One Night Mistake With Candidates
Chapter 34's
After finishing treating Zio's wounds, Bara immediately went out. He felt, leaving Zio alone was the right choice now. No need for them to reveal the mistakes that Zio has made. Moreover, continue to scold him until it drags on. That's not gonna change anything.
Rice has become porridge, want to scold even beat Zio until battered again will not change the reality. All he has to do now is control his son to account for his actions.
"Daddy came out first, there is still PR to get rid of your anger because of it," said Bara smiling iris.
"Hem," said Zio sibgjat accompanied by a nod of his head."Thanks, dad!" continued.
Bara just smiled and stepped away from Zio. However, her footsteps stopped before reaching the door, "I'm sorry that daddy was too emotional and hurt you. Not daddy hates you, you know better how daddy loves you, son. It's just, you're too valuable to make such a fatal mistake and that's what daddy loves. Daddy was too disappointed earlier," he said. In his heart, he really regretted what he had done earlier.
Zio nodded, "Zio knows, Zio doesn't blame daddy at all" he said honestly.
"Hopefully, that battered face of yours didn't make Zea more beautiful, did it?" slurried Bara before she opened the door and walked out.
"Hey, dad! Although battered, it does not reduce the good looks of the most handsome man in the Osmaro family!" exciting Zio. He immediately grimaced to hold the corner of his lips that felt sore because of the attraction due to his scream just now.
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Although time has begun to crawl into the afternoon, the sun still feels stinging on the skin. However, it did not make receding the steps of a man who was now walking with a bouquet of red roses in his hand among the mounds of the ground lined up neatly.
The man was Nathan, with firm steps, he continued to step up his legs until he stopped on a mound of land that had been in the mound to be very beautiful. In his right hand he carried a basket of roses. His right hand carried a bouquet of red roses.
He crouched down, placed the bouquet of flowers on top of the navel in front of him and sowed the flowers evenly above the tomb. After doing so, Nathan swiped the nissan inscribed with the name of a woman. For a moment, his head fell deep.
"Hi, how are you? Sorry, only had time to come here after returning from London," Nathan said without removing the sunglasses that covered his two sad eyes. Because they are in a different realm.
Nathan paused his sentence, his lips smiling faintly, as if he was laughing at himself, "Yes, a feeling that has been intact for you for a long time, the past month has also been filled by another woman who I have been betrothed to, Amanda's. Zea's name. Beautiful is her name, just like you,"
"Did you know about it and follow me from there, Amanda? Would you not be willing if I reneged on my promise and slowly replaced your position in my heart?" Nathan again smiled thinly representing his sadness.
"Is this your prayer so that I don't marry her. I'm just trying to accept my destiny, Amanda. You left me, and I was trying to reconcile with myself and continue on with the others. But, it turns out that fate says something else, though,
She's pregnant with my sister's child, Amanda," she said softly in the last sentence. A bitter smile adorned his lips.
"I should never have accepted this match because I knew that my sister harbored feelings for her, long ago. But, I think since Zea loves me and I can try to accept her as a companion, there's no harm in us getting married. I don't want to disappoint mom and daddy. I'd love to show them that I'm okay without you. I don't want to see them worry because I keep feeling guilty for what happened to you first. Am I being selfish, Amanda?"
This is where the usually more silent man poured out all the feelings that are now occupying him. In the tomb of the lover is usually he poured out all his anxiety.
"i didn't feel the same way at first, Amanda. Since it's still always full of your name, I've accepted this match because of mother and daddy" Nathan touched his chest before continuing his sentence, "But, the last month, it's been, I feel different and I don't know what. What is love, just like my race to you, is only a sense of admiration or affection as a sister. I don't know, what's clear here is that it's still tight and painful when I find out she's pregnant. And stupidly I still wanted to marry her, even though I knew it wasn't my son. Is that love? You're mad at me, aren't you Amanda? Because I almost forgot about you. I'm sorry, honey. If I had come to pick you up in time, you would still be by my side" Nathan took off his sunglasses and rubbed the corner of his eye that had been inundating the crystal clear circle.
Painful memories that when he was third grade High School had to lose Amanda, a beautiful girl from the orphanage where her parents became donors remain until now. Not only beautiful but also very smart, even exceeding Nathan's intelligence which makes Nathan fall-down on the charm of the girl. The only girl who managed to make her heart quiver every time she looked into her shady eyes, her sweet smile with dimples added to the debanand on Nathan's chest as she stared at the girl.
However, all of Nathan's dreams and hopes of continuing to be together and even editing the girl one day must be dashed when the girl has to leave for good due to being a victim of abuse and murder.
That night, Nathan, who was supposed to pick up Amanda after the girl had finished teaching tutoring one of his proteges, arrived late to pick her up. By the time Nathan got to the boy's house, Amanda was ready to go home. He then searched for the existence of the girl and finally met with a very sad situation on the road. Nathan immediately takes Amanda to the hospital, but the girl breathes her last before reaching the hospital.
The incident left Nathan devastated and feeling guilty. If he came on time to pick up Amanda, maybe until now Amanda is still fine. It's very hard for him to move on from Amanda. After Amanda's death, she closed her heart to everyone. He felt that his life was no longer meaningful. Often in his mind wanted to catch up with the girl alone, but he also still had the responsibility as the son of the support of the Osmaro family. He only spent time studying and working until his match with Zea came.
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