PARIAH

1.Misunderstand

My name is Sira I am 16 years old and I am currently in 1st grade High School , actually I should have been like that but since I didn't have that kind of money for 3 months I was in school I couldn't pay the monthly school fees so of course I quit school because I couldn't pay again, pay again,

This situation is aggravated again one of my brothers ? or my parents ? obviously one of my relatives suddenly used my name, my address and my full information include my identity card to use to get a debt of 9 million dollars with an interest of 9,000 dollars to a Yakuza loan shark, with life and organs if I default

Why not tell your parents to cover it up ? well that's a bit difficult now because the parents I have that consist of Dad and Mom have escaped with all the belongings, their important assets are also their important identity information. Even my sister, the only brother I trusted, disappeared a few days after my parents left us and left me a letter saying

"i promise to find our parents and hold them accountable for what happened "

But after that for the last 6 months almost now there is no news from him at all, and even when I called his contact has changed. Find parent A** just write in the letter that in fact you don't want to get involved with me anymore or better die than get involved with a debt that's not my fault.

Right now the only thing I have in this world is the ugly, shabby clothes that remain, she said, the big house in my tax default status that maybe in the next 1 month will belong to the loan shark if I fail to pay interest, and a healthy and fit body .as collateral if I continue to default on the debt, I can sell the organs I have to pay for

I currently have 5 part-time jobs to cover all interest and debt as a forced worker :

Marumata company that pays 30 dollars per hour as a garbage cleaner (3 hours/day)

Toyosha company that pays 50 dollars an hour as a waste cleaner (5 hours/day)

The Fujisaki company pays 40 dollars an hour as forced labor (5 hours/day)

The Minamoto company that paid me the same as Toyosha 50 dollars an hour as a window cleaner in their giant tower (5 hours/day)

And lastly in the girls special school that pays me 60+30 dollars per hour as a parking attendant and janitor using the rest of my time (4 hours/day

So leaving me only 2 hours of sleep time , I also do this every day for the last 4 months . Break ? I can't rest because I also work on Sundays and Saturdays but it's looser than Monday through Friday, and I'm quite surprised 'cause even though my job is heavy, it's hard, I never fainted or got sick, as I expected from a 16-year-old man's body to be quite tough and resilient

**PI *PI *PI

After I contemplated how unlucky my life was, my alarm clock suddenly woke me up to work, I saw the time show at 6 am which meant I had to go to my first part-time job as a parking attendant and janitorial service at a girls' school , I immediately woke up washing my face using the rest of the water in the basin of rainwater and put on my work uniform and then came out of my cardboard house that was muddy and ready to start the day

_SHICIKA ALL - Girl High School

“ya... continue....move to the left a little bit..and continue....move to the right and.....finish!!!” I'm arranging a car to park

"Thank you as always" said the driver without looking me in the eye

“It's nice to meet you sir and also good morning Haru-sensei” My reply greeted them always with a warm smile but maybe because my face is a little messy and has messy hair because it's not a sideline rather than returning a smile , they gave me a forced smile instead

For 1 hour I continued to do this until it was over 'this job is not too tiring because all you have to do is navigate the car that is about to park and give them a very simple but useful command, and the most important thing is that I get to see a luxury antique car owned by the employees and all the teachers at this school

AH,......really the sight and appreciation in my eyes, maybe not much but when I touched their car I could imagine myself driving those babies if I had a future.

“wait..is not the rarest car.Corolla....Miku ?”.

when I was about to finish navigating all the cars all of a sudden I saw a rare car in the corner of the parking area and of course I immediately approached the sexy car and looked at it intently

Look at this beautiful little girl !! She's as smooth as a virgin thigh the color is so bright I just saw this baby in the magazine but saw it in the real world twice as pretty ! baby she might not be a virgin

"My Lord, she is delicate, her skin is very feminine, but her exhaust says otherwise, this car is a naughty girl!" I kept mumbling myself senselessly while touching this car nonstop and kept imagining myself driving this car, I feel like a villain now

Imagine if I had this car, I would probably drive it non-stop across the country and imagine if I had this all my family looked at me with jealous eyes and they would say :

“SIRA, how can you buy a car that good while you have a debt ?”

