ONE ENOUGH

CHAPTER 191: MORE FRAGILE

Gilang was silent for a moment hearing the praise from the Gita for Alm. Genta, their first son. However, he was still very sad over the passing of Genta who preceded them.

Gilang stood up from his position next to Gwen, then pulled a little small mattress that was slept by their bayimereka, making its position somewhat flat with the wall. So that he can be near the Gita without disturbing the soundness of Gwen's sleep.

Gilang hugged Gita's body tightly, immersing her face near Gita's neck. I don't know where the mental steel Gilang so far, so he still looks fragile at the departure of Genta.

“A’ …. We send Al-Fatihah alone. In order for Genta to calm down and we can reward.” Gita calms Gilang.

Strange not this couple. Not a calm Gita but Gilang who looks very hit.

“A’ ... don't cry. Where is my ever-strong husband on my back? Where is the ideal of being a great father to our children ..?” rub Gita gently on Gilang's head that is still hiding on top of Gita's chest.

“If all this time a’a never see Eneng sad. A’a wrong. Doesn't Eneng actually hurt more than a’a. They once lived together in a sweet stomach. Genta never kicked Eneng's stomach, Genta never ate in Eneng's body, Genta never nosy play in Eneng's stomach. But ... Eneng can only feel it and is never allowed to see its form. Doesn't a’a feel, if indeed Eneng is the sickest here. Not to mention the wound here .. A’. It's a sign that is forever never lost, that he ever existed, became part of a life of cheng.” Finally, Gita's tears. All this time he had been hiding himself. Or he mixes with the shower when he takes a shower. He never wanted to look sad for the loss of his son. For the sake of wanting to appreciate if there is a Gwen that he must care about. There is Gilang that he must give strength to always be strong with the calamity of their families.

Gilang's body trembled withstanding the tightness in his chest hearing the screams of his wife's heart. It never crossed his mind, if such a powerful Gita kept a lara of her own. Glare selfish, feeling if the most bitter person will lose Genta. Until he did not realize, his wife who still had to support his psychic to not dissolve in the grief.

“Sorry Neng .. forgive A’a. Too carried away this feeling of grief. Sorry not to realize, Eneng's heart and feelings. Until every moment, Genta is irreplaceable. And this wound will forever be a memory we've had with him. Forgive a’a who cannot be your perfect husband huh Neng. Sorry.” Glad to feel guilty. Unsatisfied he spoiled his heart to coiled with sorrow. But this time he was like in a place to immediately realize if his suffering was unreasonable. Because there is still a heart that turns out to only pretend to be strong in the face of pain that he thinks only he feels himself.

“A .. if a’a sad .. eneng tuh sadder. If a’a cries, who wipes Eneng tears …? If a’a falls and dissolves in this grief, who pulls us out of this nestapa pit. God will also be further away because he hates those who do not accept destiny.” Gita was still roaring to convey her heart. This is the first time that Gita cries openly for Genta. Because at other times he was just good at holding back. But, it is not better if the uneg-uneg is removed.

“Sorry Neng .. sorry.” Gilang had risen to raise his position. Take the niche of the Gita's head, then place it on the chest of his field.

“Every pain here comes, shadow Genta always comes a’. Then what can Eneng do? Want to entertain himself by looking at Gwen, he was more often with mbok Darmi who was always painstaking to take care of her, until her tears were rarely heard because it was always on time to be handled.” That's actually the reason for Gita's boss. More time spent alone. She was made like a mother of milk to Gwen. Who meets only when the baby wants to drink breast milk. With classical reasons, so that the Gita quickly recovers and is not easily tired. Wasn't the baby cry they wanted to hear coming out in their room.

“Sorry dear .. sorry. We are insensitive to the pressure in your heart. Sorry for being someone else who doesn't understand your inner needs.” Gilang kissed the top of Gita's head full of regret.

“Alright .. from tomorrow Gwen will be next we keep together. Without much help by mbok Darmi. He is the one whom God keeps on us. Then as best as we can take care of ourselves, as we can yes Neng.” The promise of Gilang who finally understood, there was an empty side in his wife's heart. Which must be filled with likes with his own version.

“Thanks for understanding a’a.” said Gita deleted her own tears.

“Stt ... This task a’a.” Gita's hand in Gilang Jegal. His lips that wiped the tears that had broken earlier on his cheek.

“We've only lost one child. There's still Gwen we have to love together. And, sorry a’a who had time to look at. Like losing a skipper in our household heresy.” Said Gilang admitted his fragility.

“That tree is here,Neng. Here's the trunk.” Gilang naughty, already demanding Gita's hand to the jaka trunk that has long been agape.

“Eh .. naughty yes. This is where it can be touched. Still hurts his enemy.”Gita immediately took off the lead and pinched Gilang's cheek.

“When it heals yes Neng ..?” tanya Gilang began to feel uneasy.

“Kalo normal anyway, Just 40 days. Operating time, maybe 6 months.” Just a whim Gita answered Gilang's question which seemed to be starting to calculate when it could be launching.

“Same-rich time a’a make thesis anyway.?” her question is doubtful of the truth of the information Gita conveys to her.

“Ga believe .. yes have been loading just now if dare.” Challenge Gita who already felt her mood was much better than before.

“Haaah .. where a’a could do that. But Gwen still couldn't laugh. Rich a’a don't know anything, Neeeeng. Neng.” Kekeh Gilang gently rubbed Gita's long black mane.

“A’ ..”

“Heem. What dear ...?”

“Yesterday lush time. Only in surgery to remove them, right?”

“Iya ... why?”

“Ga all closed factory?” ask Gita to make sure if there is a chance she will get pregnant again.

“Ga lah Neng's. Yesterday Only in surgery for lahiran.” Reply Gilang who signed the statement.

“Means ... later fitting Eneng and Gwen control. All pairs of KB yes a’. Let's not get pregnant fast first.” Said Gita who knew, after her puerperium. She will be mercilessly attacked by her husband again.

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