
Amyra rushes into her room and cleans herself under the shower . With still using a navy colored T-shirt owned by Elvano that looks great on the small body Amyra .
" What Bima thought saw me like this . "murm Amyra felt guilty as she took off Elvano's wet t-shirt .
Amyra believes that at this time Bima must consider her a cheap woman . How not , after what has happened Amyra just easily her sleep with men with the status of prospective husband people .
Amyra was really ashamed of Bima and herself .
" I'm sorry I'm Bima . "inner Amyra .
Finished bathing Amyra wearing a turtle neck dress model so that her neck can be closed . So that at least Bima did not get more disgusted to see herself .
Amyra walked out of her room . Bima who was standing in front of a large window on the second floor of the sanggar .
Amyra walked closer to Bima .
" Bima ?"
" Hmm ?" bima replied with eyes still staring at the scene outside the big window . Seen several vehicles then passed by in the afternoon .
Amyra felt that right now Bima must be angry . Because just this time Bima even ignored her .
Amyra sat on the sofa by that window . Pay attention to Bima who is still in her position .
" Is there nothing you're going to ask me ?" amyra began to be confused . Bima had to ask about the incident . But now Bima just silent a thousand languages, as if not care and do not want to know. And it makes Amyra feel even more guilty .
Better Bima berate her maki, better Bima yells at her than have to be uncaring . However Amyra knows that Bima must be disappointed in her .
But Bima chose to be silent, trying to dampen her anger and disappointment .
Amyra really feels really guilty . In the moment Bima sincerely loves her, precisely Amyra makes her disappointed again , again , and again .
Amyra felt that she could not even just keep the feeling of Bima .
" I'm sorry ." said Amyra Lirih . Amyra can only lower her head .
There was a soft sobbing of Amyra poignantly in the silence of the room .
Any anger Bima , any amount of disappointment that now Bima felt immediately vanished hearing the sound of sobbing Amyra restrained .
Bima sighed her rough , then walked then sat down beside Amyra . Bima raised slowly Amyra's face that was bowed helplessly .
The beautiful face of Amyra who is now wet with tears makes Bima really can not say anything . Bima immediately hugged Amyra's body .
" I know you're mad at me . I know you must be very disappointed Bima . Caci me , anger me . If you need to slap me ! Just don't ignore me like this . I know I can't treat your disappointment Bima . " said Amyra softly in Bima's arms .
Bima was still silent as her hands rubbed Amyra's hair . Amyra drowned in the warm embrace of Bima .
" I know you must be disgusted by me, a cheap woman . " Amyra said regretfully cursing herself .
" Stop talking . " said Bima as she tightened her embrace .
" Don't make you happy, let alone return the favor for all your kindness Bima . Just to keep your feelings I failed . "isak Amyra is more and more sounding sad .
" What have I done ! I hate myself . I hate Bima ! You should hate me ! " says Amyra .
" Silent ." said Bima .
" I'm stupid ! " said Amyra hates herself even more .
Bima holds both cheeks Amyra .
" i want to hate you Amyra ! I want to curse you, scold you ! I'm really angry, I'm really disappointed ! But why can't I . " said Bima as she gently rubbed Amyra's cheeks wet with tears .
" If I can choose , I want to hate you . But I can't Amyra . The more I want to hate you, the more I love you !" bima's words make Amyra more guilty .
" I'm sorry, sorry !" amyra's sobs are getting worse .
" Stop apologizing ! I don't like it . " said Bima .
" Why do I love you even more Amyra, when I am disappointed in you . "the inner Milky Way does not understand with its own heart .
" What should I do Bima ? I don't want to keep burdening you, I want you to be happy . " Amyra said .
" Married to me !" bima seriously . Amyra instantly fell silent as she tried to hold back her cries .
" No Bima . I can't . You can't marry a useless dirty woman rich me . I can't even give you anything . " said Amyra as she took off Bima's embrace .
" I just want you to stay by my side . Whatever happens . I don't care about anything that ever happened to you . " said Bima firmly .
" No Bima ! You must hate me ! " says Amyra .
" You don't have to love me Amyra . Enough I love you . " said Bima .
" I'm ashamed of myself . I even easily wasted your sincerity . " said Amyra .
" Married to me, then I will always love you . "said Bima sincerely .
Amyra hugged Bima tightly .
" I'm sorry, Bima . Whatever makes you happy, I'll do it . " said Amyra .
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" Alisha ! I hate Amyra ! I had to get rid of her before her full brother was owned by the woman***** that. "cried Elvina annoyed while putting her phone in her ear when calling someone who was none other than Alisha .
" You are calm . I will act . " said Alisha .
" Quickly ! Immediately marry an older sister, so that the woman****** it knows the taste . "said Elvina upset .
" The woman must vanish immediately !" alisha said as she hung up her phone .
" I can't let my plan fail ." said Alisha .
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Amyra awoke from her sleep still in Bima's arms on that sofa .
Amyra is calmer now . With eyes that look puffy as a result of crying . Amyra takes off slowly Bima's embrace .
Amyra looked at the sleeping Bima with her head leaning against the sofa . Amyra watched carefully the handsome face of Bima who was now in front of her eyes .
" Why I still can't love you Bima, when I know that you love me so sincerely . "inner Amyra .
" I'm going to try more and more Bima, I promise . " said Amyra softly . Amyra slowly kissed Bima's forehead gently .
Then slowly shift her body about to stand up .
" Don't go . " said Bima with eyes still closed .
Bima pulls Amyra's body back into her arms . Amyra just fell silent .
" Don't go from my side Amyra . " said Bima increasingly hardened his embrace .
Bima noticed Amyra's kiss on her forehead . Bima this time really will not release Amyra again .
" I'm sorry El . Like her I can't let go of Amyra . " Inner Bima .
Amyra looked at Bima's face which was now on top of her .
" Bima ?" Amyra said softly when Bima lowered her face until now her two eyes looked at each other with the eyes of Bima .
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