And I answered

“SKILL ISSUE “

Damn…….!!!! if it really happened I can't imagine how badass I am .

Then when I was busy with my world the person in the car was in the course out ,and it turns out that the owner of the Corolla car I coveted was a female teacher who had long, fine hair in black Violet - hitaman , the woman wears formal attire and a suit like a CEO , the woman also wears high black heels and curses a short black work skirt and her thighs are covered by black stockings so as to give the impression of sexy and elegant

Although the clothes he was wearing was a thick clothing but because his body and curves were like a chest , her waist and butt are slim but contain make formal clothes that the woman looks shocked even more this woman is very tall and even looks half a meter higher than me , thus making your mind say

“WOW this woman is very sexy”

But to hell with the sexy, Corolla that woman has is really more tempting the paint is really smooth its rearview is very slim if I have a lot of free time maybe I can

look at it all day and won't get bored

“fu...fu..fu seems like you like my car ? I can feel you not stop looking at her “ replied the woman with such a soft voice and melody

Of course I was immediately shocked by my disrespectful attitude because I bravely stroked - elus the car that people already had and with a flash I immediately bowed and continued to say

“Sorry.. I'm sorry ma’am this is the first time I saw a car so luxurious that my village attitude came out , sorry I , sorry , sorry” answered me so pitifully while bowing and hoping with forgiveness, I did not lose my job

On the one hand to be honest I was wrong should be the current focus of work but on the contrary in spare time work I was busy stroking - car sniffing that I did not even have , plus in it there are still people and I block it when I want to go out , of course what I'm doing right now is disrespectful and if I had to look at the proffesionality point of view if this was in another place I would probably have been fired for being unethical , no exception here it is likely that after today tomorrow will receive a warning letter because of my treatment ,therefore, at this time I continue to bend my body hoping that the beautiful woman who owns the Corolla car will forgive my great sin .

“It's okay..what..everyone has his own hobbies and pleasures and all of them have their own beauty and beauty - each , each , by the way I've never seen your face did you just here” asked the woman with her warm smile and gentle tone , thankfully he forgave me, but I will remember this mistake so that I do not repeat it

“Betul Ma’am my name Sira I just worked today, I am still a beginner if there is a constructive suggestion I will gladly accept it” I replied with courtesy and as formal as possible

“Pfft....you don't have to be that strict either I wouldn't be biting if you did something wrong, ” answered the woman with a laugh

”Sira-kah ? then introduce my name is Hoshino Akira , I served as the vice principal and the economics teacher is happy to meet you, you may call me Akira , but if in front of the students call me Hoshino . OK~” replied the woman introduced herself and winked her right eye when she mentioned

“OK’

Can you call him by his first name ?

“HELL NO” I'm sure this woman named Hoshino Akira is testing me and if I call her by her first name I will definitely be judged disrespectful not to mention she is a vice principal , ' he said , in other words he is my boss who is able to fire me whenever he wants, no matter how much leniency he gives I will try to refuse him so that I am not fired

“Nee...Peace behind the initial ketopic you like my car right ? what if after we go home with my car ride?” haggard Hoshino-sensei

Hearing the offer, my eyes opened and my conscience was immediately ignored and I foolishly said in a loud and loud voice

“EH…..REALLY ….REALLY ?!?!?!” in the spirit of reconfirming Hosino sensei's offer

“Of course I can go home at 17:00 you can wait for me in the parking lot and during the return we can walk - “ streets replied Hoshino sensei

But after hearing Hoshino sensei's answer that he came home at 5 pm I remembered that at that hour I had to work side by side at the company TOYOSHA.CO as a sewage cleaner, let alone at 5 pm all my work is just finished when 4 am later , considering that I work in 5 places and should not be late so that all my hopes and pleasures and my passion to ride the Corolla Miku car which is a dream car is broken to pieces , my face that was originally happy because of Hoshino-sensei's offer instantly turned into a forced smile to hide my hunchiness and sadness

