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39. Not Mauku

Dawn also dawned, Zizi who had entered the room seemed busy preparing provisions to go to Merapi.

Today he will meet the princess Arum Dalu first, then he will go to Merapi through their nature.

Zizi sat there for a moment, with a small ring-shaped pendant on the necklace she was wearing. A custom since Zia used to make her twin ring with Zion into a pendant.

Zizi clasped the ring for a moment, feeling an unusual vibration there. Zizi knows this is not an ordinary journey, his dream last night is also a sign that what he will face can be very heavy.

But...

Zizi doesn't have much choice.

Zizi has to do it, whether or not, he has to do it.

Tok tok...

There was a knock outside the door of his room, Zizi looked to turn towards the door.

Wh who?

Inner Zizi.

Lazy Zizi dragged her step towards the door of the room, opened it then the door was cleavage and looked Arya standing there.

He looks smiling at Zizi who looks at him in an unusual way.

"What's wrong?"

Ask Zizi like a stranger.

Arya momentarily gasped, not expecting to hear such a question from Zizi's mouth.

"Sir Arya is leaving."

Arya said she was still trying to be ordinary.

Ah is not the word of Aunt Zia, Zizi is under the influence of other beings? So this weird talk must not be Zizi, right? Aryan's mind tried to comfort itself.

"If you want to leave already have to leave, why should you say to Zizi? Want some pocket money?"

Zizi's question hurts.

Arya this time could not answer, she was too shocked by every word that came out of Zizi's mouth. Alright he's under the influence of another creature, but what should be the bike?

"Yes already, Arya's sister left ya."

Arya.

Zizi just nodded, then closed the door of her room again.

When the door of the room closed, Arya for a moment only saw the door in front of her, while Zizi scratched her head without itching while walking away from the door.

"What the hell was that, who knocked on the door?"

Zizi muttered unconsciously.

Arya just turned around and will step away from Zizi's room when she suddenly sees Shane who is about to go to Zizi's room.

Arya somehow feels so hot and annoyed to see Shane asking her to smile.

Ever since the vampire, Zizi has become increasingly abnormal and immersed in her unnatural world.

Zizi who should be able to grow into an ordinary girl, is now becoming more and more careless, he continues to get into trouble with other worlds, so he can barely live life like an ordinary human his age.

Arya who inexplicably became annoyed at Shane finally walked up to Shane.

"Mister Shane, we need to talk."

Arya.

"What is Mr Arya about?"

"That's it, don't ask too many questions, just come along!"

Ketus Aryans.

Shane nodded as well.

However, he knows that Arya in the house has also been considered a child by Zia and Zion, so automatically Arya also includes the employer there.

Shane follows Arya's steps away from Zizi's room.

Arya walked towards the second floor balcony where Zion usually spent time sitting there with Zia or also sometimes with Ziyan if her twin sister was visiting Zion's house in Bogor.

Arriving on the balcony, the two now face each other.

Shane looked at Arya who today was so stiff and cold, his eyes on Shane seemed to harbor anger and annoyance that Shane did not understand what was wrong until Arya became like that to him.

In fact, as he remembered from before to Japan to today, only this time they met again.

So that way, there should be no significant problems between the two. Thought Shane.

But...

"Mister Shane, what did you really think of Zizi all this time?"

Arya herself did not know why she felt so eager to ask him. His chest was burning and it felt like the entire blood flowing on his body was currently bubbling hot.

Shane looked at Arya, confused to be asked so.

Should Shane answer?

Wh-wh-what for?

Does that have to be?

Does that matter?

So thought Shane.

"You don't want to answer? You're ignoring my question for trivializing me?"

Cynic Aryan anyway.

Shane still chose silence.

He tried not to get caught.

There is an evil energy now surrounding Arya.

Arya smiled in a slant.

"You're just a vampire, and a half-monster will live forever."

Aryan.

And for the sake of hearing it, Shane looked sharply at the eyes of Arya who had been much earlier looking at him fiercely.

"You love Zizi, don't you? I know."

Cynic Arya again.

"You think you deserve to love your own Miss Shane? You who are nothing more than a vampire and a personal bodyguard, what can you offer Zizi to make her happy? Do you think you can make her feel happiness like any other normal human being? Can you give it to him?"

Arya closed her eyes to Shane.

The evil energy looked quite concentrated around Arya.

Shane grinned, then...

"Yes, I love Miss Zizi. No one has the right to forbid one being to love another."

Shane.

Arya gasps.

"I can't promise anything to Miss Zizi, it's true. I'm a vampire only and only become Miss Zizi's personal bodyguard, what I can be proud of is also true. But..."

Shane moved two steps closer to Arya.

"But unfortunately, you in this bravest uniform are not necessarily able to make Miss Zizi happy."

Shane pointed at the uniform Arya was wearing with all pride.

Arya was even more upset. He challenged Shane's sharp gaze, then...

"Take him off if you really love him, Shane. However you are a different creature, Zizi must have a future."

Arya heard talking.

"I'd be very grateful if you disappeared from Zizi's life so she could learn to live a normal life."

Arya said, then walked off the balcony by passing Shane while slightly bumping her arm on Shane's arm.

Shane was silent.

Ah well, of course, actually without being told Shane understood and realized that he would not be able to make Zizi happy like other normal men in his girl clan.

But...

Should it be made clear?

Shall?

Shane looked down at the floor where his feet rested.

He may look like a human being, but he also knows that he is not a human being, and this is not his will.

No one wants to experience the same thing as Shane.

Born into a normal human child, lived for twelve years into an ordinary human being, then suddenly became a vampire like now.

Who wants to?

Even if Shane was asked to vote, it felt that night he would rather die alone without having to be infected and be part of them.

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(Kantor again a lot of work gaes, extraordinary schedule of writing so chaotic, really sorri))