NOVELIAN HEART
Chapter 8 Break up
Novel sat in her study chair preparing textbooks for tomorrow morning as well as checking the PR that must be collected tomorrow.Inadvertently she saw dolls and chocolate gifts********* on her study table. There is a speck of guilt entrenched in him because until now he has not been able to open his heart to fandi. Though fandi has been so good to her, she never late asking the novel has eaten or not? Is he happy today? Not sad anymore, right? ngisiin pulses without being asked even though he who always contacts the novel al results of his pulse is not kepake, it is forbidden even but still the name fandi stubborn. Even a few times come to school novels at break time just for food. Even if he knows the novel has not eaten or does not appetite he will come bring food and feed it. As good as it is but how else can't feelings be forced? **Fandi** is badboy, smoker, drinker, brawler, race lover, but he is more than capable of appreciating women. Never betray, cheat, or ngegosthing girls. He is the type of guy who is romantic, understanding, considerate, willing to do anything for a loved one even maybe he will give the whole world if he is able to. Even he promised to throw away all his bad habits if it made the novel uncomfortable little by little he had started to change. During dating with the novel fandi never drink alcohol, racing wild, and brawl just to smoke masik has not been able to eliminate it at once. But every time with novelia pandi never suck the nicotine stick, the reason she does not want the person she loves to get the bad effects of the habit. Only One fandi can not do for the novel is to shift Riko's position in the heart of the novel.
The novel pensively moments, thinking about how the continuation of his relationship with fandi. He was well aware of the relationship he lived this unhealthy relationship that was full of pretense. Who pretended to be happy so his real fandi girlfriend for whom. Doesn't this kind of relationship hurt both of them? After all, the novel cannot promise whether one day fandy can replace Riko in his heart or even Riko will never be replaced.
" i must put an end to it all immediately, the longer it lasts the more it hurts.
" but now he is just interested and likes me, kalopun said most dear as a friend because he has been used to me for one month. I'm worried that the longer I'm going to take my love and love for me, and I can't repay her feelings. Wouldn't that hurt more?" Ask the novel to yourself.
" well I've decided to end it tomorrow", the determination of the novel in his heart.
Novel rushed up to the bed, pulled the blanket to the neck and prepared to rest after reading the prayer first.
Ting ting ting
The first bell also sounds to indicate that teaching and learning activities begin immediately. Novelia took all the lessons seriously in two weeks of the class exam, she did not want her grades to drop at seven days and seven nights.
During the break Novel sent a message to Fandi to ask him to come to her school.
...me: are you busy? ...
...fandi: no, why? kangen? ...
...me: no papa don't GR!!! ...
...fandi: say aja kangen beb!!!...
... **Me**: shame!!!! can you go to school? ...
...fandi: isn't it kangen??!! ...
...I said no!!! ...
...fandi: okay okay kidding baby...emang What's the matter? ...
...Me: I want to talk to you, ...
...Fandi: How serious is kayak?! ...
...Me: REALLY!!! ...
...Fandi: yaudah I am leaving now. ...
...Me: YES!!! I'll go home to school...
...Fandi: Okay. ...
ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting
The bell for school sounded. Novel stepped out the school gate slowly while stringing the right words that sounded not too hurtful. He does not love Fandi but considering all the kindness that guy you guys for one month to him there is no heart to make him sad. When he reached the gate, a man was waiting for him. Seeing the arrival of the novel the man then smiled San approached him. He walked with the right hand he put behind his body and the left hand he got into his pants pocket. Their interaction is quite attention-grabbing because it is a crowded school situation. Usually the Novel will come out rather late waiting More quiet to avoid the crowds and crowded.
"hi.. I was happy you finally asked me to come here usually I am the one who maksa dateng", Fandi smiled a small smile.
"hhmm is a makseer! " the word Ketus novel.
Not understanding the words of Novel Fandi stepped forward to cut the distance between them and thrust a sprig of red nawarin in front of Novel.
