OJO NGONO MAS

Strengthen Me

The night is getting late. The drizzle began to come greet nature in the dark of the night. Spreading water spots spread in the universe. Lucky looked at the drizzle from inside his car. Leave a lot of water points on the windshield. It formed small circles and flowed downwards like a rope sticking down.

His feelings are mixed at this moment. There is sadness and relief at once. Sad to see Amira crying, and relieved to finally be able to firmly choose Sri for her future.

Amira hit her chest, Lucky was silent. Letting Amira spill her heart. Amira slaps her cheek, Lucky also shuts up. He gave up his body as an outlet for Amira's anger. Being a medium for Amira can be more outraged.

Lucky kept trying to calm Amira for a long time and make her more receptive. But he also could not always accompany the girl. He has to go home. Wife's waiting.

Lucky took a deep breath, then started the car engine. Drove his car splitting the silence of the night road.After arriving at the apartment, Lucky found a quiet dark state. Sri is asleep. Lucky looked at Sri's sleeping face without knowing her return.

That little face filled his heart. The face that now always adorns and throngs his days. Sri who can turn her heart from Amira. Lucky guy loyal type. One is enough. Not intending to glance at others even though many temptations approach.

But Sri, this girl was able to distract her from Amira. Make it fog if Sri cuek and disobey. Lucky stroked Sri's cheek fondly. Smiling looking at Sri's calm face in her beautiful dream. He put his head down next to Sri's face.

But somehow there was a sense of emptiness in half of his heart. Anxious who does not know what causes it. Remember what Amira said.

"You love her?"

Lucky stunned. Of love? yes love. Is his sense of regret for Sri true love? Or what?

Lucky raised his head again. He looked at Sri. The anxiety is getting stronger. Lucky pulled his hand from Sri's cheek. Move out of the room. Opening the large window curtains overlook the glittering view of the city lights. Sitting on the sofa and rubbing his face rough. Squeeze her hair hard.

Screaming inwardly looking for answers to the emptiness next to his heart. The problem is more complicated if it is concerned with the heart. Many question marks in the heart that are not easy to just open.

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Sri jolted awake. Sitting with breath. He had a nightmare. Obtained beside him. Lucky's not coming home? There was pain in his heart. But maybe Lucky is awake.

Sri got out of bed in a hurry. Wishing that the bad he imagined would not be proven. His heart thumped in hope. Run to the door of the room and open it. But suddenly a gloomy face hit him. The dark apartment. That means Lucky's not coming home.

Sri looked to her right. The window curtains open. Sri stepped there. As he remembered, the curtain was closed. Why is it wide open now? sri slowly approached. And stunned to see Lucky sound asleep by sitting on the sofa. His body was curved with his legs slipping down long.

Sri looked at that handsome face. Lucky came home and fell asleep on the couch. Sleeping on the couch hasn't changed. I saw the tired face of that man. Sri can smile with relief. Her bad thoughts instantly disappeared seeing her husband with her. That means Lucky left Amira.

Sri approached and knelt down beside the sofa. Staring at Lucky's tired face. Plenary. There is not the slightest reproach that can tear down the good looks of her husband. Sri smiled with great affection. Touching Lucky's face and rubbing it slowly. Surely Lucky's body isn't comfortable with sleeping on a couch like this.

"Mas.. Mas Lucky.." call Sri slowly and slightly shake that handsome face.

Lucky squirmed and blinked his eyes. Opening his eyes slightly and finding Sri's face in front of him.

"Emmmmm... Are you awake?" asked Lucky in a hoarse voice.

"Ehm" Sri nodded still with a smile adorning her lips. "Why sleep here? is his body not sick?"

"Ehmm. This is so comfortable" Lucky muttered in a hoarse voice.

Sri returned Lucky's embrace. Clutching Lucky's head in his arms. His forehead wrinkled. I can feel Lucky's heartache. I don't know what happened between Lucky and Amira. Sri could not guess. He can only kiss Lucky's head giving him peace.

"Let's move to the mas room. Ntar your body is sick like a bed gini" Sri glanced at the wall clock. It's still four in the morning. I don't know what time Lucky came home.

Lucky is moving up. Still carrying Sri like a child. Sri giggled amusedly wrapped her hands around her husband's neck. Lucky just smiled. Bring Sri into the room and close the door with a foot kick back.

Laying Sri's body on the bed without removing her sling. They both hugged. Lucky kisses Sri's cheeks gently. Sri was somewhat astonished by Lucky's behavior. Not usually this man is so melow-looking. Peeping ya as if looking for something from the taste of kiss on his cheek.

"Mase why? what's up, mas?" sri asked looking at the black eyes beside her.

"Sri. strengthen me" whispered Lucky returning Sri's gaze.

Sri smiled. He knows what Lucky means. Maybe this guy is still shaken for deciding on Amira.

"We built it together. We're going out" Sri touched Lucky's nose with a big smile.

Lucky hugged him tightly. As if they don't want to be apart. Peeping the top of Sri's head in love.

"What about Amira?" tany Sri while her hands are playing the buttons of Lucky's shirt.

Hearing the question, Lucky closed his eyes tightly. Amira's face with tears reflected in her eyes.

"He's fucked. But he was able to calm down and accept" Lucky replied slowly.

"Sri felt guilty. It's all because of Sri ya mas?"

"Shhh.. It's nobody's fault. It has to be this" Lucky kissed Sri's temple.

"How's case?" ask Sri again.

Lucky broke his embrace. Looking at Sri lekat's face. I don't understand what Sri's question meant.

"meaning?"

"Mas Lucky is still confused. Lucky also felt guilty. Mase's still worried"

Lucky was shocked to hear Sri's words. This girl knows what she's thinking. This girl can read how she feels. Lucky smiled and rubbed Sri's cheeks gently.

"Make him strengthen me. Please convince me that you can make me sure. Hem?"

Sri returned that smile. Nodding steady to start with Lucky. It's all about convincing Lucky's heart.

Lucky eroded the distance between them. Gently pecking Sri's tiny lips. Warmly admiring. Looking for a sweet taste that always makes him miss and opium.