OUR STORY.
You Can't Understand
From Jamia's room, her mother was still smiling, her maid who saw that was confused.
"Is there anything good that happened to Miss (Jamia)" Tanya Bi Ija (helper)
Bi Ija is a housekeeper who lived with Ms. Jamia for 7 years.
Bi Ija who takes care of all the needs of Jamia, when entering school in Indonesia.
"Hmm" replied Jamia's mother who suddenly had tears falling.
Bi Ija was surprised.
"Loh Ma'am, why are you crying?" Tanya Bi Ija while putting a plate for Jamia's mother.
"It's okay Bi" Jamia's mother said as she wiped away her tears.
Bi Ija stood next to Jamia's mother as she patted her shoulders gently to win her over.
"I was worried about how he would express himself when he came home from school" said Jamia's mother.
"Will he be sad, angry, or his face.. " Mother Jamia continued while wiping away her tears.
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Jamia first came to Indonesia when she entered high school.
Language that has not been fluent makes Jamia difficult to get a friend. The new environment makes Jamia uncomfortable.
A year later when Jamia Junior High School 2nd grade, Jamia got 2 friends. The other was almost his partner but unfortunately Jamia moved to Japan during the mid-year exams, and the other was his countryman.
When Jamia first entered school, every time she came home from school, Jamia's expression would look gloomy and very quiet because she also still felt awkward with her mother.
Jamia didn't tell her what happened at school so she wouldn't worry her mother, if she asked she would just answer "Good" and go lock herself in her room, he'll only come out if it's time to eat.
Because she was worried about Jamia, every time she came home from school she was not happy, her mother moved Jamia to Japan, at that time her mother had a job in the Sakura Country.
But unfortunately worse.
The world is very foreign to Jamia, in terms of face and language is very much different from Jamia.
At school in Japan Jamia just sat quietly in her class, looking out the window.
Jamia misses both her friends.
The student who saw Jamia, thought Jamia was strange, not to mention Jamia wearing a skirt with a long coat of pants.
Until Jamia's 3rd grade, at the end of her Japanese year, Jamia's mother was called to school because Jamia had a fight with her classmate, until her friend had to be taken to the UKS room,because his face was full of punched wounds inflicted by Jamia.
Arrive at Jamia's house.
"What you doing" Mom Jamia snapped.
"You make people's children up to that,are you a thug!" Jamia's mother was upset.
Jamia turned to look at her mother.
"It's not my fault" replied Jamia who was also upset.
"Them..... Forget it, you can't understand" continued Jamia.
"what I don't understand" replied Jamia's mother.
"Everything" replied Jamia.
"What!!" Answer Jamia's Mother.
"You(Mom) only care about your job like him (Dad)" replied Jamia again.
"You don't understand me, you don't care about me" Jamia said again, holding back her tears from falling.
"Do you (mother) know how I feel, how miserable I was at that school" continued Jamia again.
Jamia's mother held back her tears.
"What you say.. " Jamia's mother replied in surprise.
"When I had a friend you moved me here(Japan)" continued Jamia annoyed
Jamia's mother was shocked
"You.. I already have friends!" Ask Jamia's mother.
Jamia smiled cynically.
"See, you don't know anything about me" replied Jamia.
"Who am I close to, who is my friend, what am I doing at school you never know" continued Jamia.
Jamia's mother was stunned to hear what Jamia said.
"How will I know if you don't tell me anything" replied Jamia's mother.
Bi ija from the kitchen was preparing a meal of surprise because of the sound of quarrel from the living room.Bi Ija rushed to the living room while delivering food to her two employers.
Jamia looked at her mother.
"Aren't you a mother!?" Answer Jamia coldly.
Her mother and aides were surprised to hear what Jamia said.
"What's going on?" Thought Bi Ija was confused.
"What!!" Replied Jamia's mother was shocked and upset.
Jamia looked at her mother coldly.
"I heard that a mother knows anything about her child without her child's telling her, just by looking into her child's eyes the mother will know what her child is thinking, right?" Answer Jamia.
"Ah, is that just a story" continued Jamia again.
Jamia's mother fell silent.
Jamia turns to go to her room, but before she steps away.
"It's better if I live with him (Dad), even though I rarely get attention, but at least he knows who is close to me and who is my friend" Jamia continued coldly and went straight to her room.
Jamia's mother fell silent while looking at Jamia from behind who left her.
Jamia's mother sat on the floor, her maid put food on the table and approached Jamia's mother.
"Mom.." Call Bi Ija while hugging her master.
"What should I do Bi" Jamia's mother said while crying in her maid's arms.
While in the US, Jamia was always followed by her father's bodyguard, then when Jamia returned home always asked by her father to make Jamia uncomfortable.
Her mother was afraid of making Jamia uncomfortable, so her mother rarely asked her how Jamia was at school, and did not find out who was close to her so that Jamia would not feel pressured to stay with her.
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