“emm....maaf sensei .. It seems that at that hour I have other business in a far place, maybe another time when the holiday may be ?” I replied trying to refuse Hoshino-sensei bargain with polite lies, let alone holidays unfortunately I just do not have holidays or red dates considering Saturday and Sunday I also have to keep working

Hearing my rejection Hoshino Sensei was silent for a moment and he looked me in the eye with a sharp smile, of course when he looked at me I was a little afraid because it was as if he was able to read my thoughts and my lies

“Honey once....please if so...Then I say goodbye to work~~” replied Hoshino sensei then left me and waved his hand as a sign of greeting “until you later”

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My job as a Parking Officer is finally done and my time at this school is left I work as a Cleaning Service school in charge of cleaning the yard, toilets, watering plants and helping in the disposal of garbage .

For jobs like toilet cleaning , watering plants and removing garbage can actually be done quickly but the problem is that I have to clean this school yard which covers an area of 100 square hectares under the scorching morning sun , and honestly this is quite tiring work if not focused can - can I stray the place considering this school has a wide page .

In the end it was true that even though I had focused on staying stray at the moment I should have cleaned the yard close to the warehouse but as far as I was traveling and looking, I was looking, I kept ending up in the backyard close to the student park so in my mind I kept saying :

“This is a very large park ? when does the student park end ? after all why on every windshield there is a student park ? how many student parks do you need just for 1 school ?”

Where soon my working hours will end within 1 hour and my work is not finished and aggravated this school map is in English and European so I can not read it properly apes for my first day of work is here .

After a long time ,looking for me finally arrived at the student park again at the back of the building for the 1st grade and coincidentally near the building there was a long black-haired student with a pigtail style who was looking forward to , Good ! finally my suffering ended, it was time I asked the student and immediately completed my task and moved to my next place of work

“Anu...good morning by noon...sorry to interrupt your time “ I replied with formal language making sure it was polite that I was not fired.

“Oh....kau…..? did you put the letter in my locker ? And told me to wait here ?” ask the woman

“Sorry...?” My reply was a little confused, this should be me who asked why I was asked back ?

What letter anyway ? maybe yesterday before applying I misplaced my job application letter and my absence in one of the student lockers? But this school has 5 different lockers and I was told to be free to choose ?But if so could die I just entered work, why have I made a lot of mistakes ? I'd better apologize for reporting only girls before getting caught by superiors

“Eng...anu...iya...this is the first time I have done this so I am honest..lack of experience please forgive me for being careless” replied I bowed myself hoping that this student does not report me to the boss.

“EN…..Ano... it's okay - what but I'm surprised it turns out you're one of the workers here .......you also look like my age...but not....is what you do a little risky ?”ask the girl

Wait up……..RISK !?!?!? jeez...dead me...dead me...dead me...die me !!! what if because of my recklessness I wasn't just fired but I was sued considering the school was an elite school ?

well I've been wrapped up in my organ debt potential sold if it gets prosecuted for losing and must pay compensation , let alone the organ can - my life may also have to be sold I have to make a plan so that this schoolgirl can shut up , after all he is also a boy (my age By the way) I have to fool him so that this student does not report to my superiors

I immediately approached the student slowly with a serious look the student looked at me and was a bit frightened and her cheeks became red with fear ? the way I do this is to give a “assert dominance” to the opposite sex and by putting on a scary face so that the opponent is afraid not to fight back and resigned just listen like a Tiger managed to bite his opponent

“You need not fear , all you need to do is keep the two of us a secret and everything will run comfortably , take it easy you just need to obey my words and in return I will listen to all your requests even if the request is not reasonable” I replied with a serious face and offered a proposal offer to the student so that he would shut his mouth

“Eh…..MM....ano..but...but.......I lack experience I am not sure....” replied.

the woman was nervous and backed off

to keep my distance from me and to turn his eyes from my face out of fear, even though he was afraid I could feel he could accept me

as I expected my plan to succeed in luck first I was a bad boy all according to Keikaku, but lack of experience ? just keeping your mouth shut needs experience ? ah.. It is possible that this boy (as I am by the way) during his life is a good boy and does not lie so to do a heavy lie is a heavy thing for him

Aduuh.....I feel sinful but it's okay, but later I also grant all his requests in my offer should at this time I am in a win-win solution.

