Old Love Hasn't (Surely) Returned

CLB(T)K 1

How does it feel to be married to a loved one? Happy right?

Imagining a one-stop life with a person who has long been liked with the status of husband and wife is not that much dreamed by many women.

If love is so beautiful, then why do you come to a beautiful girl who is now sitting alone in her room? This morning, he married a man he had loved for a long time.

"Why did he say that?" The question is ambiguous to itself.

He doesn't know how to, though, it is true that this marriage happened because his father who suddenly wanted to see his daughter married because he felt he was getting older and his condition was also often sickly so he told him to marry a manhis father's choice.

Pleased? Very happy, when he found out that the man his father chose was a person he had long liked and admired since he first saw him on campus 2 years ago.

"I'm not really planning on getting married, but our parents want this, so before I have feelings for you it's better that we don't go to the room first." Damar said as they finished with the reception that afternoon.

"Then I slept where and what if my parents asked me why we slept apart?" Annisa asked in confusion.

"Today we sleep in this one room, tomorrow when we move to my apartment I will prepare a room for you" Damar said. Annisa just nodded her mark in agreement.

"I'm not going to cross my boundaries, so I hope you can be like that, keep your boundaries and each other's privacy I won't bother you." Damar said for a moment before he left Annisa's room.

Annisa only sighed resignedly as Damar said so. Inwardly eager to ask the reason why he said so even on their wedding day that had not even one day. Until Annisa thinks whether the rumor that says that Damar is a "gay" is true.

Annisa shook her head strongly, there was no way her husband was a "gay" assuming other people were exaggerated just because he saw something that was not sure the truth.

After a war with his own mind finally Annisa went to take a bath, the day had darkened and the rain had also started to fall he inevitably had to clean himself before it got darker.

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Damar stepped into his wife's room. He saw the room was empty, but the sound of water from the bathroom indicated where his wife was.

"Yes wife?" He muttered to himself.

Damar admitted that Annisa was a beautiful, supple and friendly girl at his college and many friends, inversely proportional to her who preferred to be alone.

Not without reason actually Damar does not want to get married, his obsession in the business world is high-rises, he said, he did not want his obsession to be disturbed by things that would be troublesome in the future even dating a woman was never terbesit in his mind.

Just how to compete with companies engaged in the same field with him in order to submit to his company. When holding the highest office in place of the father he immediately kicked the business world with his cold hands, he who is cold and hard character and high ego always gets what he wants.

And today he had to add responsibility by marrying a girl whose college had not finished, how could he overcome such a whining of a girl, he really could not imagine it.

Czechs .....

Damar's daydream stops when the bathroom door opens.

Damar sculpted, Annisa was no less surprised.

"I'm sorry I didn't know you were inside, could you turn around for a second? I want to take a shirt," Annisa said slowly mixed with embarrassment.

Damar who saw from earlier did not blink with the view in front of him, normal male Damar Annisa body although wrapped in a towel also can not be denied that Annisa has a good body.

"Sorry Brother Damar can you turn around for a minute?" Annisa said a little loudly.

Although embarrassed but he was also not comfortable to be stared at like that by Damar. Annisa does not know that Damar has returned to her room so she can casually go out with the bathroom using only a towel.

Damar was aghast in shock and immediately turned his body, the thought of the non-no had already begun to poison his brain. Upon hearing that the bathroom door was closed Damar immediately shed his body on the bed, Damar tried to normalize his crazy heartbeat just by looking at Annisa's body.

"Mandy. I have to take a shower!" He said firmly to himself.

"Sister," call Annisa to Damar. Damar just looked over without answering anything.

"It's a towel for my sister if I want to take a shower" Annisa said, handing over a clean towel to Damar.

"Hmmm.thank you." Say Damar flat.

"So, you've had dinner?" Annisa asked before Damar entered the bathroom, which he asked only shook his head and passed.

"I'll prepare dinner for brother, when I'm done showering out I'll wait at the dinner table." Annisa said a little loudly because Damar had already turned on the shower.

Without waiting for Damar's response, Annisa immediately walked out of the room to prepare dinner.

His house looks lonely, maybe his parents have also rested considering from morning until last night there are still many guests and relatives who came to congratulate him and his husband, and his wife, also his parents' colleagues were widely present to congratulate him on his second marriage.

Looking at the wall clock that has almost shown at 10 pm, Annisa does not know what to prepare for Damar, the girl does not know what food her husband likes.

Damar who was finished with the bathing ritual immediately rushed down following the wife, he saw the girl was waiting at the dinner table alone.

"I don't know what foods you like and don't like, so I cook potluck, "Anisa said slowly. There was a sad tone in the sentence he uttered.

"I can eat anything, don't burden yourself." Damar said indifferently.

Annisa nodded and started eating her homemade shrimp fried rice. Sometimes he glanced at Damar who was focused on the food in front of him without looking at him, wanting to ask how the taste of his cooking was it in accordance with the taste of Damar or not? but those words never came out of his mouth, he was afraid that he would be so afraid that his questions would make Damar angry at him.

"Remember Annisa keeps each other's boundaries and privacy, don't overstep the boundaries!" Annisa said in her heart.

Dinner ended in silence, Damar who had finished his meal waiting for the wife who was still struggling with his dinner that had not ended. He played his phone, opened a message he had not read just congratulations from his co-workers and some messages from his friend.

"So I can't go back to the room first, I'm gonna take care of these plates first." Annisa said as she stacked the dishes of the two of them and walked towards the sink.

"Hmmm." Damar replied without taking his eyes off his phone.

When he finished cleaning the dirty dishes Annisa again walked to his room, he saw Damar still faithfully sitting in the dining chair while playing his cellphone, when Annisa passed Damar as soon as Damar stood up and followed him into the room.

Both are now lying in the same bed with full of awkwardness until finally Damar position himself to turn his back on Annisa, Damar knows himself who has made the atmosphere awkward like this, he said, but also can not be denied that he is also not ready with what he will face if behaving properly husband and wife.