OPACAROPHILES
5. why should I
The night has come to welcome Love who has just come out of the flower shop after work. Enough for today, so tired. Love walked down the streets tonight on her yellow bike. He stopped by the mini market to buy some cups of instant noodles and drinks, he just wanted to enjoy the end of the day with food. Your body needs a lot of energy to start tomorrow.
"Here you go, sister, the groceries?" asked the cashier. Love nodded with her sweet smile.
"The total is thirty thousand, sister," said the cashier while handing over the goods that Cinta bought.
"Thank you, welcome back," Love soon passed out of that mini market and took her bike to continue the journey home that was soon to arrive.
"I'm not going to get sick, am I? No-no, I can't be sick, that's right," he said monologue slowly. His head felt heavy and his body almost fell down if not a hand held his arm. Love closed her eyes because the dizziness that struck her head was so painful. Until finally Cinta opened her eyes slowly land, the beginning of it all looks blurry and unclear. But after all his eyesight improved, a tall male figure stood before him with an expressionless face.
"Wound?," call Love who is still standing with arms held by Wounds as a refutation. The eyes of the two meet. Love sinks in her black eyes a very deep wound. Beautiful black eyeballs are very interesting to look at, and Love loves those beautiful eyeballs.
"Lo hurts," replied Luka with her flat face.
"No, I'm not sick" said Love who released the hand of Luka who grasped his arm. Then stand up straight as if nothing happened.
"Lo's sick," said Luka. Love looks at Luka with a difficult look.
"I want to go home, thank you for helping me," Love soon passed by with the bicycle he dribbled along leaving Luka still standing in her place. Then slowly Luka's head turned to look at the back of Love who was already walking in front of her.
"Why should I feel this unpleasant feeling of waiting, Love?," asked Luka with her resigned voice.
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The day has changed to morning. Love wakes up with a body that feels very weak and Love feels that his body temperature is very hot now. But he has to stay in school and work today. By forcing her body to wake up, Love stands with her body almost staggered backwards if she does not strengthen her legs to remain standing in place. The heavy breathing sounds exhausting. Her footsteps moved slowly out of the room to take a shower.
As he exited the room, someone also came out from the room next to him. That's Brother Love, Tyra. Love and Tyra are one year different. But Tyra is out of school because she was expelled a year ago. The nature of both is very different. Love is meek and submissive, while Tyra is stubborn and rebellious. Love has not known her sister since five years ago, since the incident happened to her two.
The incident that killed the most valuable figure for her Love and Tyra. And now Tyra is very different from the Tyra that Love knew before. Tyra now likes to get drunk, to nightclubs, expelled from school for smoking in school and constantly ditching, and always come home late at night in a mess. Truly Love is very hurt to see the situation of his brother like this.
"Sister just woke up?," asked Love with her warm smile. Instead, Tyra instead threw away her face and passed away leaving Love to the bathroom.
"I'll get you some milk, sister," said Cinta, offering a glass of milk that she had just poured out of the refrigerator. Tyra turned around and looked at Love with a look of dislike that was clearly visible from how Tyra looked at Love.
"Not to care about me. Eleg I saw it!," replied Tyra.
"I just want to give this milk to Brother, no papa right?" asked Love who looked down scared.
"Gue wouldn't drink a drink that you love! Go there, I'm sick of seeing your face!," Tyra said.
"Sister, I beg you. I'm sorry" Love, who now stands before Tyra.
"GUE SAYS GO!," the sound of shards of shard sounds very loud filled the whole house. Tyra threw the glass in Love's grasp until it broke into pieces on the floor. Love was shaken in shock at what Tyra was doing.
"Try to turn the glass back on again like it was, can you?! Don't you. That's what's happened to me and my life, so why do you make it complicated to turn all of it that's been destroyed!," Tyra sauntered away leaving Love with broken glass around her. Love cried in her silence, her shoulders shaking violently. Why does it feel so painful, why does the feeling of guilt increasingly fill him and urge him to feel guilty continuously.
With endless tears coming out of her eyes, Love cleansed the broken glass until she was unaware that the skin of her right palm was scratched by the broken glass until fresh red blood dripped down. The pain in his heart made the pain in his hands not felt at all, it was like numbness.
"Why should I feel this feeling of guilt, brother?" asked Love at the broken glass in his grasp. Love gripped the broken glass until it hurt her hand, and then she cried loudly with the broken glass full of blood on her hand
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Today goes not so well for Love. After the incident this morning that managed to snatch his spirit for today. Now even his body is lying weakly on a UKS mattress alone. Gega brought her here after seeing the wound on Love's hand and her body temperature was very hot. Gega said that Love is not okay, Love is sick. But Love does not like to be said to be sick, because Love must remain healthy no matter what the circumstances. It can't hurt.
"Luka, are you sick?" asked Love, who realized that the man was Luka.
"Well, the blue is not painful" replied Luka cynically.
"Do you want me to help you with medicine?" asked Love, who was now sitting down from her seat. Luka sat herself on the bed next to Love. They both sat face to face in their beds.
"No, I can do it myself" Luka replied as she reached for the p3k box next to her mattress.
The wound began to smear alcohol on bruises on her cheeks and lips that were blue. Then give the red medicine and cover it with cotton and plaster. All of this is not out of the sight of love. It's like it happened a few years ago, yes. The incident and their first meeting in the park at that time. But dear as his Love does not remember about that historic day, yes, only Luka remembers it.
"Why are you getting bruised?" asked Love.
"Berantem with Mizka," replied Luka without looking at the face of Love. But he stared at the arm of Love that was rolled up in bandages. In his silence he asked why Love's hand was hurt.
"Our brother with you? Why?," said Cinta with a voice that sounded worried.
"Regular, dissenting" said Luka, putting herself to sleep in her bed.
"Why do I have to get to this? Can be talked," said Cinta who helped put her to sleep.
"His name is male" replied Luka.
Both are silent. Love was preoccupied with her thoughts that re-twisted the incident this morning. Hearing the story of Luka who quarreled with her Brother made Love again remembered her brother who was very dear to her but unfortunately they could not get along like Luka and Mizka.
"You're glad you don't have a sister like Brother Mizka?" asked Cinta after a moment of silence.
"Why is that?" replied Luka, turning her head to look at Love who was in the bed next to her.
"I want to know" said Love.
"Be proud is more appropriate than happy" Luka replied after thinking what to answer.
"Why proud?" asked Love again.
"Because he's not just my brother, but he also plays a role worthy of his parents for me," said Luka throw back his face in the other direction.
"Sometimes I think Kayak's sister Mizka must be very happy, it turns out that besides being handsome she is also loving," Luka immediately directed her gaze when she heard Love praising her Brother.
"Lo muji him?," asked Luka with her cynical tone.
"That's the fact of Luka" replied Love.
"Lo doesn't know him" said Luka flat.
"Yes, but surely he is better off than you are fierce," said Love innocently as if innocent. Luka stared at her sharply then turned her body back to Love.
"Hahahaha, Luka baper," led Love with a laugh that was made as irritating as possible. Behind his shoulders, Luka smiled slightly. Then whisper in my heart, If I could continue to be like this you Love.
Behind the door of the UKS there is one person who noticed two people who are inside the UKS there. It was Mizka.
"Gue hope, this is a good start for you two" Mizka murmured with a meaningful smile.