“You're not-

………..*GYUU*........................... EHH ?

Unbeknownst to me as I continued “assert dominance” I stumbled while walking and both my hands touched the chest of the girl who was so big and “wow new this time I touched it” and had pushed it I fell down and fell on him too

“eh.....anu sorry...I did not mean.......” saw the polahan that I accidentally did the girl's face turned angry and became disgusted, I can feel the bad air here.

“maaf...please...listen-……

*SPLASSHHHH !!!!*BANG !*

I had not finished talking until - arriving from the top floor there was a person foolishly dropping an iron bucket filled with dirty water and the bucket spilled over me and made me smell and aggravated the iron bucket again hitting the crown of my head at such a high speed that I fell to the ground and hoarded the student on top of it, I could feel my head dizzy and bleeding from the injury

“.…an…. Are you okay ?…..ano...ano....” the schoolgirl panicked to see my current condition lying on top of her and my head on her soft breast.

*DING *DONG *DING *DONG

“ first rest has started”

Amidst the unfortunate condition I heard the school bell ringing which is where the first break sign began and the condition where my work hours have to be completed ,hearing the bell and seeing my condition now in position is like going to rape the schoolgirl I planned to shut her mouth & again I can not meet my current work quota , plus I was soiling one of the schoolgirls at this school made me fall into the darkness .

I was standing in a bedraggled state and my head was covered in blood, and the schoolgirl also helped me stand up in her blood-soaked shirt and a little dirt because I pushed her away , and she kept asking me about my condition but I didn't answer because the despair in me made me unable to listen to what the student said .

Damn me this may be the fruit of the evil I want to do I will apologize and hope tomorrow I am still allowed to work

“Sorry..Sorry….Forgive me....for forcing you.I think I should know myself in my current position ..Sorry because I am insensitive and make you uncomfortable………..But you need to know what I am doing right now I sincerely do it. Even though I do it has other intentions.but please.please even though at this time I am not worthy do not throw me out..“ I bowed and shed tears hoping that the student would not get angry and report to the boss for what happened 'this time I was honest about my intensity

But the student was only silent and I wasn't sure whether I could see her or her face, I'm sure the girl is very disgusted and angry because of my behavior and wants me to really disappear from her presence

looks like my apology is free..huh ?

Maybe if I was really expelled (maybe only expelled) I would try to find work elsewhere again and make sure to keep my attitude well.

But if I am prosecuted for my conduct, I will deal with it and I will sell all my organs to avenge the results of my folly and in the next life I will do better

“That's all from me....it seems like there's nothing else I can give you….I permission to say sorry for the inconvenience of his” replied me with a forced smile then I quickly turned my face away from him because I did not dare to see his face which might be currently angry , and after that I ran away leaving him and made sure I was lost from his presence quickly .

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My second job at Fujisaki Company finally started I went to the gate of the field employee to check in attendance , wearing an employee robe and starting my job as a forced worker in charge of dredging the land for corporate fantasy needs , as usual I dredged the ground using the shovel and hoe that the company gave me and started dredging with the other workers

This work is quite tiring because during work time I have to do this work using all the muscles in my body and absolutely not given time to rest for 5 hours non-stop , ' he said ,because if I take a break my work hours will be deducted

But because I have been ordinary and have been working in this place for 1 month I have been used to the level of fatigue that I face at this time and I can deal with it well

“SIRA !!!!”

