
The death of Bu Sukma still leaves sadness for Ismail, Uswa, and even those who were close to Bu Sukma during his life. Bu Bu Sukma was kind to all the neighbors and even others who were new to him.
"Bu Sukma suffered from heart failure which had been hidden from Ismail and Uswa for not telling them because Bu Sukma did not want to burden his children with the disease he suffered. For daily costs are still less, especially in addition to the cost of my illness" said Bu Sukma keeps his illness meetings
Many mourners came to see the body of Bu Sukma to be floated. None of them believed that Bu Sukma had left so soon. The funeral process of Bu Sukma went well. After the prayer recitation the mourners finished one by one leaving the tomb of Bu Sukma. There are still clearly two people who are still crying and hugging the tomb of Bu Sukma.
"Ishmail. Let's go home!" Take Hadi by rubbing Ismail's back
"So you go home first. I still want to stay here" replied Ismail
"Your mother is gone. You don't feel sorry for your mother who is calm there. Your mother will suffer if you are like this" Hadi said
"Let me alone here" replied Ismail
"Uswas. Let's go home, boy!" Take Bu Zaroh to Uswa
"Mom. I still want to accompany Bu Sukma here" replied Uswa back in tears
"You two better get some rest, let's go home, son" Take Bu Zaroh to Ismail and Uswa
"Yes Uswa. Go home with Zaroh and Hadi. I still want to be here" Ismail told Uswa
"Set the Bang..." Answer Uswa
"Abang will be fine here, calm down. Go home" said Ismail
"Yes Bang. I'll come home with Bu Zaroh and Hadi
"Yes" said Ismail
The three of them left Bu Sukma's tomb. Ishmael no longer saw their shadow. Finally Ishmael cried again very hysterically in front of his mother's grave. Again Ismail in the thickets of wrong feelings for the death of Bu Sukma.
"If I hadn't spoken as loudly as I did last night, nothing would have happened to my mother. What has happened to me, O Allah" Ismail said
"Mother forgive me" Shouted Ismail ransacking the soil of Bu Sukma's tomb
"Why did this happen to me? Ismail asked frustratedly and was unable to control himself
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Arriving at Uswa's house entered the house at his sight there was still Bu Tia who was still cleaning her house. Uswa ran towards Bu Tia and directly hugged Bu Tia. While Bu Zaroh and Hadi followed Uswa into the house.
"You're patient, son. You must be strong! There is still me here who accompanies you" said Bu Tia by returning Uswa's embrace
"Yes Mom. Thank you" said Uswa undeter
Bu Zaroh and Hadi approached Uswa, Bu Zaroh rubbed Uswa's back
"Mom and Hadi's dream came home first yes, son" said Mrs Zaroh
"Yes Mom. Thank you" Uswa said
"Bu Tia please accompany Uswa yes. Later that night Hadi and I will be here again to help you for yasinan" said Ms. Zaroh
"Yes ma'am I will accompany Uswa" replied Bu Tia
"Uswa I'm home first. Don't cry anymore" Hadi said goodbye to Uswa
"Yes Kak Hadi" Uswa replied smilingly
"Well, that's dong" Hadi said, looking at Uswa's smile
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Ishmael tired of taking away his mother's death. Finally deciding to return home, Ishmael left his mother's grave with staggering steps. Ismail's white clothes look shabby exposed to the soil of his mother's grave is still wet while his hair is disheveled. Ismail doesn't even care about his current appearance. People who saw Ishmael while passing in the street felt sorry for Ishmael. His heart felt a deep sense of awareness.
Arriving home, Uswa is surprised by the state of Ismail.
"Astagfirullah Bang's. What happened to Brother? Did you do anything crazy out of your control? Istighfar Bang Istighfar" Uswa said
"Abang wants to go to the room. Do not disturb Brother, Brother wants to be alone" replied Ismail did not care about Uswa's speech
"Abang" said Uswa did not stop Ismail's footsteps leading to his room
"Just pay the money, your brother calms himself" Bu Tia continued from behind
"Yes Ma'am" Uswa said
"Give Ishmael some space to be alone. We all feel the loss of Ms. Sukma. But do not drag on in consciousness" said Bu Tia
"Thank you Ma'am" Uswa replied
The people who were below were busy preparing the jasinan for Bu Sukma. But not seen Ishmael, Ishmael locked himself in the room all day eating was not. Hadi who returned to Ismail's house was surprised to hear all that. Hadi approached Ishmael who was in his room.
