Only You [You]

Life

What is the meaning of life ? many people live on this earth without knowing the meaning of life. There are two types of life, rich and poor, when people see the life of the rich, they will think ‘wah! Their lives are so happy!’ but in fact they also have their own suffering that is unknown to everyone even though they already have everything, money, houses, trains and so on.

In terms of the life of the poor, sometimes when people look at the life of the poor, many think ‘how difficult their life is’ that thought is right, but sometimes the happiness of the poor is not experienced by the rich even though the poor live in deprivation. Human life is sometimes above, sometimes below but this situation still there is a lack of something, still feels emptiness of the soul.

This is not the true meaning of life, the true meaning of present life and in the afterlife can be found through the restored God-man relationship that was destroyed during Adam and Eve's sin. Every obstacle and obstacle that we experience is behind God's plan, so we need to be strong and patient in pursuing it, never giving up on doing something.

I've had these two lives, I've been rich, had everything but felt so empty because I only had religion on paper. I rarely pray and pray, so I have no peace. After that I became a poor man who had nothing, it made me suffer a lot because I had to sacrifice my dreams, leave my lessons and live in distress.

But one thing I realized, this was God's plan for me to feel peace but with a different situation. I started praying and hoping for God.

Although I was in distress but my heart was always peaceful and calm, it seemed like there was someone noble living inside me.

My name is Christyara Hana, I am 26 years old. I had a mother, Rosedyla (39) before we fell into poverty, a mother or a calling I used to call mommy was a very loving and caring person, she never ignored us. But, after we fell into poverty mommy turned into a grumpy and self-important person. He often ignored me and my sister, which made a profound impression on me, especially my sister, Crystal Alle (12). Crystal who used to be loving than mommy is now a child who does not have a mother. After that, the once cheerful Crystal has now become increasingly quiet and rarely get along.

At first, I was very angry because daddy left so quickly and I started to blame God. But slowly I began to realize that all of that had some wisdom behind it.

Since this incident happened to our family, I stopped connecting my lessons in the field of writing because I could not afford the fees and I had to work to live. I had to give up my dream of becoming a writer.

I had a lot of part time work, I started working at a Delcious restaurant as a waiter for the night which was from 7pm to 12pm. The salary for this job is RM15 for 1 hour. I have worked for 2 years at this restaurant.

Work in the morning is also fun to change because of certain problems. I just quit my job as a cleaner at a company because I was too tired and didn't have enough time for Crystal. Mommy rarely comes home, sometimes she will sleep at the club where she works.

Mommy once owed someone RM50 000, the money was used to make business at first, but mommy was influenced by her friends to invest but it was all a hoax. This caused my mommy and I relationship to be strained. So I had to work hard to pay the debt.

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