When I was busy crashing the ground with my shovel and hoe I heard the cry of my superior who called me out loud , The supervisor who led my work named Pak Takamura , he was already 28 years old , honestly he is young and for his fierce attitude he is actually a handsome silver-haired man of stout and hard stature and many female workers at Fujisaki CO crave Pak Takamura, ' he said , I heard he was a former Navy Seal captain who was behind his fierce attitude but what made me a little upset he was just fierce to myself not with the others because my position was a side worker who it is not much different from the leech company

This company there is an absolute rule that will definitely happen Mr. Takamura called for your presence

1.You work so poorly that your pay is deducted and your potential is not paid

2.Your job is wrong so it's not paid

Your boss hates you so much that you are made his slave

3.Work too slowly so it won't get paid

Given the possibility that might happen to make my hair all over my body lifted and hope that the supervisor does not hate me and scolded because my work was wrong , considering that I have failed in the first place of work I do not want to be in my place of work for a long time I also experienced failure

“WHERE SIRA!!!! ARE YOU DEAF ?! SIRAA !!!!!” Mr. Takamura started yelling louder and the other employees saw me sharply

And without thinking twice I immediately ran to the supervisor in a state of dirt and I saw the face of Mr. Takamura who is currently so offended, angry and all his muscles were really stiff as if ready to punch me because I wasn't on time when I was called

“What working with shovel and hoe makes your hearing depreciate?” tanya Pak Takamura controls his emotions with ridicule

“Perhaps dirt is now coming into your ear so you're stupid and not listening to my call ?” replied Pak Takamura continuously throwing insults at me

“maaf..pak” reply I still stay down.

“Already...forget it anyway I do not fully expect a company trash like you can do a simple task like listening” replied Pak Takamura angry

“Sorry...pak”my answer lowered even lower hoping my mistake was forgiven.

“CEO….Fujisaki Inori called your presence in the lobby come there immediately & do not try - try to change clothes because you have made him wait 20 minutes because of your carelessness” replied Pak Takamura ordered me

“SIAP PAK” reply then immediately go to the company lobby as Mr. Takamura ordered and do not change my dirty clothes because I have made the CEO of this Company wait for my arrival

But what is the CEO waiting for my arrival for - do not...... I want to be fired ? is it because my job contract will be terminated because I am useless to the company for 1 month like Pak Takamura said ? I'm starting to doubt

Arriving at the Lobby I saw CEO Fujisaki Inori already waiting for me near the receptionist, CEO Inori wearing traditional Kimono dress easy red with cherry blossom pattern, and the , the color of the kimono that he wears today is really in line with his pink hair is not so long and has many hair ornaments , I thought the CEO Inori is old or mother - mother remember his position, but it turns out my prediction wrong CEO Inori was still so young ,it almost looked like my age and he had such an expressionless cold gaze

“Anu…..Sorry...emmm(Elect business card) Ms....Fujisaki ? Sorry because I'm late to respond at this time I'm a bit lateor” I replied as I bowed apologetically

“you SIRA is not...?” ask Fujisaki mom with a tone and voice that is so slow

“Iya..Betul my mother is one of the side workers of the soil backfill division”Jawabku introduced himself.

“Fu.....you don't have to call me mom anyway I'm your age” Fujisaki replied

Hearing the response I was immediately shocked at my disrespect, because I thought Fujisaki Inori was an adult and thought that she was one of those humans who looked young but was actually old , but how do I know after all for a kid my age to be CEO is not normal , is this a MANGA story ?

“Ma...sorry..I Fu....Fujisaki-sama I did not mean....anu…..I mean” I tried to apologize in a nervous tone because again - again I made a mistake that was so fatal and even more wrong to the CEO of the company where I worked

“Sira...what....you....remember me...?” fujisaki asked in such a slow tone

Responding to the reaction from Fujisaki I was a little confused, remembering it ? have I ever met her ? but honestly, it was the first time I met Fujisaki, don't don't…………

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CEO is testing sensitivity about knowing a coworker or not ? I often hear rumors in the world of work is very unnatural if it has been working for a long time but with my own company friends I do not know and in the rumors because the employee was too close himself up - until he does not know his superiors he is immediately fired .

