
Today Arvan and Sarah decided to return to Jakarta because a lot of Arvan's work was delayed lately, Arvan was often absent from the office so all that handle his work is Rico.
" Van, am I seriously asking?" Sarah opened the conversation.
"Heem"
" Where are you going to go so often?"
"Just have a coffee, baby, and that was in Hendra's cafe" replied Arvan. "You suspect me?" Further.
"No "answer Sarah by throwing her face away.
"I'm not gonna macem Sarah okay!" Sarah nodded without seeing the source of the voice. Although she was still very upset with her husband who began to play secrets.
*FLASBACK OFF"
"If I leave will you be willing to fulfill my one request?" asked Arvan suddenly.
"You why Van? abis drinking Baygon? " tease Sarah.
"Darling, I asked seriously"
"You why the hell?Weird know.
"If I were to leave would you marry again?"
"Van don't talk weird, cringe" said Sarah upset because Arvan said, her mind so everywhere." You're not going anywhere, we're going to raise Arsa with Van, you promised me." said Sarah in a tight hug by Arvan.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that "
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"I want you to get married to Alvin" Arvan said suddenly during dinner with his extended family. No comment from anyone, they just stared at Arvan with a look of disbelief.
"I want you Sarah Amalia to marry Alvin" Arvan's voice sounded firm but quivering.he knew she wanted Sarah to be happy, someone was keeping her if she was going to die, but he also does not want to die Sarah lonely, so he hopes there is a man who loves Sarah more than him, Alvin is the right person to keep Sarah next.
"Daddy, we'll talk later, yes, now we'll eat first" Sarah's voice was calm but sad.
"I want to say this right here in front of you all. I let my wife Sarah Amalia marry Alvin Agustama after I die".
"Van, I can't take it anymore. Sorry mom, mom, Sarah first". Sarah left the dining table feeling upset, how could Arvan say that. "he thinks I'm trying to "monologize Sarah while wiping her tears and dropping her body on a soft mattress.
"Mommy.." Arsa's voice forced her to wake up.
"Mommy don't be sad."
"Why mommy should be sad baby, if mommy has Arsa with mommy."
"Mommy don't be mad at Daddy" Sarah didn't reply to the child, she just stroked her head and carried it on her chest.
"Mommy, don't cry" Sarah smiled and looked at the hero.
"It's a smiling mommy, so Arsa doesn't have to worry about it anymore. Let Arsa promise mommy? Arsa nodded and extended her little finger at Sarah.
"Promise."
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"Why are you asking me to marry someone else while you're fine and stand in front of me, Hah" Sarah's anger is now beginning to peak. "from last night I tried to digest your words, Hah, but I didn't find any enlightenment at all" now Sarah's stuck on the edge of the bed against Arvan.
"I'm not going to live long, baby, I want someone to take care of you when I'm gone" explained Arvan who also turned his back on his wife.
"It doesn't make any sense at all, has your brain shifted so you're saying it"
"I don't want to see you lonely Sarah"
"I have Arsa, there's no way I'm lonely"
"I beg you"
"Do we not live to be happy? But why did you put us in a ravine like this?" are you happy with me? said Sarah who is now sobbing.
"I don't want to be like this either, but I have to do it for you and Arsa"
"If you don't want why you did, we should be happy until the end, but you ...." Sarah was unable to continue her sentence which now her crying broke again.
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Seriate