PAPA LOVE ME
45. Excuse me.
A month and a half passed quickly, Zea never even once met Raka. Somehow, all his friends always have a way so that Zea can not meet Raka, and vice versa. They are so cooperative that the two do not meet.
Even now, a lot of bodygurad oma are in school. Like someone disguised as a security guard, becoming a gardener, TU staff and much more.
Zea dizziness, oma behavior like caring for small children only.
Raka is also almost crazy, because after the incident Zea left her house, they did not meet again at all. He was always pacing through Zea's class like a fool, but the girl in his car never appeared before him.
Is Zea okay? Did Zea go to school? Where does he live? Does Zea eat well? Is Zea healed?
The question always revolved around his head every night, Raka could not sleep well. He wanted to see Zea, but why did the girl seem to be lost in the Earth? He came to a place that often visited when they were still together, but nil. Zea was never anywhere. Even one schoolgirl sometimes wonders where the most wanted one is right now.
This is all because it has become a direct order from the school owner, Papa Mex. Zea always leaves early, takes food to take medicine and definitely goes home before the bell rings. Good enough cooperation, Zea's homeroom teacher agreed, remembering the girl who suffered from a deadly disease, Zea should not be exhausted and a lot of thoughts, she should be calm and away from the crowd.
"Shelves... What are you daydreaming about?" asked Alda who was in Raka's class, along with his two minions.
Not answering Alda's question, made the girl feel furious. Then walked up to Raka who was sitting on the chair reading a book, and hugged her from the side.
"Rak... when are we going to be lovers?" the girl was twitching spoiled on Raka's shoulder.
"REMOVED ME!! "
"Raka, elo why are you angry? Are you still not able to move on from Zea?!" alda cried out in tears, she was already foaming with all her might to seek Raka's attention, but it was always in vain.
"What's your business, huh?! Get out of my life forever!! Ever since you, my life has been a mess!!"
Raka pulls Alda's chin violently, then pushes him and is helped by Caca and Bianca.
BRAAAK!!
Raka came out of the classroom very angry then slammed the door hard.
Bian, Bobi and Zega. They all silenced Raka, they would leave if Raka joined. It's crazy, Raka could die if this continues. Everyone is fed up and hates him.
Now his feet were walking in the corridor, about to go to the library to lift his heart for a moment.
But he accidentally passed Mex, the guy was very cranky as usual, uniform was taken out and not wearing a tie. Mex does not realize there is Raka, because he is busy with his phone.
Though both of them used to meet each other glaring and Mex always stick out his tongue and brandish his middle uncle's finger, but Mex also changed. Since deciding on Zea in the park a few months ago. Mex does not do that anymore, even when passing by he does not think Raka exists.
Raka's like in a curse... Everyone closest to him stayed away from him. Even his father and mother also silenced him, they were all disappointed in him. Until he realized, he was without Zea sharing life without life. He wanted to get back to Zea, start something new again.
Yet....
"MEX!!" Call Raka stop the guy's move.
Mex simply knitted his brows, staring at Raka hatefully.
"Where is Zea?" tanya in a desperate voice, but Mex seemed deafened and continued to walk away from Raka.
"Mex! Plis answered me, please...! This time I'm just asking for help elo."Raka tugged at Mex's shoulder, made the guy grow furious and clenched his hand.
"What do you care, huh?!!" Ketus Mex right in front of his face.
"G-gue wants to apologize, I realize that I'm sala-,"
BUAGGH!!
Mex punched Raka's body hard, making the guy limp backwards.
THE PLAAAK!!
"Udah belated bedeb*h si*lan!! Save your apologies. She is now sick, Zea is suffering more and more because of you!! If he gets to anything, I'll kill you, CAMKAN ITU!!" Mex soon passes carrying his anger, leaving Raka to soak in Mex's talk.
Raka grimaced, stroked her cheeks, and looked at Mex's pungue that was getting further away. Raka lowered her head by continuing to walk down the corridor alone.
"Tests... Check check check check 1..2.3 hello hello."
Raka fell silent, hearing a familiar voice to him. The voice that made him miss, this one month and a half sound made him crazy and desperate. A voice he so desperately wanted to meet yet he never could.
"Hay, I'm here to bring you a sad song for someone who's been away from you... Yes, I hope you like."
The voice made Raka's steps stop. This was Zea's voice, she very well memorized this voice. Somehow he smiled happily even when he heard his voice.
Slowly but surely, Zea began strumming her electric red guitar. Yes, he now sings in the music room, with his friends.
It is not a secret that this girl is good at playing the guitar and say hello, even Zea often perform when PLS at school.
The girl held back her cries, her chest hurt. Resisting longing, enduring his heartache as well. Zea longs for her father who is very deep, as well as Raka.
Mex stared at Zea intensely, even though Mex was now often next to Zea. But she could not shift Raka's position in her heart.
GET SICK. Love cannot be forced.
