to talk about our relationship

" our relationship? we you said?? I'm clear again well same you mending you do not need to ask again about this relationship

" is why

" huh if you want to talk about this relationship you meet me, I'm not lazy if just by phone

" oh well I met you at our Junior High School first

that day I was invited with Fajrin to talk about my relationship but I think anyway emang no word break up but I can not stand the nature of him I was fed up and he just toying with me this morning I left with the marni .

" this is your school first

" yeah hmm you can't wait for me here I want to go there for a while

" oh well not long nhar

" okay

Fajrin was not alone with his friend and there was probably one that I knew at that time

" whom are you here with?

" with my friend, what do you want to talk to me about ?

" i just want to say I'm sorry well same you I promise to be faithful to you

" i've forgiven me but I can't be with you anymore

" why Nhar ?

At that time his friend saw me with a sharp look but I did not know him and Fajrin had gone home with his friend I returned to lie in my bed and continued to think about Fajrin

" duh what should I do I can't lie to my feelings I still love Fajrin but... I can't be with him he's not the best for me and he's repeated all his mistakes many times I want to separate with him I want to separate my patience has crossed the line

at that time I could only cry and cry as loud as possible .