
That night somehow Ozzy could not close his eyes even though his eyes already felt very sleepy.
He opened his bedroom window wide and let the light-blowing night wind in and stroked his face that was still slightly wet from the rest of the ablution water in his prayer.
Then Ozzy lay down on the bed and made his palms as a backrest and suddenly Star's beautiful face flashed in his delusion.
For some reason when Star's face flashed, Ozzy smiled as if it was a delusion capable of giving him happiness that he had never found so far.
Star's smile and quick manner of speaking made Ozzy infatuated with the middle school's second-rate girl.
GECK! GECK! GECK!
“Zy!“ bang Farhan called Ozzy but without authorization.
Then bang Farhan approached Ozzy's bed and shook him as hard as he could and it made Ozzy jump straight from where he lay.
“Yes bang, why the hell?! make me surprised,” grumbled Ozzy.
“Why again? from earlier brother paggil instead of hisut even smile himself,” bang reply Farhan.
“Aaan anyway?! where is Ozzy smiling to himself?!“ reply Ozzy tried to hide his embarrassment.
Bang Farhan then sat down in Ozzy's study chair against the open window and said, “Besok brother went back to the boarding school to make graduation.“
“Keep brother want to do after that?“ ask Ozzy.
“Abang has been chatting with mom and dad, brother wants to go to college,” replied bang Farhan.
“What majors do you major in?“
“Abang not yet know for sure but the possibility of taking religious education so that it can be a teacher,” bang reply Farhan.
“Asyik, Ozzy has a teacher brother,” said Ozy cheerfully.
Then Farhan stood up from his seat and approached the door of Ozzy's room and stopped while holding his doorknob and said, “Aabang knows, you are young, you are still young, the turmoil in your chest and the desire to be recognized as a great person feels very overwhelming but inget zy live lo not only now, there is tomorrow and the day after you need to think about.“
Then Farhan flipped his body and this time faced Ozzy.
“Abang mugkin can't understand what you're rasain right now but the fact that mom is always panic-stricken every time she hears a brawl and is afraid of something bad the same you can be you need to think about and consider changing so much better than now,” said bang Farhan.
“But all this time I was responsible with my school bang,” responsible Ozzy trying to defend himself.
“That's what gu kagui of lo. That although you are active in the bawuran field but you can always prove yourself as well as the person responsible for your education. But that reason also makes me feel that you need to leave your current favorite duani to be able to pursue the future of lo.“
“But bang—”
“Hoaamm, I coughed. We can say this again tomorrow when our heads are again equally clear.“
Then bang Farhan continued his delayed steps and closed the door to Ozzy's room.
Ozzy, who had been sitting on his bed, was pensive in the sudden sumyi created in his room when Farhan left a few seconds ago.
Star's face that had filled his imagination had now been replaced with the look on the faces of Ozzy's parents who were no longer young.
It is depicted in Ozzy's delusion how the look on the face worried the mother when she heard the news of the brawl as said by bang Farhan earlier and suddenly her heart was filled.
Ozzy thought, maybe all this time his father was as worried as his mother every time he heard the news brawl just as a man his father was cold as a shield to look tough.
In an instant Ozzy's world felt a lot of worry after bang Farhan brought up what he had been thinking about Ozzy and the rest of the family.
And after he spewed out all his head, Farhan bang passed just like that making Ozzy have to wrestle with his own mind and try to calm his heart alone.
“Ah! Bang Farhan there-there aja,” grumbled Ozzy on himself.
The breeze that originally gave a pleasant air to him now also feels disturbing himself.
Ozzy got up from his bed and approached the wide-open window, trying to look out for the garden of his father's family. Then Ozzy closed the jedela and went back to his bed.
Ozzy again laid his body on the right bed and made his hands as a pillow and looked at the ceiling of his room without any shadow this time.
What a word bang Farhan teased his picrin which made him even more unable to sleep tonight.
“Abang!“ the sound of the Pearl behind Ozzy's mantukamar makes Ozzy once again rise from the fall
“Why ra?“ ask Ozzy.
“Ara can't sleep with brother?“ tanya Pearl was still from outside the room.
“Log in first here,” Ozzy command.
The pearl opened the door and walked towards Ozzy's sleeping spot after closing the door.
“Ara is already big, same bed time brother,” Ozzy trying to persuade Pearl.
“Tadi Ara abis watching horror movies so don't dare to sleep alone.“
“Why not sleep with mom and dad?“ ask Ozzy.
“Tadi Ara has already knocked on the door of mother's room but not opened the door,” replied Ara.
“Why not to room bang Farhan?“
“Bang Farhan tomorrow go back to the pesanter. Ara scared bang Farhan tomorrow bad luck,” Pearl give reason.
It seemed that Ozzy had no other choice but to let his different-age sister go far enough to sleep in his room.
“But this is the last one yes Ara because Ara is already big, already can not sleep with brother,” Ozzy trying to give understanding to his sister.
Ara who was holding her beloved brown teddy bear nodded her head quickly without agreeing.
“Ya already, here go up.“
The pearl then immediately climbed onto the bed and lay right next to Ozzy and fell asleep. Looks like Pearl has been trying to hold back her sleepiness since she felt scared.
Now both of Ozzy's eyes were fixed on the plain face of Pearl who was sleeping soundly beside him. Ozzy thought about his brother's future if he couldn't be a good example.
Ozzy stroked the plain face of Pearl and said, “Sleep ya Ara. Tomorrow there are still many things we have to think about.“