Not the Woman of My Husband's Choice

Self-awareness

"Oh God ... This is the fate of my life, why is it so hard for me to understand, the pain of my whole body. Not only was my heart broken, not even my body could accept this reality." Niken bent both cheeks, sitting on the front bench of a large domed building, the building was not far from the Bu Mia hold. He remembered that he had forgotten the greatness of God that he had ignored, even to prostrate he did not do it every day.

"Basically, man does not know himself, if it has been this way just remembered the God who created you. Do I deserve to put my foot in there." With a hint of doubt in her heart of fear that God would not accept her conversion, Niken swung her feet towards the vaulted building.

With the confidence that he learned before him, He spilled all the grievances that were in nature, prostrating and begging for strength in order to carry out the destiny that had been outlined for him.

Gio stopped in front of the Al-Fallah mosque, he saw the shoes used by Niken on the small steps of the magnificent building. Without hesitation Gio stepped into the building, in fact he had also not done his duty as a devout Muslim. Worldly affairs become a benchmark for humans in today's vying for world success that leads to forgetting the origin of where He came from.

After completing his duties as a Muslim in the mosque, Gio approached Niken who was wearing shoes on the corner of the mosque stairs with his shoes that he had not yet worn.

"My wife, don't you feel like you're leaving someone who loves you?" Gio said and sat down next to Niken.

"Mas Gio's ... Are you here too?" Said Niken softly staring at the glimpse of her husband then back to justify but the knot of his shoes.

"You're still saddened by Mia's mother's treatment of you, Niken?" Ask Gio to his wife.

"I don't know, I'm just disappointed in my destiny, no one's gonna want a destiny like mine." Said Niken then clutching his two legs bent.

"Don't blame fate, no man wants to live in disappointment, but he won't be aware of his mistakes if he's not given pain first." Gio said then embracing Niken's forehead brought into his embrace. His neck was able to sink Niken's head.

"I mean what Gio was talking about, I'm quite aware this time." Said Niken grumbling.

"He'em ... I just realized that my little girl is now an adult, not running around to the lake anymore" Gio said, letting go of his arms and kissing Niken on the forehead.

"Mas still remembers that time I'm a bit scared and stupid. So acting recklessly, I'm pregnant now so I need to be able to think clearly to keep my fetus healthy." Niken was sure of his heart

"Yes, I believe." Gio said and went back to his wife.

Do they not realize that they are in front of the house of God. Many pairs of eyes that see the admiration of the relationship Gio and Niken, but there are also those who sneer like shameless in public kissing and hugging his wife, Is this world only yours, both of you,

Hi ... Remember Singles are still rampant.

"Sorry, Boss. This is in a public place please take care of your privacy." Rega's words broke the romance between the two of them.

"You are mas, what forgets if we are in front of the mosque, can-can take advantage in the scope of society that many nitizens rather than haters." Said Niken then walked towards the car ahead of Gio.

Rega held back the laughter of hearing the words of his boss' wife.

A few months have passed the age of the content of Niken is now 7 months old. The news about Bu Mia's trial results in the court at that time sentenced 20 years in prison as well as Anton who became an accomplice of Bu Mia.

The days of Niken passed were filled with joy. Mr. Joko so often visited the house of Niken and her husband.

Pak Handoko and Bu Meli are also increasingly protective to keep the content of Niken.

Today is the day of celebrating the 7th Anniversary of Niken, she asked her husband to celebrate it at home, by inviting ustazah and orphans to pray for the smooth running of Niken during labor later, by inviting the children, the neighbors were also invited to come.

Ustazah Gina gave her name to a study themed on the importance of respecting parents because they are the ones who have given birth and raised us to adulthood. Do not forget after that prayers he said for the health and smooth pregnancy Niken.

Afterwards Niken approached Ustazah Gina to thank her and give an envelope for his willingness Ustazah Gina came to his show.

"Thank you, Ustazah has prayed for me, I feel better now." Said Niken extending a hand to shake hands

"It is the obligation of Muslims to pray for each other, Miss Niken do not hesitate." He then received a helping hand from Niken with a soft word Ustazah Gina soothing heart.

Then he gently stroked Niken's distended stomach by mentioning the melodious words of kalam, after which blew Niken's stomach slowly.

After handing out several envelopes for orphans and gifts for those who came, the event was over.

The look of Niken's cheerful face makes Gio happy, he has not seen his wife happy since that day.

Gio intends to find out the whereabouts of Niken's parents without Niken's knowledge. He traced the place where Joko meant when he found Niken as a baby and took her home.

With a little information from Mr. Joko, Gio has trouble finding a meeting point for Niken's biological parents.

He mustered all the strength of his men, but still nil.

Without despair, Gio still kept trying.

The night while on break Niken's phone rang.

crings...

With a lazy body Niken rise and reach the phone that is on the nightstand, without seeing who called him, he immediately pressed the green button that moves on the screen of his phone.

"Hello, who is it?" Said Niken with eyes still closed, Gio woke up from his sleep because he heard the sound of Niken picking up the phone

"Hello, it's Dad, son." Saying across there, it seems like the voice of Mr. Joko.

"Dad! I'm sorry dad I didn't see who called, and I picked him up right away, what's up, it's late at night like this call?" Niken asked and opened her eyes and saw that the clock was 01:00.Wib

"Dad should be sorry for these nights calling you. Actually, I wanted to let you know if your mother was dead." Mr. Joko's hoarse voice held his cry across there.

"Did Mom die?" Niken was surprised not to hear the news. The mother he had known as his mother had left this world quickly.

Although his treatment last time made him hurt, but from the bottom of Niken's heart he still loved Mother Mia with all his heart, there was no grudge against him in the least.

"How can you die, don't you have no history of illness?" Niken asked still could not believe the news from her father. Because the last time he saw Mia was still healthy.

"He-He ... Your mother killed herself, son. Inside the cell the police found it was drenched in blood." Said Joko sir across there who could not stem his tears anymore.

"Alright, dad. I'll be there soon now to accompany father."

"Don't Niken. Tomorrow because you're pregnant, it's late and your mother's funeral will resume tomorrow. You just come to the TPU if you want to take her away."

"Yes, if you want me to, I don't forget to sleep, tomorrow I'll accompany you at your funeral."

Turn off each other's calls.

Gio was still staring at his limp wife after receiving news from his father that Bu Mia had died.

"What did I hear earlier isn't wrong, if Mia's mother died?" Ask Gio

"Yes, mas. She died in a cell of prisoners by suicide. I don't know what his heart is, but I don't think he'll do that either." Said Niken and leaned against her husband's chest.

Gio just gently stroked the top of Niken's head. He has no opinion at all. It had indeed become the fate path that Bu Mia had chosen to end her life.

*With weak faith people will show their stupidity*