Past For Future's

Disorder or Cry?

"Darling, what are you doing here?" marcel asked as they sat down. "What are you riding here for?"

"To the point, you know what I mean here" Oliv said flatly.

"Darling, I can explain all this. You're gonna cry." persuade Marcel.

"Why?" Oliv spoke in a stifled high tone. "You know? this time it's fatal, Marcel Cristian Pradigta..."

"Darling"

"Why didn't you say something this important from the beginning, sister?" tanya Oliv was full of emphasis.

"Darling, we can get married abroad. We're not going to split up, honey. You want to, right?" Marcel clutched Oliv's hand on his chest.

"No," Oliv shook his head, "We won't be together, sister. It's gonna be hard to do, please understand." Oliv took his hand off Marcel. Just a few steps, Oliv again prevented by Marcel.

"We've come this far, Liv. Please, don't stay with me. Farewell's not the right way out, Liv. I know it's hard for us, but we'll try."

"Marriage is not for trial, brother. And today..." Oliv took off the ring in his hand and faced Marcel. "I give you back this ring and our bond." Oliv placed his ring on Marcel's palm.

"Liv, please"

"False, Brother. Thank you for taking care of me, loving me, and accepting me. Thanks for teaching me so much too. After this I hope we can accept each other and let go of everything. I'll go first, see you." Oliv kissed Marcel's forehead then smiled cheerfully. "Cowok can't cry..." Oliv chuckled with tears that were already soaring

Marcel no longer dispels Oliv's departure, he scratches his face violently. His concern all along was that Oliv left him because of their differences.

"Why should this be, Lord !!!" marcel shouted in frustration.

***

Oliv ran indiscriminately while occasionally wiping his wet cheeks. Just now he will achieve happiness, but again he must be crushed by reality. He is now on the bridge, feeling uncertain heart, want it feels like screaming vent his disappointment.

"Why am I never allowed to be happy??? Why is this world not fair to me!!!" shouted Oliv with a swagger.

He cried bitterly no matter the state of strange gazes from people passing by. His heart was broken so badly. After being satisfied crying, Oliv wiped his tears and took a deep breath then exhaled back. He looked back, and...

"Elo ngapaiiiin again ngintilin I. No other job?" ketus Oliv to the man who is now standing in front of him.

"Nothing," the man replied briefly with the palm he had tucked in his pants pocket.

"Cih, crazy monitor lizard." Oliv pushed Echoes body in annoyance.

"Hey, where are you going?"

"Go home!!" oliv shouted and then got into the echo car. Echoes only gawk in disbelief, he thinks Oliv will walk up to the Mansion. "A long time, anyway. The map!" oliv shouted again from the car window.

Echoes shove his shoulders.

Throughout the journey Oliv only silenced even though Gema many times invited him to talk. Oliv preferred to turn his gaze out the window. I don't know what he feels now, angry, disappointed, and certainly hit by the reality he got.

Oliv was trying to shake off the tears that tried to escape from his eyes. The horn looks like he is laughing at his condition. Weight, yeah how else. Love cannot be forced in the name of faith.

"Want a drink?" Oliv shook his head, "You want to eat?" Oliv shook his head again.

"Now" Echoes the handkerchief, but Oliv just glances at the handkerchief, "Still clean." Echoes answered what Oliv thought.

"Thanks, though,"

Silent

There were only honking noises and the familiar voices of motorbikes overtaking their cars. Actually Oliv really wanted to express his feelings to a friend and lean his head on someone's shoulder. But next to him is Gema, a man who has no idea where he came from and whose purpose it is to sneak into life for what.

"Yes!" replied Echoes while glaring towards Oliv.

"Elo is a crazy lizard!! get down in now!"

The echoes were just giggling at Oliv's reaction. Indirectly can divert Oliv's sad feelings. Oliv who was furious immediately rained down the Echoes with his pinch.

"Awww again dong, again. So sweet really." Echoes back to laughing loudly.

"One more time, I bumped Elo's face and Peyot's face" threatened Oliv while clenching his hands.

"Forgive, don't get angry dong," Echoes a knotty smile. "You call me not Elo-elo Gue-gue dong. Call me brother, I'm your future husband." Oliv vomited the wind due to the echo speech that was very tickling for him.

"Samples. We go down yuk." invite Echoes that make Oliv confused.

"Gapain come here?" ask Oliv.

"Eat it," replied Echoes and then got out of the car.

"Ngajakin eat to a luxurious place on a cake, not really capital." murmured Oliv. And he was forced to come out of the car to a shop that was not too big and not too small either.

They walked a considerable distance so as not to show that they came simultaneously. Echoes walked while putting his palms in his pants pocket, while Oliv walked while folding both hands on his stomach.

"What do you want to eat?" ask Echoes when they have found the right place to sit.

"Tauk, where do I know what the menu is." He still faithfully folded his hands on his chest.

"That??" Echoes pointed with his eyeballs towards the menu paper that was on the table.

"Ck, speaking of that." Oliv throbbed and felt ashamed.

"Mama!!" Oliv waved his hand at the shopkeeper. And swiftly the waiter came with a friendly smile.

"What do you want to order?" ask the waiter politely.

"You're seblak meatballs extra spicy one, roast chicken one, keep this pecel catfish one..." And there were still a few more menus that Oliv mentioned. Intentionally, wanting to test how stingy this man before him was.

"What do you want to order, Om?" asked Oliv while smiling devil.

"Note bring it here, Ma'am." The waiter handed the note to Gema.

"Now, it's written enough." Echoes handed the note again to the waiter.

Oliv did not pay attention to Gema, he was not wanting to ride black again with this man in front of him. Already his feelings were being shattered, coupled with his frustration at the Echoes. It really just messes with the mood.

After waiting almost 15 minutes, the food was ready to be served. But Oliv was a little surprised, why the food that came was not as much as he ordered earlier. His suspicions are now fixed on the Echoes that are cool with the food he eats. Sure enough, he is a stingy man and minimal capital.

"Huh, yeah. He seems to be doing well today. I don't know if I'll be back tomorrow again. Uh, don't-don't. Anyway, tomorrow he should be gone from my life. I have to find a way after this. Although I'm not married to Marcel, but I still don't want to marry a weird guy like him."

Suddenly Oliv's phone lit up, indicating an incoming message. Oliv glanced for a moment, the wallpaper of his cellphone was even still a picture of him and Marcel that made his heart again feel pained. Not a single touch of his phone, Oliv began to eat his seblak greedily.

"Yuuhaaah."

In addition to his spicy seblak, he also actually wanted to cry from earlier. But the prestige because there are echoes nearby.

"Squeeze or cry?" ask Echoes.

"He'eh pedes. Seblak her spit, so cry, hehehe."

"Crying is as much as you. I will hold you tight until you realize that I am the only one who deserves you. Don't ever ask me to leave. Because wherever I go, I'll take you into my arms."