
A woman was sleeping uneasily on top of her shabby bed. Sweat-sized thread of corn seeds comes out of the temple, so that it soaks the beautiful face and neck. The woman's breath was seen hunting in the silence that enveloped the woman tonight.
"Mother..."She looked at the woman without opening her eyes.
His breath began to falter, as if what was in his dream was really the woman felt at this time.
"No! Let go of Bianca sister."Bianca's tiny hand moved as if she was pushing away something that was about to happen to her.
"It wasn't Dad, it wasn't Bianca who started it. I misunderstood...!!"Bianca screams with restrained even without feeling clear liquid coming out of her eye fertilizer.
"No sir let go! This is all wrong, I'm kindly releasing you."Bianca squeals in her sleep as the shadows of the past come back to haunt her in her subconscious.
Slowly the two beads of Bianca's eyes separated and began to show their color. But clearly there was no life in it, the wound so deep and painful so clear from the look of his eyes, only in one look at it.
Both bianca's eyes glazed over the glass and pecked in place with her eyes staring at the ceiling of her room.
Not a single word came out from the woman's mouth, only a silence that enveloped the woman for some time. Before the groaning accompanied by a little stuffing out of his tiny lips broke the silence of the night.
"Mother..."Bianca's whispers were accompanied by unceasing tears coming out of her eye patch.
The poor woman seemed to drown her face between her knees. Bianca's back trembled and a stuffed stuffing spilled out from her tiny lips.
"Why God? Why is God so evil to Bianca Mother..?"Watered the poor woman down with the voice of her bras.
"Is it not enough for God to cause pain and suffering in Bianca's life? So even during sleep God gives this Suffering?"
"What's wrong with Bianca God? So that God was so steadfast in giving Bianca a life so bitter as this?"
"Did Bianca ever do a fatal deed in her past life, so God gave this punishment to your servant?!"Bianca bit her lower lip so that stuffing and crying could be heard. But still no matter how much Bianca held her back, still the stuffing and crying of Bianca broke the silence tonight.
"Does God hate Bianca so much..? So even in a dream, God gives such bitterness."Bianca slumped with a look in her eyes.
Bianca recalled what the woman had dreamed.
A memory of the past that Bianca desperately wanted to forget. However, the more Bianca tries to forget it, the more the memory haunts her both conscious and unconscious.
As Bianca dreamed a while ago. When the Father beat Bianca blindly without cause and uttered such a harsh word that even today Bianca still remembers all her father's words very clearly.
"Based on the son of an unlucky bearer..!! Because of your presence! I will no longer be able to raise my head in front of everyone. You are a mistake and a disgrace that I would love to destroy in this world."The word is so easy for the man to say to his own son. A child who does not know what his mistakes are so hated by those around him.
"Dad...."Guman Bianca closed her eyes to remember if there were any sweet memories between her and the Papah.
"Maybe at this time Father still considers the state of Bianca is a disgrace that must be vanished in this world. However, someday I'll realize how valuable your daughter's father's been wasting."Said Bianca with her blank look.
Bianca was stunned for a while before the stomach noise coming from her stomach diverted the pregnant woman's attention.
"The son of Mama is hungry...?"Bianca asked with a hand that stroked the surface of her stomach. It was as if the woman was now talking to her future baby.
Bianca immediately got out of her bed and folded the shabby blanket that wrapped her body. Bianca was seen tidying her hair and then wearing round glasses that had been covering the beauty of her honey bead.
In the darkness of the night Bianca walked down every alley in Edward's house.
The woman circulated her gaze to look for the existence of a figure who always hurled harsh words and mockery at her.
In hours like this usually Edward is still awake and working on his office files that were delayed during the day.
"May Mr. Edward have fallen asleep." Bianca said expectantly.
Because for now Bianca was too tired to hear the swearing and insults that Edward always threw at her.
But after Bianca was in the kitchen. His desire to eat seemed to just disappear. Even now the bianca is seen closing its mouth and nose when it smells something so stinging in its sense of smell. So in a hasty step Bianca walked to the bathroom and took out all the new meals a few hours she ate.
"Oh my God...."
Bianca lit a water faucet and washed her pale-looking face. The woman exhaled with a hand that rubbed the surface of her stomach slightly up behind the oversized clothes she was wearing.
"The Son of Mama..."
"It's night Don't make mamah difficult again ya deck. Mamah is alone and must work to meet our needs which are not small."Bianca said as she left the bathroom after feeling better.
