Not To Be Angel's
Episode 33
Raven sat in a long chair facing her back friend. He looked straight at the fish pond right in front of him. The moonlight tonight broke through the leaves of the trees that were there.
He tried to breathe out a long breath. It has been seven years apparently he lives alone with his two younger siblings. Wrestling with the inner pressures and realities of life that he really can't accept. The loss of a person that means so much has made it strong until now, although sometimes disappointment is always a bullet for the reason of falling.
20 Years old now, he still remembers the incident 7 years ago, where the beginning of the destruction came on his life and his two younger siblings. He did not mind that it happened to him, he only thought about how it was with his two younger siblings back then. Their dreams and hopes are shattered only by a selfish feeling created by both parents.
"Mother thinks you're asleep" said Mirna, who was next to the raven.
"Not slept yet?" ask Raven.
"Again unable to sleep, so mother find the wind in front. But look at the door of your room that opens and you are not in your mother's room" explained Mirna with a smile.
"Raven is still drowsy, bun." explains Raven.
"Davi is sleeping?" Mirna nodded.
"So you've checked up, Olin's bedroom door is not in the key but he's asleep, Davi ngunci the door, must have slept too your sister," explained Mirna.
"What's the problem?" Mirna tried to open the question because she saw the look on Raven's face that was not as usual.
The guy shook his head. "there's no bun, raven is fine."
"You if there's a story problem yes, don't be on your own pendem. Mommy wants to be your confiding friend." said Mirna, she loves her niece as much as her own child.
Raven smiled as she nodded, "iya bun."
"Do you have a boyfriend, Rav?" mirna's question made Raven turn her head in shock towards him.
"Mothers are just that."
"Not got, bun." answered Raven honestly.
"Why not have one? even though you are handsome, pinter, well, no one likes you" said Mirna astonished.
Raven smiled, "there may be, but Raven was not aware, Raven still wanted to focus on work, college with Olin, bun."
Mirna looked carefully at the niece, "Mother knows, but you can't limit yourself either, you're 20 years old it's time to have a boyfriend."
Raven chuckled, "later get thinking again."
Mirna nodded in understanding, Raven still wanted to take care of Olin, the only woman Raven cared about so much. He didn't want to lose Olin. Because it would stop his life. Mirna picked up the white envelope she had just carried in her pocket.
"This was a daycare for you and your sisters" Mirna said, handing over the envelope.
Raven already knew who the envelope came from, "just tell her, Raven doesn't need it. Raven could finance Raven's life and Raven's two sisters. I'm not that weak, bun." Raven's answer this time made Mirna shocked.
"Rav, you understand but try to accept this."
Raven just remained silent while looking down, exhaling her breath on display. I don't know how he should.
"He wants to see you, he wants to apologize" Mirna tried to get Raven to understand. However, Raven's stubborn disposition makes it hard for her to persuade the guy.
"Make what? After all this time, why now?"
