Passion of Neighboring Wife

CHAPTER 45

Being a divorced widow is not a wish, but a choice when our loved ones have made a fatal mistake. While being a wife, Kyara is distressed by her husband's wishes. But not after bearing the status of a widow, now he is more free to do anything without any restraint than the man called husband.

Alone is more comfortable than being with a husband but life is depressed and tormented. Since assuming the status of a widow, Kyara began to move again as before. Opening a soto stall again is like the desire of him who has always wanted to open a soto shop. Act like a normal human being and no longer slumped in circumstances.

Three months already Kyara herself and also three months she officially divorced religiously and state. Widow's letter has been received and can return to accept men who may continue to approach her.

Since separating, Kyara returned to her soto shop in front of Beni's house or Bastian's house. However, he does not live in Beni's house anymore because the house is no longer inhabited and left empty.

However, Bastian has returned to his house and Kyara lives in a soto shop that has been renovated into two floors. Upstairs where Kyara rests. Although Bastian has asked Kyara to stay at his house, Kyara is reluctant to accept and does not want to bother with the fear of people thinking strange things.

"Again, what else? Must have thought of me again?" said Bastian surprised Kyara who was sitting daydreaming on one of the benches in the corner.

Bastian sat down in front of Kyara.

"You, I don't think about anything else, let alone you. Not a tad."

"Then what if not my offer made you my wife?"

"I was just surprised at myself that it was easier to live my life after what happened a few months ago. I now feel much calmer despite the emptiness of the heart approaching."

"How many times have you told me that, but I'm not ready to get married again. I still need time."

"Why? Are you still in love with her? Are you not sure that I love you and want to marry you? Until when will you keep hanging up my relationship? Where to take this feeling if you yourself have not made a choice. Did our lack of togetherness make you fall in love with me? Can't I make you turn away from her?"

"That's not what I mean ..."

"Then what? I have been waiting for the day of your own iddah period to be over, but until now you still doubt me and are reluctant to accept my proposal. If you're not sure of me and don't want me to give up."

"Bastian ...!" Kyara is surprised that Bastian just wants to give up. It meant that the man would not wait for her anymore. In fact, Kyara is just afraid of failing again in building a household. He did not want that to happen and he is still traumatized by his marriage.

"Don't hang on to this feeling, Kyara. If you're not sure if I tell you, I'll go and never come back."

"Bastian you're gonna leave me?" lirih Kyara with teary eyes. His heart suddenly hurt if it happened.

"If you don't want to live with me, what for? Even if I fight but my struggle you do not see for what? There will only be pain on the other side. So we ..."

"I don't want to leave with you, I want to marry you, don't go and don't leave me."