
❝ GOOD BYE❞
Description: - Ino Yamanaka
- Sai
Genre: Hurt, Angst
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I know it's not easy, spending a few years with you. With our memories.
Tired up? Yes, maybe I'm tired. Tired of the situation, tired of all this. But you're trying to fix what's broken.
Time moves so fast, day after day I have passed even the seasons have changed and now I am still with you. Your smile never faded when you faced me,
"Ino, why don't you put on your coat? Ah wear this so that you keep warm." said the handsome man who was leaning on the cloak of the Beloved's body, Sai.
"Ah, sorry I forgot." Sai rubbed a glimpse of the blond mane he had always missed. The look in his eyes had its own meaning, no matter what Sai was thinking.
Remember, life is not just about happiness. His memory suddenly spun so quickly considering the events that Ino did not want to remember. Where he sees with his own eyes when Sai walks with another woman,
"Sai, do you have a lover?" said the woman from across there. Confidently, Sai replied, "No."
The deg!
'Sometimes you have to get hurt'
I was even injured in an instant.
'Sometimes you have to lose.'
Am I going to lose her?
'Sometimes have to fight'
I've fought too much.
'Sometimes have to sacrifice'
What is this bullshit? I've even struggled now to make sacrifices? Is this crazy?
"Who..?"
Oh shit, I even remember it again.
"Why you, baby?" Sai was a little surprised when Ino hugged him suddenly, because a minute ago Ino looked dreamy now he suddenly hugged him.
"I remember that one.." he muttered weakly.
"Sorry.. I'm sorry. Don't cry."
#FLASHBACKON
I once dreamed of sitting among the flowers that were surrounding me, where I hugged a man even on his shoulders, staring at the sparkling stars that spread above the sky accompanied by moonlight that illuminates the earth at sunset.
26 December 2014_
I am grateful to have him, who is able to hear complaints that I have never hurled at anyone else. He understood my position back then, where I was really fragile. I can't even reach for the dust that covers my life
"Don't cry, I'm here. You still have me."
But not forever will happiness last. There will be a time when he will leave me. No, I was the one who left her. Leaving him that I can't have..
04 October 2017
I'm releasing you.
Give you up for her, give you up to be happy with her forever. I'm sorry for being too rash to make a decision you don't like. I understand that I was wrong to just leave you.
"sorry"
There are only a thousand apologies I can make.
Ii'm sorry. Hopefully in the next life we can be together again, Sai.
Happy Birtday and thank you for the time you have done with me.
#FLASHBACKOFFS
"Ino Yamanaka, 23 years old. Died in an accident."
The deg!
What say? Died off? Are you kidding me?
"Ughs.. Maybe my head hit something. Or my ears are troubled." Ino frowned, his eyes blurry for a few seconds. Until the sobbing of a person makes his heart stop beating for good. Ino pensively long enough while staring at the scenery in front of him.
"Sorry, I can't take care of you."
So painful crying.
"I'm so helpless in front of you."
The sobs he never showed.
"It's all my fault, please wake up baby."
So many tears that made her feel guilty.
"Let's come with me." Ino glanced at the glance of someone who was beside him, his face covered by a black robe he was wearing with one hand holding an object that Ino did not know.
"Wait, give me 5 minutes to part with him" he said so softly.
Shutup? Then he allowed me to say goodbye to him? Well, I'll do it one last time. The last time I could look at him up close.
"You don't have to blame yourself for my death, Sai. I'm sorry, I can't be next to you anymore even if you can't hear my voice and can't even look at me anymore.."
"Please, live your life the way it was. Forget about me, forget about us. Start from the beginning, I'll support you from up there" he said. Ino hugs her lover, trying to give her strength. Her crying never subsided, her tears never ran out as if she understood her condition.
"Good bye."
End.