
It was late at night, Clara had returned to her sister's room to rest. Angel closed her eyes after being examined by a doctor.
The door opened slowly, and Cristian stepped slowly closer to the bed where Angel was lying.
He stood staring fixedly at his wife's face that was closed. However, she was stunned when Angel opened her eyes and looked at her with sadness.
"Cris" called Angel slowly but Cristian still remained silent
"I'm sorry" she said again looking at the handsome face of her longed husband
"Rest" said Cristian still staring at Angel's sad face without blinking make Angel more hurt his heart to see the cold attitude Cristian
"Our son" she said with tears that began to drip down her face.
Cristian could not bear to see the tears, his heart also hurt, even very sick. But he still did not want to behave as usual to Angel because of the deep disappointment.
"I'm sorry, I can't take care of her" said Angel sobbing, she grabbed Cristian's hand which was just silent without replying to anything
"It's all happened, there's nothing to cry about. Now rest, Gean is waiting for you to come home" Cristian said flatly and let go of Angel's hand
"I have to go" Cristian said as soon as it passed leaving Angel sobbing bitterly
"Cris" called her weak and instantly shed her tears. Never had he seen Cristian this cold, even when angry he had only been silent for a moment and never been cold and uncaring, but now Cristian looked so disappointed at him, he said, but does not Cristian know, if he is also very hurt to lose their son.
Angel cried bitterly with a voice that sounded bitter.
While outside the room Cristian also cried without a sound. He sat leaning against the wall of the room with his hands covering his face. Her tears were pouring down her handsome face, really she could not bear to see Angel crying roaring like that, even just this time she saw Angel like that.
Her heart ached very much, but right now she wanted to give Angel time to be able to set her heart. He wants to build a relationship without past ties, because it is very difficult for him and for his future.
Cristian's shoulders trembled violently holding Isak to his tears, indeed crying without sound was more painful than a sword incision. The hospital in the middle of the night was quiet, so there was only the sound of Angel's crying began to subside and Isak crying Cristian who was restrained.
Cristian was still sitting leaning with his hands still covering his face, not knowing Kenzo and Clara were watching him from afar. The two brothers were about to visit Angel when they found out that Cristian had not met him at all, but when they arrived not far from Angel's room they saw Cristian coming out of the room and immediately crying stifled so Clara brought Kenzo who was sitting in a wheelchair hiding behind the wall.
"What's going on?" Clara muttered softly
"We go back" replied Kenzo slowly, he took a deep breath looking at Cristian who was so down . Not happy that he felt, but also sad because his beloved woman was sad, especially he knew Cristian deliberately did not meet Angel because it must be disappointed in the mafia queen.
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The next day...
Angel leaned in her bed with an empty look. From last night after leaving, Cristian no one else saw him until this afternoon.
She knew Cristian was disappointed, but did Cristian think a little, if she was in need of her current husband, she was also devastated by the loss of her future son.
Angel breathed out his breath violently. Until his daydreams were up when the door of his room was open and Kenzo entered the room limped while holding his infusion pole.
"Why come here?" Angel asked in wonder, his article to walk alone he still looks troubled
"I just want to see how you are" replied Kenzo and immediately sat down next to Angel's bed
"You haven't eaten yet?" Kenzo asked to see Angel's lunch tray still intact
Angel shook her head slowly
"I haven't either, do you want to eat with me?" Kenzo and Angel asked and stared fixedly at the charming face of his ex-lover
"I don't have a taste, if you want to then eat" Angel and Kenzo replied with a small smile
"Are you sad about losing a child or sad about Cristian?" Kenzo asked as he grabbed Angel's food tray
"No" replied Angel briefly while watching the actions of Kenzo who looks tired taking his food
"Ah, it's usual for Clara to help me, go where the bad boy is, starve me" she grumbled and still tried to bribe the food on the plate
"CK, get it" Angel's pinta stuck out her hand
"Hey, you said this for me" Kenzo replied
"Let me help you" Angel replied, making a faint smile on Kenzo's face instantly rise
He handed the plate to Angel's lap
With doubt Angel feeds her food the mouth of Kenzo who gladly accepts her.
"Not good. It's too salty" Kenzo said, leaving Angel frowning in wonder
"Really" he asked and Kenzo immediately nodded
"Let's feel it for yourself" said Kenzo who took over the spoon from Angel's hand and fed her Angel's mouth which innocently accepted the man's bribe
"Not salty" murmured Angel but Kenzo laughs funny to make new Angel aware of his stupidity
"Hey, you fucked me" Angel upset making Kenzo laugh more
"You're still just as stupid as you used to be, it's easy for me to understand" Kenzo replied, still holding back his laughter
"Fuck you" Angel snorted
"Enak. Come on again" said Kenzo who again offered a bribe to Angel
"No way" Angel answered, turning her face away
"I can eat by myself" Angel replied directly taking the spoon from Kenzo's hand
"Then spend it, otherwise I'll put it all in at once your mouth" Kenzo said
Angel looked up and ate her food slowly, while Kenzo looked at the beautiful face with a meaningful smile
"You remember, if you used to be angry when I was feeding you, you said you weren't a weak and sick woman" Kenzo chuckled softly
"That's it" Angel answered by continuing to chew her food.