"Don't Watch Me Cry."
...Oh, it hurts the most 'cause I don't know the cause...
...Oh, it's so painful because I don't know why...
...Maybe I shouldn't have been married when you left and told me not to wait...
...Maybe I shouldn't have cried when you left and told me not to wait....
...Oh, it kills the most to say that I still care....
...Oh, it's so painful to say that I still care....
...Now I'm left tryna rewind the times you helped and kissed me back....
...Now I'm trying to repeat when you hug and kiss me....
Mex, exhale heavily. Why is he so sad? If he could, he would change Raka's position right now. The Mex will promise to protect Zea.
Zea smiled bitterly, as she continued to linger and plucked her guitar slowly. The door of the music room was wide open in the crowd of many students but was not allowed to enter.
They loved every song lyrics, Zea's voice was so dull and the guitar was so good.
...I was wondering if you were thinking "Is she okay?"...
...I wonder if you tried to call, but couldn't find your phone....
...I was wondering if you'd ever try to call me, but couldn't find your phone....
...Have I ever crossed your thoughts because your name's all over mine?...
...Have I ever crossed your mind?...
...A moment in time, don't watch me cry...
...For a moment, don't look at me crying....
...A moment in time, don't watch me cry....
...For a moment, don't look at me crying....
Raka headed to the source of the sound, it happened that she was on the third floor, damn it. The music room is on the first floor. He ran down the stairs, he had to meet Zea at all costs. He longed like a madman, the sound of singing in the loud speaker increasingly sounded in his ears and pierced his heart.
...I'm not crying 'cause you left me on my own...
...I'm not crying because you left me alone...
...I'm not crying 'cause you left me with no warning...
...I'm not crying because you just left me...
...I'm just crying 'cause I can't escape what could've been...
...I cried because I couldn't accept what had happened...
...Are you aware when you set me free?...
...Did you realize when you left me?...
...All I can do is let my heart bleed...
...All I can do is let my heart hurt...
...Oh, it's harder when you can't see through the thoughts...
...Oh, it's harder when you can't think straight...
...Not that I wanna get in, but I want to see...
...how your mind works...
...Not because I want to go in (to your mind), but I want to see the way you think...
...No, it's harder when they don't know...
...what they've done...
...No, it's harder when they don't know what they've done...
...Thinking it's better they leave, meaning...
...that I'll have to move on...
...I think it's better they leave, meaning I have to move (to another heart)....
"No, come on Zeee please wait for me... I am sorry, Zea. You can't go. Don't leave me alone again, please. I'm sorry, god let me apologize once again to my girl... Help me." Help me." Raka laced down the hard-earned steps, with teary eyes. His lips were unrelenting, calling out Zea's name and apologizing.
When he arrived at the music room, there was a huge crowd of students, Zea's voice also disappeared right then and there. Raka, standing at the very back, tried to break through forward, but it was difficult. It was crowded by students who were just outside the room.
"LITTLE EDGE!! GIVE ME A WAY!!" ketus Raka forced them to move away.
"K's blocking my way, SHIT*N!!" he cursed once more, shouting at anyone who bewildered his way.
They were all scared and walked away, but what did Raka see? The red guitar was already on the nanar table and Zea was gone, why else would it be like this? Does Zea really hate her now?
BUAGHHH!!
Raka's hands clenched, punching the wall hard until his hands spewed blood, making the students who looked at him difficult to understand.
"Tell me, who sang and played guitar!?" ketus Raka looked at them all sharply. But they were silent, no one dared to answer.
"ARE YOU MUTE?! ZEA OR NOT THE ONE WHO SANG EARLIER, HUH?!" this time Raka pulled the collar of her younger brother, who was wearing glasses. Raka is scary and out of control.
"Euum. An-anu... I-iya, brother," she answered nervously in fear.
"THAT'S WHERE SHE IS NOW!!"
"He's gone..."
Raka rubbed her face rough, she drooped helplessly.
...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...
Raka can not concentrate when working on the National Exam in front of him, he always remembers the events of several days ago. Zea's singing voice, still ringing in his ears.
"I'm sorry, Ze... I'm a fucking guy!! I'm honest, I'm sorry I parted with you. Please, don't shy away from me again, I'm tired without you. I miss you so much, I love you." Lirih Raka in a desperate voice, occasionally she squeezed the paper in front of her.
In another Exam room, Zea was quietly working on the Exam. Although his breathing from earlier was very tight, his chest was very painful and every day more and more painful. Is he going to die? Because the pain in his chest is amazing not fooling around.
He's not strong.
THE TEST!!
"Did papa and Raka ever miss me? You're all okay after I'm gone? Live quietly, I will also go away quietly one day." she softly smiled, then rubbed her tears on the cheek after that holding her chest that felt like it was about to break, "just be patient for a minute, heart, at least let the graduation go so I can see Papa again." Zea didn't want to cry, but her tears always came down her cheeks.
...SERIATE....
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