"Make you. I hope you like yes." he said with a big smile.
The novel looked up at the sharp netra of men before him. Fandi nodded hinting at Novel to take the flower. Novel's outstretched hand received the nawarin, but his heart would not waver he remained with his plan. Novel stepped her legs to sit on a long bench there followed by fandi. A moment of silence enveloped them. Novels still keep staring straight ahead to see people passing by in the streets. Fandi drew her seat Demi could look towards Novel.
Novel did not turn his head as if he did not continue with his position. Until a few minutes passed Novel was still loyal to his silence, until the hand grips distract him. He looked back forward and threw his breath out violently.
"I want to break up!!! "
The Novel's statement surprised Fandi.
"I was wrong what? " is still trying to calm down.
"You have nothing wrong, from the start our relationship was wrong! "
"Aren't we agreeing to try? "
"We tried! "
Fandi stared at the faithful Novelia looking straight ahead, observing the expression Novel. Darling who looked just a flat expression as if the word was said meaningless.
"it's only been a month baby.it's still plenty of time to try"
"why try if it ends up the same? isn't it just a waste of time?isn't it more painful when one day we realize that what we're doing is in vain? " The novel allowed his eyes to fully gaze into Fandi's eyes to dive into the contents of each head.
"you are too naive!! you don't really try, all this time it's just me trying and you don't. You ever open your heart and you lock it tight, how can I get in if I don't have the key. want me to break free because it will definitely be damaged and not boisterous anymore. Either you're still afraid to love or you don't want him replaced. It's not that you can't, it's you who don't want to!" said Fandi memgebu.
"you know I'm starting to love you, I'm used to you" said Fandi bowing his head sounding soft.
"that's why I don't want to give you a false face while I can't..."
Fandi raised his head up along with the fall of the water droplets from his eye sockets. Novel was stunned by the sight, was this guy in front of her crying?The guilt overcame his heart.
"Can't do it, but don't!! " he said with the tone up an octave. Fandi tried to catch her breath throwing away the anger that was controlling her. After More calm stared back at the face of the girl who soon became this ex.
"I accept all your decisions. Free to keep everything not now or anytime will remain the same. It's all my fault too, I'm forcing it now so that I too bear the pain alone ", he said Calmer.
"May I hug you one last time?" her door.
Novel Silently does not accept or reject Fandi's request, he never seen excessive physical contact with the opposite type usually just handrails or embrace only.
"Sorry, I know my request is outrageous, I know you've never been that intimate with a guy let alone I'm not the one you love" she said, smiling bitterly.
"Oh yeah I have something for you, let's just say it's my last gift, and you can't refuse" taking a box out of his pants. The opening of the box turned out to be a necklace with the initials of the name Novel.
"I'm using ya..."
Novelia simply nodded in response, turning her back to Fandi. Fandi opens the hook and puts it on the neck of the novel and then embraces the shoulder of Novel intending to steal a kiss on the cheek Novel's evasive reflex. Novel is slipping.
"Fang...!!! " Novel glares
"Sorry. I'd like to ask for a memento" Fandi said as if nothing had happened before.
"i want you not to be sad anymore. always be happy..I envy her who loved you so much" he said. Hand held Novel with his right hand while his left hand stroked Novel's cheek. Fandi went to the bike, put on a helmet, stopped the motor, honked the horn after driving at high speed.
While at the side of the gate was someone observing them. Despite not hearing all their talk, but seeing all the scenes in front of his eyes his heart was like being squeezed. He knew he had no rights to the girl, but jealousy could not be controlled. Many girls come and go in his life but the name Novelia can never be erased. Moreover, seeing the phicycal touch that occurred between the two, because he knew Novelia had never been in physical contact with the opposite sex. Riko held onto his chest then hit his motor tank strongly.
"aaarrrggghh....!!! "
Riko propelled his motor at high speed.