Woof if in this case it seems I have no choice but to be honest as to remember the previous events for trying to keep my mouth shut the karma is already terrible , I can't imagine if later I tried to lie with CEO Fujisaki , and I believe he must be smart and be able to read all the lies inside me given the position he got despite being the same age as me. I better not try

“A….I'm sorry this is the first time we've met 'em , I work in a dredging position so I did not have time to meet with the manager's boss sorry if I am currently new to Fujisaki-sama” My reply bowed to apologize for my disrespect and hope Fujisaki does not fired me because I didn't know my own co-worker

Fujisaki looked at me with sharp eyes and his gaze was so cold and then he immediately sighed and shook his head as a sign

“Sounds like this is unacceptable” may be ?

Then he approached me, which made me step back a bit to keep my distance because I was not used to interacting with women, making me a bit embarrassed and stiff

“Looks........Sira.....you....no......remember me ?” fujisaki replied then he immediately checked myself with his gaze so that it made me nervous

“If you do not remember I will make you remember Sira you better prepare yourself..!!!”replied Fujisaki who arrived - suddenly changed his initial tone smooth and laid out - his brick to be smooth and energized like a tomboy woman , as if - will his personality change from a calm woman to a sadist

“Di...Understood…..Fujisaki-sama I will fight hard” I replied backwards to keep my distance with her and responded to Fujisaki's reply firmly and loudly

But “prepare yourself” huh..? don't don?don't Fujisaki want to give me some kind of test in accordance with the company's employment law ? then for my sake of not being fired from now on I will fight hard and try to understand all the regulations and ethics of the company so that I am not fired

But seeing from the reaction I gave to Fujisaki's response, Fujisaki sighed and shook his head again , but I don't know what I'm wrong with

“Sira from dredging division instead of ?”ask Fujisaki to confirm

“Betul Fujisaki-sama” reply

“Your working time should still be 1 hour left but it does not seem important, anyway dredging division but still using shovel and hoe ? and do not use old-fashioned look escavator for modern company “ explained Fujisaki and of course heard his explanation I was a little pricked

“Sorry Fujisaki-sama I still do not have certification to ride an escavator so I am only allowed to use the simple tool” I replied

“And the company has to pay you 40 dollars for his hour ? for jobs that have been replaced with faster proffesional and only kugaji 90 dollars per day for 7 hours worked ?” fujisaki asked in a cold tone

“’u.....ugh... sorry for my current uselessness but I promise I will give more to Fujisaki-sama than I have , ' he said ,. please give me a chance once again” my answer humbles me and has even shed tears and even people who see my actions hold back laughter

“fu...fu...fu well you said will give more fine…..from now on I fire you from the dredging division and tomorrow at 7 am you have to meet me at the restaurant “GOOD WILL” on the 12th floor make sure you dress properly, Fujisaki replied smiling and I felt like I was dancing in his hands

Hearing myself fired I was in shock and unable to say anything else because I had just lost my job which I had been running for a month but I also could not refute the argument from Fujisaki about me being useless to the company, because if you look back at the place where I worked in the landfilling division all the employees used escavators in the dirt and only I myself who only use shovels and hoes in areas that have not been touched and if my part is finished the other team will immediately work on it so that you can say what I do is completely meaningless and even though it means nothing I still get paid a high enough payment .

It may be natural that Mr. Takamura is offended because of my existence, because my current self is not much different from the company leech and indeed maybe it's time I was expelled ,. if it's like this so I have to prepare to find a new workplace again , I can predict later my meeting with Fujisaki at the restaurant tomorrow will certainly discuss my resignation , but isn't it 7 in the morning I'm still working ? I should try to negotiate with Fujisaki consider it the last negotiation in my workplace

“Sorry Fujisaki-sama I can't seem to because at 7 am I work at Schicika school as a Parking Officer and cleaning service side , & side , and I just finished at 10 noon,”, I replied to Fujisaki's argument

“You have worked in this company and how dare you work elsewhere ?! And at school for GIRLS?!?!”suddenly I could feel an uncomfortable air coming out of Fujisaki's tone and voice

“E...eto…..Anu....aku...there's a reason..anu” I stammered - stuttered trying to explain my situation to Fujisaki for doubt he would believe me.

