Oh My Friend's

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Angel pov

Why is it all so dark? I can still hear Angga's voice, but this body and mouth cannot be moved. Is this the end of my life?

The voice of Angga that I still heard slowly disappeared along with this body that slowly continued to sink into the darkness. I don't know how long I've been in this darkness, but it feels so comfortable or exactly I don't feel anything.

Slowly the surrounding sounds started to sound again, I tried to open my eyes and could only see the white ceiling.

"Angel you're awake? Is anyone sick or dizzy?" asked Angga, when I saw I was trying to occupy this body. "What am I really doing?" I asked him, "So you fainted, is anyone sick?" again worried, I just shook my head. "Thank God, said the doctor if you are awake already able to go home" said Angga.

Hearing Angga say the word doctor, then I remember what had happened. "Mother" I said softly as I looked at Angga. Angga can only smile thinly, "You're patient huh? Mother's body will be brought home soon, Father and Bang Jojo are taking care of it" explained Angga while holding both hands. I just nod when I hear Angga's words.

I don't know what I'm feeling right now, it feels like numbness. Want to cry but why can't, want to be angry also can't. This feeling is foreign to me. KALUT that's how I'm feeling

"That's dad and bang jojo" said angga who saw them heading towards us. "Angel thank God you are awake" said the father, holding me tightly. I look at the faces of the two of them, father looks more robust than what I imagined while bang jojo his face is very moist like he was crying. It's true bang jojo cry, that's how literal a man if in the stay of his loved ones. But why can't I cry, numbness that's what I can conclude.

"Jojo, you better take your sisters home. I have already told the same news bi darmi and Raihan family so they are ready at home to welcome mother" said Father. "Well yeah, then how's dad?" ask jojo who is trying to stay strong. "Dad will take the ambulance, I want to nemenin mother" replied the father.

I can only be silent in this situation, "Let's go home deck, we wait for mother at home" asked bang jojo while embracing my shoulder.

"You guys be careful on the road, huh? Daddy's mother here not long, the business here is done waiting for the ambulance" said the father "Well well" replied bang jojo and angga.

The three of us walked to the parking lot, "Bang, let the man bring the car? bang jojo nemenin angel only in the back" pinta angga "Let me just bring it" said bang jojo "Bang, in situations like this it is safer if the host is driving. Brother should nemenin Angel only, angga worried same angel from earlier he was silent maybe if the same brother he wanted to talk" long mangoes agreed bang jojo.

"Angel let's go in" invited bang jojo who had opened the car door, I just sorted. If you look at it for sure now I'm like a puppet, which will only obey with what others say.

On the way home, we were immersed in each other's thoughts. I saw the man who was so worried about my situation, seen from earlier He constantly saw me from the windshield.

From far away it looks like there are many people at home, I also see raihan, umi and abi there. They seemed so busy they were unaware of our arrival.

"Yes Allh non, patient lady huh?" bi darmi said while having a lot of fun. "Yes bi" I replied with a smile. Bi darmi was the first to realize our arrival, umi abi and raihan who also saw directly approaching me.

"Angel you're patient, right? Alloh dear mother" said Umi while hugging me. While abi directly strengthens bang jojo, who is trying to stay strong. Raihan also looked at me worriedly, but he didn't say anything.

"Umi, take angel to his room first let him get ready and change clothes. This abi has been reported to be the same nugroho he said in a moment they arrive" said abi who was angguki umi. "You also have to prepare jo, although this is heavy but we have to welcome your mother" pinta abi. While the mango has been brought raihan somewhere, maybe he was told to help raihan.

I and Umi head straight to the room, "angel? you want to rest first?" ask umi "no umi, angel wants to change clothes immediately" I replied "alright, umi will wait here" he said which I replied with a small nod.

Why does it feel like this body is very heavy, to walk to the bathroom it feels very difficult but I try to force it. Umi was watching fearing that she might be worried if she knew what I was doing now.

"Aren't you papa son?" ask umi when I see I'm done changing clothes. "yes, angel is not papa umi" I replied "but you look pale, is anyone sick?" "no umi, maybe because angel had fainted but now angel really no papa" I reassured umi "well then we go down?" take the Umi I answered nod.

When we waited for the arrival of the body of my mother to look around it turned out that there were many wreaths that were affected. I also saw mas dimas and the workshop employees, they're all here. They gave me strength by the way they looked at me as if saying you were strong ngel so spirit yes, that's how I interpret their arrival and gaze.

Not long after the ambulance siren sounded, DEG!!! it felt like my heart was hurting to hear it, so real it sounded and deafened my ears. I just feel all this is real when I see the body of the mother is dropped from the car, I think all this is just a dream but look at that mother who has been in the cafeteria. It should be at a time like this I cry but why it feels empty and empty, tight he is very tight chest.

Umi swiftly hugged me, because it seemed like this body was hollow. Thank goodness you didn't faint again, "you didn't papa? want to rest first?" ask umi "no mi, angel want to just here nemenin mother" lirihku. "alright, but if you feel not strong say umi huh? if you don't tell the others" I answer with a nod.

Finally we sold the body of the mother who was led by the father, did not wait long for the body of the earth directly brought to the final resting place. When arriving at the funeral chest is getting crowded, I need more oxygen but why when breathing even more tight. The head also feels very dizzy, while the body is also getting heavier. These eyes also have no signs to remove clear fluid, whether it is dry or because the departure of the mother is so painful for me that crying can not be.

Mother's body that has been stiff and cold was inserted into the burrow. "Mother, angel promise, angel will be a good child, a child who can boast mother. Angel dear mother, so mother does not need to worry about angel father or bang jojo because the angel will take care of them. Rest calm bun, wait for angel in his paradise Alloh ya" my inner when I saw the grave mother began to fill with soil but suddenly the darkness greeted me back.