"Yes, you're a tough woman who will never have two" Kenzo said
"Even I am confused as to what to behave first. You're too stiff so I don't know what kind of sweetness you are either" said Kenzo again with a small laugh making Angel smile thinly
"You are stiff and flat, even your smile is rare, try to see a lot of beautiful women around you but you are attracted to women like me" Angel replied
"You look attractive and challenge Rose, getting you is so hard, and I love that, yes even though the ending you can't be mine" Kenzo said
"You're going to get a better woman Al" Angel answered by putting her dinner plate assisted by Kenzo
"I just want a woman like you" Kenzo replied casually
"I don't have two of them" Angel replied
"I know, so I didn't expect much to get anything else" Kenzo said, again making Angel stare
"Don't make me like this, Al" said Angel
"What do you mean?" Ask Kenzo wonder
"You know, I'm trying to set my heart just for my husband. And I managed to love him with all my heart. But when I remember you I don't know what happened to my heart, I hurt to see you hurt, I was sad to see you broke, please don't be like this, be happy for me Al" Angel said seriously
"Is there no love left for me ?" Ask Kenzo anyway
"My feelings for you were gone when I left you first, but even so our memories and all your struggles will never be erased from my memory" Angel explained, making Kenzo smile
" I ask again, is there no longer my name in your heart?" Kenzo asked, looking at Angel seriously
"I'm sorry, but Cristian has filled every corner of my heart" Angel replied downcastly
"You really love her?" Kenzo asked again to make Angel look at him
"Of course, he's my husband" Angel replied confidently. Again Kenzo just smiled, even though the corner of his heart hurt, but now he must be willing to let go of his love.
"You remind me I promised you that I wouldn't let you go if that person didn't really love you, and now I know that Cristian really did love you, then you no longer need to think of me rose, I'm willing to let you go with someone who really deserves you." Kenzo reveals Angel's surprise
"I can't be like her who can tear you down, even with just her eyes you can obey and submit to her. My love is so great for you, but it's a sweeter love for you that I'm sure makes you happier" Kenzo said, again making Angel's eyes glassy
"So from now on, be happy without thinking about me. I'm happy to see you happy. Never say my name when you're with her, you know how much a man loves, but they'll never be willing if the woman always mentions another man's name when you're together" Kenzo said
"Al me" Isak Angel who began to shed her tears, she knew now Cristian was not only disappointed at the loss of their child, but also disappointed because she was still thinking about her past
Kenzo wiped Angel's tears with a wry smile on his face.
"Don't cry, he's just disappointed for a moment. You know, because of her love for you she was willing to help me and save my life in the middle of the sea just so you don't grieve, she even said when we were in the middle of the sea, if he's willing to let you go for me as long as you're happy" Kenzo said with a wistful smile recalling Cristian's last words
"He said so" said Angel frowning in wonder
"Yes, at first I was upset, I assumed he wasn't really sincere with you. But then I realized when he said you still always think of me when you are with him, even you are willing to sacrifice your safety just to save me. He thinks you still have love for me" Kenzo replied, making Angel grunt in annoyance while wiping away her tears
"Bas stupid" Angel snorted making Kenzo chuckle
"Anybody would think like that Rose. Even I think you still love me" replied Kenzo
"It's not like that. I just feel guilty for you, you know I feel like the worst person to leave you without a message when you're critical, making you look for me for years and drown in a love that's pseudo, I just feel guilty for hurting your heart which is really sincere for me" said Angel sad
"I knew. From now on I promise to be happy for you" said Kenzo staring fixedly at Angel's face
"You promised" Angel asked and Kenzo nodded confidently
"You also have to promise to open your heart to other women, so that I can see you happy and feel true love" Angel said
"I promise. Although I don't know when someone will come, I will always be happy for you" Kenzo replied
"Thank you, I'm relieved now" said Angel
Kenzo rubbed the back of Angel's hand.
"Now you are sure your husband that your love is only for him. I've been willing to see you with her, she deserves you" Kenzo said, making Angel nod slowly
"You're the best" Angel said
"I know" Kenzo replied.
Now he has given up his love, although heavy but he is aware as much as he tries but if not his destiny, then his grip will be released as well.
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