Besides how could a silver spoon boy like him understand my current situation , I also took a lot of work because of the debt that threatens my life at this time most Fujisaki would say “Only that much ? company bear bigger and we never trouble, weak base! , suck base !” Cih ! just imagining it, I was already quite upset

“Haahh.Fujisaki sighed now the 3rd time he no longer knew

”Alright I'm sure you have your own condition....Well what if it's 6pm ?” ask Fujisaki

“Sorry 6 hours I also have working hours in Marumata.Co as a chemical waste cleaner until 9” hours My answer began to feel bad air

“h 9 Nights ??” fujisaki asked still not giving up

“I work in Minamoto.Co until 1pm later as a building glass cleaner.”My reply was terrified

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4 WHERE DO YOU WORK?!?!?!” Fujisaki's tone is getting higher and he does not hide his anger aura so that it makes people around him scared and I feel like I want to pee in my pants for fear

“li.....five....actually.....here and Toyosha.Co as toilet cleaners and sewage from toilet” I replied nervously and I was not even able to look him in the face for fear of my current situation.

“What if holidays like saturday and ming....forget it I guarantee you that day I'm sure you work too ?” asked Fujisaki to confirm something to me before he finished his offer

“be..right..Fu..jisaki.sama as Scavenger , introduction to the newspaper , delivery package introduction ,.jisaki , and the broomstick in Central Park” Park I answered nervously and finally I could feel my urine coming out of my genitals because fear had taken over my biological body completely

“so you need money until - until you don't have a day off in your daily life ? I'm a little surprised you are now still able to stand healthy here” asked Fujisaki his tone then returned to normal

Yes..nona.iyaaaa...Iyaaaa , and I can't eat if I don't have any money but a rich man like you doesn't seem to have to worry about you being overloaded , I hope that for the rest of your life you keep your excess money and so your excess leaves me even though I know it's impossible

“Shortly let me talk to your bosses first”, Fujisaki replied, pulling out his phone and keeping a distance from me so that Fujisaki's conversation can't be heard

I wait for Fujisaki's affairs to be finished I can feel the whole gaze of the masterpiece and the client who goes into this great company sees myself in so miserable in a state of turmoil , and even more facing the top level manager with unsafe conditions , and of course I can also feel them laughing at me because maybe soon I will be fired and they are sure if the top manager who did the dismissal is definitely a big mistake and has the potential to have an impact so big that I could say I was on the verge of being socially dead and I wouldn't argue with that because it happened to me right now, and I doubt that I could have survived

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After waiting for about 15 minutes Fujisaki finally came back, his face was satisfied and it seemed he had a plan and I could not imagine what was on his mind

“I've spoken to HRD Marumata, Toyosha, and Minamoto it seems they will do the replacement of freelancers tomorrow , and instead of tomorrow and today you don't have to come to their place anymore” Sahut Fujisaki smiled with satisfaction

Hearing Fujisakku my consciousness almost floated and my heart almost fell out because the whole job I used to pay the debt just disappeared into atoms, leaving 1 of my work in Shicika school, ' he said , just because of my carelessness and my uselessness .

now I also just remember 4 companies where I work freelance all have Fujisaki name at the end as holder , in other words the 4 companies I applied for were subsidiaries owned by Fujisaki of course if I did wrong especially to Fujisaki I would lose everything .

Alright this is a new lesson for me from now on I will look for work in MSMEs place just to hell with the company if indeed they let me out just , surely there will be a way when I try the important thing now if it can be in a new place I will fix this broken me

“Because you have no work and since you no work elsewhere, you can go home now..and don't forget tomorrow we meet at the restaurant “Good Will” 12th floor , at 12 noon, you better not be late so you don't regret 'em , oh yeah you can throw away that dirty dirty dirty work shirt because you won't use it again ” Fujisaki replied and left me

After that I saw my surroundings start to be surprised like seeing a ghost

What are they surprising for a moment ? it should be me who was surprised because I just lost 4 main jobs and now I have to think about how I have to pay my debt whose interest I have to pay within 28 days 21 hours 56 seconds more

“Anu...excuse me....I know this sounds privacy if it's not wrong Fujisaki-sama invited you to the restaurant “Good Will ?” suddenly the receptionist who was behind the whole time was curious about what Fujisaki was talking about with me

“Yah...that's it .. Am I going to be okay ?

