
" Raffaa... " Mamah Elen's voice was full of pressure.
When Rafa wanted to say again arrived only his hand was held by Intan.
" Ka Rafa likes to joke, ma'am . " Intan spoke with a forced smile.
And Rafa looked at Intan with a deep gaze, eager to kiss Intan right now so that everyone would know that he was not joking, but his common sense could still work at this time.
" You there is only Rafa's son, yes we have just eaten, mother is ready right ! . "
" I miss Da the same as your cooking . "
" Yes, let's just eat mba . " As soon as the call between Mamah Elen and Bu Ida changed, the call was the same as it was in the old High School .
They are now gathered in the dining room.
" This is the reward that Intan was carrying while in the hospital, and it turns out that our guess is correct . " Mamah Elen showed her husband a side dish, which reminded him of the food he used to eat.
And mr. Kuncoro only mangosteen mangosteen alone while smiling approvingly.
The warm conversation only happened with the 3 adults but not with Intan and Rafa, they were silent, Intan only responded when asked.
It did not feel like it was late at night, the Rafa family was ready to go home, and Ida's mom had permission to rest first. But not with Rafa, he was still on the terrace of Intan's house with Intan alone even though it had been 10 minutes no one spoke .
" Ka, take a break, it looks like you're tired."
" Don't call me kaka !. "
" Don't be like that, now we're.... "
" Will never be a sister ..!!!. " Rafa said cutting Intan's words, full of pressure with a sharp look at Intan.
Intan was silent he was confused as to what to do.
" Have you rejected me ?. "
Intan looked down silent, what should he do now?,
" You didn't reject me nor did you accept me it, it made me not understand !!!. " Rafa stood up from his seat like he was hitting the wind in annoyance
" Ka, as good as it is not we continue our feelings this . " Inan said quietly while continuing to bow with a slightly trembling voice.
Rafa immediately turned to look at Intan, he sat in front of Intan.
" Why Intan ?. "
Intan was silent.
" We haven't even started anything but you've dared to forbid our feelings to grow up , haahh. . I should be aware , have feelings with a child who is still unstable , discipline the plan with his feelings, ' he said, it means you've been playing with my feelings. " Rafa is back on his feet ,
Intan is still down now really himself not strong enough to hold back tears that had wanted to drip. Wanting to refute all the words of the adult man before him, with false accusations against him, but really the words he could not say, he said, there is no courage to state that he also has the same feeling maybe even greater than the man's feelings for him.
" OK, excuse me . " Rafa said goodbye to come home with a feeling of destruction, he did not even look at Intan, Walking with a careless want it feels like he shouted out a sense of annoyance and disappointment, he said, he just felt love along with a deep heartbreak.
Yes Rafa now feels rejected, a pain that he never imagined before, with a high level of confidence he so hopes his love is reciprocated to the young girl, but in fact.... aaah... never mind...!!
Rafa opened the door, but as he was about to close the door he saw a figure that made him disappointed.
" Bruukk's.. " Inan immediately hugged Rafa tightly, they were both still in silence even Rafa did not return a hug from Intan.
Intan let go of his embrace, his eyes staring at the net that belonged to Rafa who was much higher than him, but his hands were still on the right and left side of Rafa's waist.
Rafa stared at Intan flatly while Intan looked at Rafa with longing. Rafa immediately threw away his gaze not wanting to look into those pretty eyes.
" Maass, , "Inan called Rafa the name he wanted. Rafa has not responded.
" Maasss, "For the second time, Rafa remained silent.
" Maas,, cold . " Intan said softly. Because the night air is also the door that is still wide open
" Break, . " The door was closed by Rafa with his right hand while his left hand held the slender waist belonging to Intan,
And now Rafa embraces the tiny body of Intan by taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly, he is neutralizing his heartbeat that works irregularly, he said, because 5 minutes ago skipped a beat because of holding back the upset and disappointment suddenly now beats because it is happy in the hug by the owner of the heart.
" What does this mean ?. " Rafa asked as he loosened his embrace and stared intensely at Intan.
" Mass... "
" Hmm ?. "
" Don't be angry. "
" Trus do you think I should be happy because I was rejected ???. "
" Say what does this mean ?. " Rafa raised Intan's chin to look at him.
" Aaku's... " Not yet Intan continues his words he has re-hugged Rafa and hid his face in the chest field belongs to Rafa. He is really embarrassed at the moment and does not want Rafa to see a red hue on his face
Rafa who understands Intan is embarrassed even more tightened his embrace, he is sure that this girl is embarrassed to express her feelings.
" Is this the sign that you accept me ?. "
Intan nodded still in Rafa's arms.
" You are serious ?. " Now Rafa let go of the hug and looked at Intan by holding both shoulders .
Intan just nodded slowly while looking down embarrassed.
" No, no, look me in the eye. " Rafa cupped Intan's cheeks together and directed her to look at him.
" Answer Intan, do you accept me ?. " Rafa spoke seriously
" Iiiiya mas . " And Intan looked down again, but his body was immediately pulled into Rafa's arms.
" Maass, I can't breathe . " Rafa was too tightly hugging Intan.
" I'm sorry, sorry dear . " Rafa leads Intan to sit on the sofa, now they sit facing each other's hands.
" What changed your mind ?. "
" Nothing has changed, everything is the same, I haven't answered anything . "
" Without you giving an answer that your words are the same you reject them. "
" Is that so ???. "
" You really don't know what pura doesn't know ??. " Essified Rafa
" Hehehe.. sorry mas . "
" It's no longer important, the most important thing now we are lovers, right ?. " Rafa kissed Intan's hand gently
" But I have a condition for mas !. "
" Terms ?. " Rafa looked confused
" we hide our relationship from everyone first . "
" I don't want to . " Rafa quickly denied it.
" Mommy, beat me up first. "
" What is the reason ?. "
" Well, I know for myself the arrival of parents to my house for what , let as our parents want first, do not immediately disappoint him, do not let him down, we will meet more often . " Truthfully, Intan also felt very guilty to his mother and his adoptive parents now
" Heemm, okay, but when ?. "
" We go first, and we'll see in the future. " This time Intan looks more mature than the adult man in front of her.
" And one more thing, don't forbid I have a boyfriend. " Inan already understood what kind of person Rafa is .
" I can't if it's !!. "
" Yes if you can't, I want to go home, really complicated . " Intan does not want to be bothered with the jealousy of adults.
" Dear, baby, be good. " Rafa held onto the hand of Intan who was about to leave
Intan felt strange with the affection he heard, because it was the first time.
" I promise I won't forbid you from being friends with anyone including men, as long as it's not too close... "
" Huuffff, all right, I'm home, it's night . "
"Give me one, after that you can go home . " Rafa pointed to one of the candlesticks
" Hahhhh???. "
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