Octrobles

Welcome November

This month has been the hardest test of a Deni's life. Divorce that led to the sadness experienced by Bella. Enough to drain the energy, mind and physical of a Deni. He's really had a pretty weird ordeal in the last month. Until Deni welcomed the new moon with a little sadness in his heart.

Nia reminded Deni of her prayers in the last month that were too arrogant. Perhaps that is the beginning of a catastrophe for a Deni. Deni wants a cheerful October that should be in full of luck and blessings. Turned into a month filled with tough tests. It becomes an octrouble. As the name implies, an octouble that must make Deni covered with a variety of strange problems that must be passed by Deni.

New moon maybe Deni should change his point of view. Deni who has always felt his life was easy, always said if he wanted more challenges in his life. But a month later with his sister's divorce, Deni had begun to feel how helpless he was with the test of God.

Deni is still Deni. A proud man who felt himself to be born the most perfect human being. Until Deni still does not change the way he thinks. Deni still needs more challenges, even though the exam in October is enough to take care of his life. But Deni still wants more and more challenges. Deni still did not want to change his prayer, even though Deni was so tired in facing the test that nothing had happened.

Nia wants Deni to be more mature. He thought Deni had been too arrogant all along. Deni never listens to Nia as his wife. Deni has always been the truest man, with all the words that come out of his mouth. Though Deni was an ordinary man, where Deni had many shortcomings and weaknesses.

Humans will never exist on the perfect level, until they feel sincere with all the trials faced by them. It is true what is on the mind of a Deni. To be a good human being, it is they who remain sincere with all forms of trials given by God. But whether humans have to challenge to get the ordeal. It seemed like it was too conceited, even to get a sincere stage would be much more difficult. Because from the beginning it was done arrogantly.

Deni may be a servant who can be better. Being a human being who can remain sincere with all the trials that confront him. But will Deni be sincere as he says. Many things make him seem so unwilling to make decisions from God. Deni defies all the tests God gives. But Deni always said he wanted to be sincere. A paradox lived by Deni.

Merely itself is a word that is quite meaningful. Perhaps only a chosen human could truly bear the word. If they are not God's chosen people. For the sincere stage, it will be difficult. It's even gonna be very difficult. That's what happens in this life. Is it possible that the Deni of God's choice of man can be breastplate?