
nora returned to her room with slow steps
his heart was very worried
it occurred to him the request of marcos and also the feeling of henry that he had ignored
nora felt sorry for Henry
nora knew there was a deep feeling Henry felt towards her
nora's heart was really troubled he was in a dilemma that he himself did not know how to get out of the dilemma
nora stepped back to her room
but just now he was trying to open the door someone hugged him from behind
" henry what is this "
nora was shocked to see Henry behind her and hugging her
" nora please give me a chance to tell you something please nora I want to talk to you alone but not here "
henry asked Nora to talk but somewhere else
" but hen we're going where it's late at night "
nora's voice sounded louder and louder with a slight tone snapping at Henry
" no this nora is not too late we can go out alone with the car and we talk somewhere
give me a chance don't make me hold this off for too long I can get sick nora please understand me
I just want a minute to go with me
after that I won't bother you anymore "
henry begged nora very much to go out with him
" well henry we're gone but just for a little while I'm so sleepy because I've been feeling so tired all day "
henry was very happy nora would accept his invitation because it had been a long time since henry waited for the right time like this
the two go out Henry drives his car and takes Nora somewhere
the car stopped at a fishing port in the city
right on the beach Henry parked his car and took Nora down from the car
the two of them sat down leisurely on the edge of the pier
" nora thank you for taking your time for me
I've been waiting for a moment like this for a long time and I feel like a dream to be sitting here with you "
henry opened up his conversation with nora
" what's the matter Henry why you brought me here is what you want to say
say I'll listen to "
henry was very happy to hear the words of Nora
instantly the look of his face instantly changed from sad to cheerful and smiling back
" nora since a few months ago I've been watching you at Halloween
maybe you never know that and I also had time to ask ping ping the address where you live and your home phone number
I'm sure ping ping would've never told you that "
nora nodded her head at Henry's words while listening to his story
" ever since Halloween I've been dying to get to know you
nora was honest when I liked you
I like all the simplicity that you have
your naivety, and your gentle demeanor, make me never stop thinking about you
I love your long hair that breaks beautifully down to your waist
I'm even restless and can't sleep thinking of you nora "
nora held back her laughter hearing the words henry
" henry you're very good at seducing and your words are very poetic "
with a smile nora looked at Henry holding back his laughter that was about to break
" norah I'm serious
did you know all this time I never seduced anyone or even fell in love with any girl really nora
if you don't believe me you can ask the others if I've ever been this close to a girl
they know me very well, Nora
I haven't even had a boyfriend until now "
henry was really trying to convince Nora of everything she said
henry Wijaya is a handsome young Javanese Chinese missionary who studied at a state college in the same city where nora lives
henry will hold the title of doctor in a year
henry was a friendly young man, but somewhat reserved and rarely spoke
" henry do you know what kind of girl I am and do you know the background of my family's life?"
nora has not yet continued her words
henry cut him off by answering
" the rank of social status is not important to me and what I feel about you right now is purely nora and despite our attachment as fellow Satanists
nora I really mean it
I've tried to throw this taste away but I can't
I was waiting for the right time to be able to speak to you even in this kind of situation and I was still aware of the nora "
henry clasped Nora's hand very tightly and placed it on his chest
nora was crying
henry clutched the nora with haru while wiping away the tears of the nora that fell on his cheek
" nora don't cry I understand what you're going through and feeling right now because we're in the same position "
nora's cry became more and more
it is clear in his mind that every member of Satanism should not fall in love or have deep feelings of love towards fellow Satanists
and it's a hard taboo that can't be broken
nora was very sad
in his heart there was a deep and painful wound as he realized there was a limit he could not cross
as long as he is still in the organization
henry understood very well what Nora felt and thought
" nora, calm down, look at me
you have to calm down the only way we can avoid this is not to mix thoughts with your feelings
calm down nora forgive me for making you sad and cry like this "
henry felt very guilty
it was like opening a bandage of nora wounds and making her heart bleed when she realized there should be no love between them
" henry I can what with you we're stuck in the same circle and I can't possibly let you wretch in this horrible circle "
henry really broke his heart with the reality that he and nora had to face
" nora I just need your answer give me the assurance that you have the same feelings as me
until whenever I will remember it and I will fight for my love nora even if I have to lose everything
please answer me now please nora.."
while crying, Henry begged Nora to answer his question
nora was still stunned as to what she was about to say
nora did not want to hurt Henry who sincerely expressed his love
nora, on the other hand, does not want Henry to be wretched because of the love that Henry feels for him
nora tried to strengthen her heart
confidently and boldly he said
" henry though I know this is all impossible but I believe that one day as time, days, months and years go by there will be a miracle and I want you to believe it too
may the miracle bring together our love even though we have to wait for a very long time and somehow "
henry rose up from his seat lifting the nora standing with him and with the day he clutched the nora
" thank you, Nora, you have given me hope
tell me that you love me too"
henry stroked the hair of nora and held her cheek
" i love you henry I love you "
nora breathed a sigh of relief after she finished expressing her feelings towards Henry
" nora I believe in love there will always be strength and I must be strong because it turns out you love me too
I will endure the nora and wait until that time comes and hopefully there will be an open path to take us along stepping into a new world manifesting our love and dreams "
henry didn't want to let go of his embrace of nora
he was very happy
henry and nora return to the hotel with a million flavors and a flowery heart
but behind it both realize there will always be a black fog that envelops and will continue to overshadow their lives
upon arrival at the hotel Henry delivered nora to the door of his room
" go in and sleep tomorrow we'll still be doing territorial studies
never break my feelings, because I love you so much
good night nor may you have a good dream "
henry kissed nora's forehead very fondly and nora replied to her with a sweet kiss on henry's forehead while opening the door of his room nora entered and went to sleep
henry returned to his room feeling satisfied but could not be separated from the doubts about the relationship that had been established with nora not long ago
henry imagined that if he and nora were not equal members of Satanism, then there would be nothing that could hinder the relationship between them
of course, both of them will live the relationship as young as in general
but what a pity there is a wall that limits the love and affection that grows between them
and if they break their limits then there will always be consequences that they will receive from every offense they make
henry tried to convince his heart to stay strong and be patient
he thought that someday there would definitely be a way for him to be able to have a nora
he only wished full of feelings of nora
henry hoped that Nora would be serious about his feelings and keep his promise
henry threw himself in bed
but he couldn't sleep at all
he continued to think about the nora and how to keep the nora from being approached by other men
henry imagined about the marcos who would go together with the marcos
there began to be jealousy that slipped in Henry's heart
he is powerless if he has to see his lover in the arms of another man