NOT VIRGIN BLOOD

Trying to Resuscitate Saga

"Cih, you're always excited when it comes to exes. Is that how much you'd like to get back to him?"

"For God's sake I'm not going back to her, Mom!"

Namira Kontan's statement made Saga jump. The man's eyes bought as if throwing a sentence of disbelief.

"I want to leave you because I feel unworthy. And the more I come here the more I realize that my presence will only ruin your future. What would be wrong if I chose to leave? After all, living with me the longer it's going to hurt you even more, isn't it?" 

"Your decision is not wrong! But at least go in a proper way. You've committed adultery with other men, you should have known the risks that would happen to you."

"I know! That's why I intend to bear it."

"Only alone?" Saga raised her eyebrows next to her. His head suddenly throbbed hearing Namira's confession this time.

Why would he have to fornicate with that man if the edges had to endure all that themselves. Isn't that unfair? As a person who loved Namira Saga so much, obviously did not accept hearing that. But accepting Namira and her adultery is also not easy for Saga's next life. The man held fast to loyalty and hated betrayal. Namira herself knew that too.

The reason Saga keeps Namira by her side is because she is still in love. And as a man who loves Namira Saga so much, he wants to make sure she can live a decent life with her chosen man.

"Yes, I want to live alone with my son! There's no you, no my ex either" Namira replied steadily. He looked at Saga, waiting for the man's answer, but Saga clenched his two hands tightly.

"I really don't understand what's on your mind, Namira. If the edges are like this why should adulterate with the man? I don't think you're a stupid woman" said the man.

"I did it for a reason. But regardless of that, whatever the reason, I am a fool as you say. I never think about risk when I step onto the wrong path. Therefore, I want to stop inviting you into the abyss that I have created. I don't want you to keep taking care of women is not right. Let's divorce Mas. Forget me, and find a replacement as soon as possible.

Saga did not answer. He kept quiet and let Namira talk as she pleased.

"What do you expect from a girl like me? I've been lying. I committed adultery and by not knowing she still remains in a relationship with you to the marriage stage. Doesn't that mean your wife is shameless, Mas?"

"Maybe if you weren't pregnant you wouldn't know your wife's true rot, Mas. But God is Fair. He opens up all your wives' disgrace. And now I am aware of this sin. I hope you can also realize how inappropriate I am for you. Before your family finds out. Before everyone knows, let's end this charade" Namira said. Saga looks still silent. He seemed to lose his words when he heard Namira speak at length.

"It seems you're not sick anymore. I'll go first." Finally, only that word was spoken from Saga's lips. For the moment he could not decide anything.

"Mas!" 

Namira who was still sitting on the mattress tried to catch up, but Saga's steps were too fast so soon the sound of a door slam could be heard echoing very loudly. Namira who saw that could only stroke the chest.

I'm sorry Mas. I shouldn't have hurt you with my words. But we really can't be together. I need to get out of your life before it's too late, inner Namira.

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At one noon Saga was already in the office, Damar was very surprised to see the boss was already sitting in the workspace while in a crisp style.

"What happened, sir? Why are you here?" ask Damar carefully.

"Namira did it again. He kept provoking my anger until I couldn't stand it anymore. Huhhh, why has since we married the nature of the child changed drastically? The feeling he used to be is not as thick as this," said Saga.

"But I don't like his stubborn disposition."

"Why is Miss Namira? Did he come back asking you to divorce him immediately?"

"Hmmm. But to my annoyance, he wanted to get divorced and start living his own life. Isn't that ridiculous?"

"So she doesn't want to go back with the man who was once her ex? So what's the point of them meeting again even to adultery if the edges do not want to be together? Your wife is a freak," said Damar.

"I don't know either, Dam. My original goal was to keep Namira because I wanted to give Namira back to the right people. It was my last love for Namira. But everything gets so complicated like this. It looks like Namira has a secret I don't know" Saga said.

"True sir. As long as I knew Miss Namira she was a very good woman in my eyes. Sometimes I think Miss Namira was framed or something. What if it's true? Do you still want to keep handing Namira over to the secret guy?"

"Of course not."

"Then will you be with him?"

Damar's question made Saga speechless. He also almost had such thoughts. But Namira said she wanted to keep separating from Saga no matter what.

"I'm not hypocritical that I still love him so much. Even last night I had a chance to lose my will and fuck her."

"God, Master. It's sin. We can't fuck a pregnant woman the child of another man."

"I know, but his name is also khilaf."

"Yes, forget it. So now you want how? Trying to accept Miss and the kid, or what?"

"I don't know Damar. I think Namira and I both feel the same way. It was difficult for us to try to live life together because of the presence of the baby. I find it hard to accept Namira, and Namira also seems reluctant to be with me because of her guilt."

"Duh, complicated." Damar scratched his non-itchy head. 

Suddenly Damar's phone rang. The name of Lady Nora is there.

"Sir, is your phone inactive? Why did the Madam contact me?"

"Hm. My phone was intentionally switched off. Just pick it up," Saga ordered.

Damar nodded and raised the call. Lady Nora then told Damar to come home tonight because her sister came from America. Their extended family will hold a dinner to welcome Saga's sister.

"What's he doing?" Saga glanced at Damar after the man turned off his phone.

"Mrs Nora told you and Miss Namira to come home tonight because your sister came. Said they'd have a dinner party to welcome your sister."

"Hmmm. There's-there's just that granny lash. Though tonight I had no intention of meeting Namira."

"You're out of luck, sir." Damar grinned with a swipe. Moments later the man ran away before Saga did.

"Heh, fuck you! Where are you going?"