Not the third

chapter 3

Before I became strong, I knew what it was like

Become weak, though,

How hard it is to love yourself,

To find the wholeness you seek.

Before I know the light, though,

I also experienced the fair share of darkness, too,

Where my world fell into despair

And I don't know how.

Because I know the tears that are needed, she said,

The courage to rise again,

When you're broken and bruised

And you know nothing but pain.

You forgot to appreciate love,

If you've never seen hate, then,

Forgetting about smiles and laughter,

And your heart is abandoned.

I know strength and courage

It needs to be done right, though,

To face the things that hold you back 

And lift your head and fight.

Before I became who I am now,

I am someone I don't want.

I got lost, battered, and lost,

Before I know how to be healthy!

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Even the beautiful morning sun is replaced by the hot afternoon sun...

All are resting to fill the stomach that began to rumble from morning because of work...

The employees went to the cafeteria provided by the large counter,the food is also guaranteed to be safe yes they are not you there are things you do not want to be born later on the grounds of an unhealthy canteen.

Ziva prepares to open his lunch.

But before long Ziva was surprised by the voice of Cova who like a cupped come not invited home no love anything.

"hi Ziv, you said we'd made a pact to eat out come on ".

"Ta-but my pack" ...

"Udah no papa is simple just make it later, Come as soon as we go" while pulling Ziva's hand

"We want to eat dimna Ziv''

''In the canteen, it was sir who deket ''Sahut Ziva

" Hmm well let's "Will hold Ziva's hand but immediately pushed aside by Ziva

"Sorry sir doesn't mean anything but it's not good to see another "

''It is good to let us walk "

They walked towards Katin , And sure enough once there were many pairs of eyes that saw them with their own thoughts.

"Hi see it's not the new broomstick .what pellet is used until Mr. Cova nempel so other whispered "

Elsewhere Rafa gets a phone call from her mommy to go straight home to the mansion after work.

Drrttt, without seeing Rafa directly swipe to the green button.

"Yes hello "

"Hallo dear this is mommy"

Rafa was surprised and immediately saw the call, it turned out to be true that no mommy there must be something.

"Yes mom what's "

"Is this you want to not mommy can call you hmm "

"By mom, but usually if mommy nelfon there must be shrimp behind the bakwan nih "joke Rafa.

"Hehhehe you are pretentious, anyway ntar home from work mommy wait at home ok beware if it gets late"

"Papay, dear mommy"

Terminals disconnected ...After that Rafa went out to look for Cova but did not meet the top of Cova's nose...

"Hais where she's going, 'So ordinary girl goes to lunch without me" Rafa's inner

When he arrived in front of the canteen Rafa's eyes were fixed on a pair of human children who were eating together with his loose laughter, then Rafa approached them.

"Enak ya lo eat here duan ,"

"Eh sir boss yuk here join if hungry" said Cova.

Rafa sitting right in front of Ziva made Ziva nervous, how not did he sit with the important person in that office and surely many other employees were envious of him .

sorepun came all ready to go home except Ziva who had to wait for everyone to come home to clean the office..

"Cov I'll go home first mommy nelfon told me to go home feeling bad Cov"

"Hmm yeah already there go home tell me if there's anything "

''Yes, I'm back first''

They headed to the parking lot together and drove their cars

On the other hand Ziva who has finished his work is preparing to go home.

"Well tired it's time for me to go home "sahut Ziva

But when going to step foot into the parking lot Ziva met his father

"What do you want to do here" asked Ziva

"Heh don't ask a lot of questions quickly put your motorbike forward" while directly riding on the Ziva motorbike

"But where is our father going "

"Don't ask too many questions quickly you just put forward your ugly bike "

Ziva hesitantly followed his father's orders

"In front turn right, and then it's straight " said Ziva's father

"Stop, stop here "

"This is where yah,"

"Udah now you go down" while dragging Ziva's hand

''No, I don't want to come"

Ziva's father ignored Ziva's words he kept dragging Ziva inside, Until inside the smell of the alcoholic drink was very strong and the puff of cigarette smoke filled the room, Ziva felt afraid but his father did not care

"Sit here watch if you dare to run away'' snapped at Ziva's father

"Mr Alex this is my son, whom I have promised,"

"Hmm your daughter is very pretty" while caressing the fair smooth Ziva

"Suuuttttss calm down baby don't be afraid, tonight you are mine because your breng-sek father has handed you over to me to pay off his debts"

Ziva was surprised and did not expect his father was willing to make himself for the collision, What was on his mind.

"No I don't want to, I'll pay off Dad's debt but please give me some time" Ziva pleaded

"Are you willing to pay your father 200 million "

"What 200 million why so many!''

"Have it come let's have fun, you won't be able to pay for it "

Alex approaches Ziva and starts stroking Ziva's smooth cheeks, while Ziva's father has left the place to return to gambling

"No I beg you don't" whined Ziva

"Come on you don't sell it dearly "

Alex catches Ziva trying to escape and slaps the smooth cheek until it leaves a red trail, and not until there alex immediately**bu and me**mat natural pink lips

"I beg you to let me go" Sobbed

As Alex descended to the neck of the white row, Ziva immediately kicked Alex's heirloom making the one with immediate grimacing in pain, and Ziva immediately ran towards the door but the door was unlocked.

"Please, please, "please shout Ziva with his roaring cry

"Heh basic ja-lang no one will help you.''

Alex pulls Ziva's hair from behind and drags his ,Then banging his head against the wall so that fresh blood flows in Ziva's forehead, Alex tortures Ziva to the point of losing his consciousness.

Until after Ziva fainted Alex began to wander her again, with a fog of lust that was already churned.

When going to do the sudden unification of the door on the break from the outside..

Brak.and one kick made Alex fall down.

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