Geck...
Geck...
Geck...
"I don't want to talk to anyone" Ismail said from inside his room
"It's me Hadi. May I enter your room" Hadi said
Hadi who listened to Ishmael's words, Hadi immediately went into Ishmael's room. He saw Ismail sitting on the edge of his bed holding a photo of Bu Sukma.
"Are you ready for the Yasinan event? Ask Hadi
"Yes I am ready" replied Ismail
"Come, come down with me. They are below waiting for you" Hadi said
"Yes. Come on, get off right now" replied Ismail go out of his room and head downstairs followed by Hadi
Ishmael and Hadi sat next to each other, while Uswa sat with the other women.
"Come, Mr. Ustadz can we start now! Order of Bu Zaroh
" Good Ma'am" replied Mr. Ustadz
The yasinan event went well, after the completion of the yasinan Bu Zaroh and Bu Tia were talking seriously in the back about Uswa. While Ismail went to his mother's room, Hadi who saw Ismail go to his mother's room just kept quiet and sighed.
"Uswa come here, son" Call Bu Zaroh
"Life Mother wants to convey something to you. You don't take it personally, son" said Ms. Zaroh
"No Ma'am. What do you want me to say? Ask Uswa
"At this time Bu Sukma is gone, you should now stay in your own house. If you stay in this house is not good for you and Ismail. What's the word of the guy who saw you living in one house? One would think badly directly you are not a muhrim. It is inappropriate for a man and an adult woman to live in one house" Ms Zaroh explained to Uswa
"Uswa understands Mom. We are also Brother and Sister" said Uswa
"Life tonight you sleep at Mom's house yes, son. And tomorrow I will help to move to your own home" Tia continued
"Thank you Ma. What about Ishmael's brother? Ask Uswa
"It is certain that Ishmael will also understand" replied Ms. Zaroh
"You better say goodbye to Ishmael. Talk to Ismail if you're going to sleep tonight at Mom's house" Tia continued
"Yes Mom. I will say goodbye to Abang" replied Uswa leaving Bu Zaroh and Bu Tia
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"Who are you looking for Uswa? Tanya Hadi saw Uswa back and forth down the stairs
"I'm looking for Ishmael's brother. Where is he? Does Hadi know? Ask Uswa
"Ismail is in Bu Sukma's room" replied Hadi
"Thank you Brother. I will go to Bu Sukma's room for a while" Uswa said leaving Hadi just like that
"What's wrong with her? Ask Inner Hadi
Uswa in front of the room owned by Bu Sukma looks closed. Uswa opened her room slowly.
"Krekkk" The sound of the door opening
When entering into Uswa saw Ismail sitting on the bed belonging to Bu Sukma.
"I'm looking for my brother all over the corner of this house. Tau-tauunya Abang is here" said Uswa
"What's wrong? Ask Ismail
"I want to say goodbye to Brother for a sleepover at Bu Tia's house tonight. If tomorrow may be a me" replied Uswa stammering
"You why? Ask Ismail
"I'll stay in my own house" Uswa replied
"What have you said Uswa. Are you kidding me? Ask Ismail
"No Bang" Uswa replied
"Are you going to leave me, just as my mother died alone? Ask Ismail
"It's not so Bang" Uswa replied
"If not so what. Answer Uswa? Don't you want to live with a criminal like me" Ismail said
"We are not the muhrim Bang, We cannot stay one house" replied Uswa
"We're getting married soon and I've got you too. Is that not enough? Ask Ismail
"It's not about that Bang. It's about the judgment of the person who sees us stay in one house. I promise to always visit my brother. Calm down Bang" Uswa said
"Alright if your will is like that. Brother will follow your ceremony if it's best for us" replied Ismail
"Uswa go say goodbye first Bang. Take good care of yourself, yes. I prepared food on the table. Eat all day Abangkan have not eaten" said Uswa left Ismail who was still in the room Bu Sukma
Ismail could not prevent Uswa's departure, Ismail could only see the departure of Uswa he saw from the window of Bu Sukma's room. No tears Ishmael just flowed back. Ishmael had to part with the people he loved.
"Is this also a plan from you, O God" said Ishmael
I can't believe my current situation. So many trials you've given me so much.
"Mom relax there. I will look after Uswa for the rest of my life" Ismail said looking at the photo he held
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