Our Story Is Not Over (Young Master Who Is Considered Poor)

37: Honesty Boy

“I have many reasons to delay doing so even though I am very willing to. It's not just about your feet hurting, it's also about your amnesia. Because I want you to remember everything, and then we do it. Let's be fair and you don't feel aggrieved,” said Boy who then sat next to Lantern.

Both of Boy's eyes were staring in both Lantern eyes. He also gradually hugged her, held her friendly, then pulled the zipper on the Lantern's back dress.

“You mean to say so, it means amnesia I'm having. Last one month, ... we had a problem?” lirih Lantern stared in disbelief at Boy's eyes.

Boy was silent for a moment. “Said a problem, I'm not sure you'll feel it's a problem. But if left alone, I can't because for me, it's a problem.”

However, the explanation from Boy, instead makes Lantern confused. “You're fine, right? I must be wrong, huh?” This time, he couldn't help but be sad. His voice was even stuck in his throat.

“Trust me, I was wrong.” Boy who so said softly, deliberately convincing. However, amidst her sultry tears, the lantern immediately shook its head.

“No way, .. I must be wrong. Honey, ... tell me, .. what I have to do so I can make you happy.” This time the lanterns were really begging. He looked down deeply and ended up leaning his head against Boy's chest.

“Give me one week. If all that time I can not make you happy, then I failed,” said Boy.

“Why wait a week? For me, one week to wait for everything related to you, it's too long! Why wait again, if only now, I feel so happy and it's because of you!” isak Lantern was staring at Boy.

Boy cried hearing that.

“Woke up and said I had amnesia, all I was worried about was you. In my heart I always wondered, I was scared. Because when it's not amnesia, you're always quiet in every time I ask, have I made you happy?”

“One day, two days, up to one week after the accident, I kept wondering, is there anything I forgot about you? Is there anything I forget about us and it could hurt you? Even Aini's name that immediately made my heart terir*is a sudden pain so big question mark in my heart because I believe, this heart can not lie even though I forgot everything! But since you said, Aini is nobody. Because of my love for you being so great, I humb*uh my own sense of even my own heart and fully believe in you!” sure Lanterns while shedding tears.

“Never kill*nuh taste let alone your heart because they never lie ..” said Boy amid his empty gaze and his tears never stop glistening. However, when he realized his wife was staring back at him, he also stared back. The gaze of the lantern to him became full of astonishment.

What Boy said made Lantern begin to believe, there is indeed something that is not okay and it is about their relationship following Lantern amnesia. “I learned a lot from Mom. Mamaku, or mamahmu. That there is something we must leave aside as we grow older especially if we enter the realm of marriage. Because if you're married, it's not me anymore, it's us. So indeed there must be sacrificed because perfect is no longer for one person, but equally.”

“So whatever I forget, what matters now and in the future, we get better. Let's both learn,” said Lantern who wants more can be a good wife. “I'm sorry about the old me, who kept forcing you romantically into me.”

“I'm not Brandon .. that's the main reason I don't want to touch you because when ijab kabul only, the intention is wrong.” Boy was honest. It hurts too much if he has to let Lanterns find fault while blaming himself.

In that instant, the heart and heart of the Lantern that was originally as if it was sinking died without any news, suddenly pounded. His voice sounded very loud, noisy, even disturbing in the minds of Lanterns themselves.

“Hah ..?” the Inner Lantern could not comment. He stared in disbelief at Boy's eyes, and that very second, his world seemed to stop spinning. When Boy finally swore.

“I dare to swear. Your true taste and heart, they can't lie.”

“Brandon left shortly after your accident. She follows Aini, her past whom she eventually marries. So since then too, this drama I live.” Boy knew, even though what he said had instantly destroyed the Lantern world, it was much better than Lanterns busy blaming themselves.

“Brandon is not wrong. Because I was wrong all this time. All this time, I've been sending you all those gifts. Brandon and you're victims of me not having the guts to express my love all along. Especially during this time, you always blatantly love Brandon ...” Boy could not continue his words because Lantern had directly come down from his lap.

“In our case, I was completely wrong. I'm really sorry even though my apology couldn't possibly change things, Ra.”

“Is it because of that too, when I was declared amnesiac, my heart and heart were not pounding anymore?”