
"Why the pain is coming again... Don't let Almira know. Must be strong, must be strong must not be weak just because of this disease..."
A soft sound from the bathroom in the middle of the night at two in the morning with a pull on his jet-black hair that started randomly while closing his eyes, both eyes, the strapping body slid down onto the cold floor with a wedge on the wall while looking down on his face.
The pain continued he felt right without being able to subside made himself emit a growl but tried to hold back by closing his mouth so as not to come out his growl. The pain is like before, now he feels back.
"I must be healthy, I can certainly be healthy, certainly can." he murmured again by rubbing his face with a rough that has a lot of sweat pouring endless.
The pull was like a very fast jambai he continued to do without stopping, but the pain did not subside in the slightest made him frustrated to feel the pain in his head. He leaned his head against the wall and looked up and tried to enjoy the pain in his head while closing his eyes as he felt an excruciating pain, staring up with a beautiful face shadow Almira the wife is smiling towards him makes him suddenly glassy with sad, unintentionally.
Kenzo felt desperate because of the disease he had been through, even though this disease had been cured when he was a child. But Kenzo did not expect that the disease would come again.
It hurts so much, it hurts so much.
Kenzo remembers being with Almira as a child, how beautiful they were together before there was an incident where he had to make Almira hate not to look for her when Kenzo began to leave. But it turns out that Kenzo's estimation is wrong, because Almira still remembers her so much and her mistakes that Almira hates her until her teenage years.
Kenzo chuckled as he lowered his face hiding in the area of his feet and his tight-fitting hands, Kenzo felt like he was a fool to disappoint the woman he loved when he first met her in childhood.
Suddenly the shadow of their marriage when Almira was hating him made Kenzo rubbed his face violently while feeling the pain in his head that became more and more the pain, but Kenzo tried to hold him back.
"I love you so much, baby, I pray that you never know the disease that I feel right now. I don't want to make you sad about this, I'll always make you happy as long as we're together until you can't forget those memories." muttered Kenzo in a soft and soft voice and then closed his eyes while clenching both hands above his head.
***
A few weeks later...
"Jeek... Yuck... Yuck..."
The sound of nausea from earlier was heard more clearly making Kenzo who was sleeping immediately opened his eyes to see who was nauseous, who was sick, the look of worried face immediately printed clearly when he saw Almira who was nauseous in the bathroom without closing the door.
Kenzo immediately walked over not caring about himself who still had his life not collected because of waking up, they had just arrived in Jakarta last night who had been in their own home room. Kenzo massaged Almira's back neck with his finger and one of his hands held the wife's long hair that had not yet worn her hijab.
"You okay, baby? You were yesterday when you wanted to go home to eat seblak, even though it was night. Kan, so gini." Kenzo scolded while sequencing with a streak in Almira who let out a long sigh after not nausea anymore.
"You've always been Mas, but I'm cu-Huek." Almira hasn't had time to finish his words, Almira first nausea again just directly leads his face to the walk in closet in his bathroom.
"We're going to the hospital, baby." said Kenzo worriedly making Almira turn to her husband who was looking at her heart and afraid to be printed clearly on the look on his face.
"No need Mas, it looks like I catch a cold because last night we'll stop first not go straight home. Don't worry Mas, take it easy I'm strong." said Almira with a soft answer while gently rubbing the untidy hair.
Kenzo chose silence not to answer and looked at Almira with sadness because his wife was nauseous again inexhaustibly making herself very afraid.
Seeing that Almira did not protest made Kenzo relieved, he immediately took the wife to the car and drove straight to the hospital as usual.
After arriving at the hospital so quickly because Kenzo was driving his car so fast, both eyes Almira he closed with one hand so that the wife did not see how ugalutannya. Kenzo just carried a koala style and brought to the family doctor who made the patients and the doctors or nurses looked at them with different views, Kenzo doesn't care about the important thing Almira has checked first.
Brakes.
The door of the all-white room was broken by Kenzo made Almira who was in his arms just pinched the chest of Kenzo's field made him grimace and stare at the wife who was staring hard, sharp, Kenzo returned the gaze with her sweet smile making Almira snort angrily as she got a reply from her husband.
"Kenzo, you're okay. It can't be anything, slow down, it's always like this you." the doctor said with a sigh staring at Kenzo who was sitting right in front of him Almira only blocked by a black stained glass table and the man also sat next to his wife.
"It's Uncle, now quickly check on my wife" replied Kenzo making Almira pat her husband's arm because the words from the man next to her sounded disrespectful.
Unlike the Doctor who was called Uncle by Kenzo can only sigh because the child of his brother was always like this when he was working, just like that.
Kenzo saw that his wife was lying in a gurney and was examined by her Uncle under the watchful eye of Kenzo, and finished the examination of Almira asked various questions that made her stiffen in place. Kenzo and Almira were already back in the seat earlier with in front of her Uncle.
"Congratulations! Almira's pregnant and she's two weeks old, you're gonna be a dad, Kenzo. Keep the content of Almira because it is still weak and do not eat strange strange yes Nduk. Just check with Uncle if here, Uncle will give you a schedule for checking your contents."
The words of the Doctor Uncle Kenzo made the couple freeze in place, warm feelings spread in their bodies, they were very happy and did not believe that they would become parents.
Next to Kenzo's hand extended into Almira's flat stomach and stroked her slowly because she still did not believe that she would become a father, Almira stared silently at Kenzo who was also looking at her and the gentle, sweet smile pointed at by the man towards Almira made Almira smile.
Since then Uncle of Kenzo looked at the couple, he was also happy when he found out that the daughter-in-law was pregnant. He saw how much Kenzo loved Almira and how long the ponak struggle was. The doctor immediately dialed the number of his older brother who was a parent from Kenzo so that he realized from the inertia of Kenzo and Almira, just looked at the man in front of him with a gentle smile.
Cup.
Kenzo kissed Almira's cheek slowly as they stared at the Doctor who was in front of him, surprised not to be confused with the ponak kannya, different from Almira who smiled shyly at the Doctor.
"Uncle, if that's what we'll excuse you for." said Kenzo politely making the Doctor nod and chuckle at him, to the Doctor Kenzo like it was very funny and silly.
Kenzo and Almira immediately came out of the room with their hands on each other and Kenzo walked slowly afraid that Almira would stumble or what it was, Kenzo was very guarding Almira like a glass that would break.
Almira just resigned and feel happy with the treatment of Kenzo to him, he was very happy with how to take care of him. Kenzo knows everything about her, so her husband does his best.
"We're gonna be parents, baby, I'm so happy. Thank you, thank you very much." whispered Kenzo right beside Almira's ear making the woman turn with her sweet smile.
Almira saw a happy face and sparkling eyes made Almira happy, Almira felt comfortable near Kenzo and happy to have made the man feel happy. Remembering the first dirimya that always makes Kenzo disappointed to make Almira regret and he will make Kenzo happy together.
"I'm going to be a father, so I'm going to have to fight to recover from this disease." Kenzo's inner self strengthened as he looked down at Almira who was looking straight ahead.