Only Reserve Figurans

The Deprecated Feelings

Shari is confused as to how, really traumatized. He feels threatened, because he is often intimidated. Ignored, they become. Against, remain ungrateful. Silence, they continue to disturb.

Shari comes to Aima's mother's house, to explain how she feels. However, along with that was Zainab's mother. Shari tells the story of what happened in the Pine forest, how cruel the treatment of her classmates.

"You're not a child, you're just crying" said Zainab's mother.

"They really seriously bothered me Mom. I feel uncomfortable studying, because they do bullying all the time." Shari bluntly, with what she experienced.

"You're the one who's less joined times. Don't take heart, it's just a joke." said Zainab's mother.

"People kicked me to death anyway, would you think they were joking? I was wronged, but Mother instead underestimated how I felt." replied Shari, with no acceptance.

Ride the bike while daydreaming, with what happens. Shari wants to stay away from Irul, more than her previous relationship. But he was confused, how about his own feelings. It didn't take long, Shari had already reached home.

"Dofiw, from now on you forget Big Brother who yesterday yes. Don't mention her anymore, let alone say she wants to be your sister." Shari said.

"Why Brother, I'll be happy with him. I need a friend, and I think we're a good fit" Dofiw replied.

"You're just too quiet, to immediately like it when you meet. Actually, the most appropriate choice is to throw him out of your mind." Shari is disappointed with Irul, for giving her false hope.

"Sister, why is it suddenly like this. Is it because you fought with her." Dofiw showed his sad face.

"No fighting, it's just a personal wish" said Shari flatly.

"Alright Brother, it's up to Brother" he replied.

Dofiw walked into the room, tightly hugging the stuffed cat. "I hope that one day I can meet the big brother. Though I forgot, what was his name at that time."

Shari sat on the stairs, late at night. He looked at the stars in the sky, then thought with Irul's words. Future wife, that sentence was recorded in her brain. Shari uttered the phrase istighfar repeatedly.

Nikna and Irul are back, and Shari chooses to stay away from the two. Especially Irul, who has given a sweet speech. However, everything turned into turmoil, which was ready to hit his heartbeat.

"Irul, why do you give me hope? Why are you so easily crushed by Nikna, but have recognized me as someone in your future. What I'm just a backup figurine, that's considered when Nikna or another woman isn't around. Irul, why are you changing so quickly, like the weather that accompanies all these flavors." Shari cries silently in a place, which other humans find difficult to find.

Lesson begins, Cekka and friends frenzied. They talk as unimportant as ever, only to make Shari feel more awkward. Moreover, Irul who incidentally lazy cheered, even now have to accept things that are reluctant to be felt by him.

"Mas Irul and Mbak Shari" Gugus said.

"You both fit hahah." added Bara.

"Here you go, don't fight anymore. Very disturbing concentration, and make a difference." replied Shari.

Aira's mother had all the students make a poem, with a free theme. Nikna makes a poem about Vhiba his true friend. While Irul and Shari both express feelings, about both parents.

"Cie, Shari is one heart with Irul the theme of his poetry" said Nuri.

"Huhah.. huh..." Laughing at some people in the class, it sounds loud.

"What's wrong with you guys, Shari's still reading poetry in front of you." Aira's mother banged on the blackboard with the eraser.

"Mom, how not to get excited about the most romantic partner in the class." replied Cekka, with a whimper.

"Shari's dating Irul huh?" ask Aira's mother.

"Just gossip Ma'am." Shari replied according to reality.