“ ask me to the receptionist who is curious and worried about my current condition , maybe if Fujisaki invites me like that if it's a bad thing maybe I'll turn him down and decide not to get involved with people in danger

“Let's not you have to be afraid I'm quite surprised if you can be invited to the place “Good Will”by Fujisaki-sama “ replied The receptionist was amazed - amazed

“Indeed why ? is it because the food there is good unfortunately I was below the poor level I believe I can only order water” answered me

*not so stupid *Pfft...not so stupid, I mean that Fujisaki-sama almost never invited anyone else unless that person was one of his family , after all the restaurant was absolutely exclusive that even only certain big guys could enter it , you must be probably one of the special people for him so that you can enter easily even invited by Fujisaki-sama” replied the Receptionist

And after hearing what the Receptionist said in shock I said

“EH ?”

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After that incident it turned out that what Fujisaki did to me was not a lie because after I went to the Marumata company, Toyosha, he said, and Minamoto they really fired me raw so that made me afraid of the influence that Fujisaki had , so it makes me wonder why I am so unlucky to be dealing with such a dangerous person like Fujisaki that it makes me lose my old job ?

Come to think of it - rethinking myself turns out to be so sad guess - guess how many times have I bowed down just to apologize and how many are willing to forgive me ? there is hardly any !

*SNIFF*SNIFFF*SNIFF*

Given my misfortune that occurred during these 1 day on the way to the house on the crosswalk I shed tears and cried desperately

WHY ? WHY ?WHY ?WHY ? For WHAT ? Why was I born into this world if the world didn't want me ?

My first job could potentially fail because I was unable to run my work quota in full and soiled one of her students even being disrespectful to one of their vice principal's salh , my second job failed because I was useless and because my carelessness could not remember the name of my superior made me lose all my work so I could not make money

Besides my lost work I was in debt and the Yakuza would sell my organs if I failed to pay , my parents left me , my dear sister left me , all my relatives abandoned me and slandered me that I was the cause of the debt - this debt happened, got kicked out of school for not being able to pay 'em ,even today I am confused what to eat because I do not have the money to buy food and even a trillion rice.

“SIAL ! DAMN ! DAMN ! DAMN ! DAMN ! SIALLL.......!!!!!.” I shouted while holding my voice and gritting my teeth while crying so as not to disturb the pedestrian traffic

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“Sira….? what are you doing here ? shouldn't you be working at Toyosha ?”

In the midst of my despair and crying over my unlucky fate, I suddenly heard Hoshino sensei's voice behind me and I turned to look back and it was true that I saw Hoshino-sensei behind me with his face worried about seeing my condition

*HUGH…..*HIKS...sen…..*HIKSD*…..HUGH*..IT...congratulations….*snort…….Good afternoon” answered me while holding back the crying that had already been seen and I also did not forget to bow respectfully.saying greetings while wiping tears all over my face and snot that continues to run.

“Sira...What's up ? why are you crying ? has anyone scavenged you??” hoshino Sensei asked and then he took out his handkerchief from the bag and wiped my dirty tears with his clean and fragrant handkerchief

“sorry....me..no...*Hic*..*HIC*...it's okay -aa.pa...sorry...ka..*hics*.....dirty handkerchief….*Hic*” I replied in a chaotic voice because I was still unable to hold back my cries

I turned from Hoshino sensei and left him because I was ashamed and could not bring my disgusting and pitiful face before my superior

Sensei grabbed my hand so tightly that it stopped me and I looked back at him

“Sira....... I don't know what you feel......and will never know........... I know I don't deserve to say this but.........would you give a little of your grief to me ?” Hoshino Sensei asked with a serious face

Hearing what Hoshino Sensei said my heart was beating so fast, my body felt warm and I accepted his offer, it seemed like the night I was having right now was such a long night .