
"Kiss? But time it-it..."
"Yes, I know I misunderstood. But unfortunately, I learned that after establishing a relationship with Raya. Precisely after I returned to Jogja, I immediately met Raya, and agreed to her request to become her lover. My mind was in a state of turmoil at the time. I really thought you had a relationship with Natan and forgot about me. There was regret at the time. When I found out that all my thoughts about you and Nathan were wrong. And you are still faithfully waiting for me. But I can't do much, because at that time I had already promised Aunt Rani to keep Raya as a condition for aunt Rani to approve my relationship with Raya."
"You love Raya, Vin." Said Dira, no, that's not a question. But a statement to wake Kevin up about his feelings for Raya.
"I just love him. Because only Raya at that time became my closest female friend. As for the other girls I was dating behind Raya, it was just my impingement. And only Raya that I acknowledge as my girlfriend. But my love, stay for you. I can't love another girl. Although I tried to open my heart completely to Raya so that I could forget you, it all failed. Because my heart only wants you."
Hearing that, it really makes Dira more crowded and can no longer stem her tears.
How could it be, the man she loved so much that it was that close to another woman? What did he say? Just Raya who she recognizes as her boyfriend? Does that mean the girl has a special place in Kevin's heart besides Dira?
As Dira tries desperately to wait for Kevin to return, trying to shake off bad thoughts about the image of playboy Kevin is holding, rejecting dozens of handsome and sustainable men just to wait for his love to return. Kevin is engrossed in his other women. It's really painful, when your loyalty is countered by betrayal on the grounds of impingement.
"As long as you are dating Raya, it is impossible not to arise in the slightest sense of your love for Raya. You guys are so close, I don't believe there's any love between you. And I'm sure that feeling exists and still exists to this day." Said Dira bowed to hold the stuffing while his hands were already tightly grasping the soft bed sheet. Resisting emotions that are ready to explode at any time.
Kevin took his breath and exhaled violently and it was clearly heard by Dira's ears.
"You're right, love does exist, I'm honest with you, I do love Raya, I can't lie to you anymore, but, love is not as great as love is I'm just as great."
PAUSEARRR.....
Dira's heart is getting sick to hear it, his body is very weak, so it feels to be finned already can not afford. But Dira only continued to be downcast, his eyes still draining clear circles, which were getting faster and faster the flow.
"But since one year ago, love for the Kingdom no longer exists. He betrayed me. But I kept quiet, because I realized I betrayed him, because my heart only chose you."
"Enough." Said Dira who has now sobbed, he can no longer hear Kevin's words. His heart ached, crushed to hear Kevin's confession.
"Please don't cry, you better hit me. Clear all your anger. Because your grief will also affect our baby." Said Kevin who now had held both hands of Dira and smacked it into the chest of his field.
Dira was crying. I really want that girl to leave.
Dira thrashed trying to release Kevin's grip. But he's powerless. He really doesn't have the energy for it.
"Detachable. Let go of me, Vin." Said Dira in his talk, who was still trying to get away from Kevin.
"will not. I'm not going to let go. Come on, clear it all to me. Make your heart relieved. But after that, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, sorry about your goddamn husband." Said Kevin who now also cried, because his wife who looks so devastated because of his confession.
"Why, Vin? Why are you lying? Why did you come back if it was going to end up like this? I've never felt this kind of pain. It's hurting my heart too much. I can't take it anymore, please let me go." Said Dira while hitting the chest of her husband's field. And Kevin just kept quiet, receiving the endless blows that his wife gave him.
"I have always been loyal to you, even for the sake of waiting for you, and not wanting to betray you, I rejected the presence of new people in my life. Why, Vin? What's my fault? Why are you doing all this the same to me?" Continue Dira who began to lay his head on the chest field Kevin while still crying. Kevin hugged Dira, stroking her hair slowly.
"Sorry." Said Kevin softly while peeping the top of his wife's head. Dira continued to cry in Kevin's arms.
Tok.dok...
"Sorry sir, the master and the great mistress told the master to immediately go to the living room, because the lawyer and the family of Rani's mother had already come." Said Rita's mom in the doorway. Kevin nodded and coded Rita's mom to leave.
"Sorry sir, the big lady told the young mistress to stay in the room and not come down." Say Miss Rita before you leave. Dira immediately raised his head after hearing Rita's words.
"I met them first, you just wait here. Trust me and Papa. I promise I'll settle this matter as soon as possible, without having to marry her." Said Kevin taking off his arms and kissed Dira on the forehead. Dira just fell silent, because he did not know what to do now.
Long Dira was waiting in the room, his mind was drifting somewhere. His heart riled, even the clear sky could not calm him. Dira just paced around in that room. Occasionally go to the balcony for a breath of fresh air.
"Dear." Call Mama Vera who is already on the balcony of Kevin's room, next to Dira. Dira turned his head but there was no sound that the girl let out.
"Everything's gonna be okay." Mama Vera said while hugging Dira, understanding what Dira felt at this time. Dira just fell silent in the warm embrace of the in-laws. A slight hug calmed his heart. It felt like Naira's mom was hugging him.
"Mother, why should there be love if it should go hand in hand with pain?" Dira started to open her voice after her heart started to calm down a little. Mama Vera took off her embrace and stared intensely at Dira's eyes.
"That will make your relationship strong in the future. You have never had a test before, your relationship goes easily. That's why now God gives you a test, so that when your child is born, you're immune from temptations." Mama Vera.
"Love is building. But the pain amplifies what is already awake. If it succeeds in strengthening what has been built, then no one will be able to knock it down." Continue mama Vera.
"Will Dira leave Kevin?" Ask Mama Vera who was answered by Dira.
"Why does my mom ask like that? Mama wants Dira to leave Kevin?" Said Kevin suddenly who had been watching his mother and wife talking.
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