Drowsiness began to whack bianca. However, both of her beads seemed reluctant to be closed, making the pregnant woman walk alone in the darkness of the night.
Bianca clenched her body tightly, as the night wind hit her body which was only wrapped in her sleepwear.
"Why did Bianca suddenly want to drink coconut water?"The pregnant woman swallowed her Savilnya already sucked, at the moment imagining the freshness of coconut water when in drinking it.
"How does Mamah get coconuts at night like this deck?"Connect with a loud voice.
Again and again Bianca felt the most unlucky and miserable human being in this world. When all pregnant women in this world get very special treatment from people around. In contrast to what Bianca feels.
The pregnant woman had to struggle hard to meet the needs of her and the baby in her womb.
No one helped Bianca when the pregnant woman felt nausea and dizziness in the morning. And no one is looking for something when Bianca cravings, even bianca has to resist her wishes when her body cannot be invited to compromise anymore. And that's all just a small part of the bitterness Bianca has to live with in her pregnancy.
With his desire that increasingly arouse and can not Bianca pendam back, forced to return to his room to take warm clothes and a little money that the woman had.
Bianca came out of her room and walked towards the back door that Bianca and the servants used to pass by. And in his heart pray that God will take care of Bianca and her womb now and in the future.
"What are you doing out at night like this Miss Bianca?"Asked one of the guards in charge of guarding in front of the main gate when Bianca requested permission to exit.
"Bianca just asked for permission to go out for a while, sister, Bianca needs to buy something out there, sister."Bianca Timpal
"I'm sorry Miss Bianca..."
"Don't you already know the rules that are in this house if it is more than eleven o'clock at night, the main gate will be closed and no one will be allowed to leave before getting permission from Mr. Edward..!!"The man's voice made Bianca's smile disappear instantly.
"Alright if that's the rule. Bianca won't break it, after all Bianca can buy it tomorrow."Sahut bianca by lowering her head held back the tightness that increasingly squeezed her chest.
Again and again the bianca had to swallow a bitter pill when something she really wanted was not accomplished. With lethargic steps and a trembling body Bianca walked towards her room.
"Prophey on deck. For now Mama can't give you what you want." Lirih Bianca while wiping the tears that came out of both her eyes.
"The tears..! Why always show up at the wrong time."Bianca wiped her tears.
"Again the night like this... How did Mamah find the young coconut merchant."Said Bianca with a ruckus at the end of her sentence with tears that were not stopping coming out of her eye peluk.
"You crave Young Miss's coconut?"Ask the guards who heard Bianca's words. And bianca replied with a nod of the head, because if Bianca opened her mouth it could be made sure that it came out just a stuffing and her crying.
"Let's come with me, Miss..."Invite the Guards while walking in front of Bianca, making the pregnant woman's forehead screech with question marks.
"Where are we going, brother?"Bianca asked with her voice.
"Don't you want Young's head? Then follow me if you really want it."The guard replied without stopping his steps.
"All right..."
And in a doldrums Bianca followed in the man's footsteps. After a few minutes of walking faintly the bianca saw a coconut tree that stood firm among its dimly lit roads.
"Why Young..."His great-granddaughter with twinkle in both of his eyes.
"You can sit here, Miss. When I was taking the Young Coconut you wanted."Said the bodyguard while pointing at an iron chair in the place.
"Okay, sister, Bianca will sit there."Bianca said with an unceasing smile fading across her face.
"It looks like the coconut on the left looks good."Bianca cried by raising her head with a hand pointing at a coconut that was on the left side of the guard.
"This is Miss. ?"Ask the bodyguard to hold the coconut pointed at by Bianca.
"True that one..!!"Peek Bianca involuntarily clapped her hands like a child. However, Bianca's smile vanished after hearing such a familiar voice in her hearing
"Well, what am I seeing?!"The exclaim of someone behind Bianca made the woman turn her body and instantly also stared at who was behind her.
"Lord Edward..."Say them simultaneously by buying both eyes.
"Aren't you enough to seduce and ruin my life..?!"Said Edward in a sharp voice.
"And look now, you even dare to tease my subordinates before my own eyes..!!"Connect Edward.
"It's not like that, sir. You misunderstood me."Bianca stammered, and even Bianca was unable to lift her head as Edward's glare turned to her.
"Eject hmm..."Cetus Edward stared at Bianca with a slanted smile.
"Grand-master..."Bianca can't say a word. The woman's body trembled and not even tears began to come out of her two eyes.
"Based on disgusting women...!!"Hiss Edward with sarcasm walked away from Bianca
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