
"Speak what, Mas?" Jihan's heart was trembling, she was afraid her husband would leave her.
"I'm sorry, Mom." Rubby paused his speech first, inhaling as much oxygen before he continued his conversation with Jihan.
Rubby grabbed his wife's hand and held it so tightly. Their gazes clashed with each other, Jihan was waiting for Rubby to say. He hopes anxious, his heart is dag, dig, dug not careless.
"What, Mas?" insist Jihan.
Rubby's so heavy with this, but he can't share his love.
"You deserve to be happy, Jihan. I'm sorry, I can no longer divide you" Rubby said.
Slowly, Jihan let go of her husband's handrails. Not yet Rubby uttered the talaq, Jihan already knew what her husband meant.
Jihan shook her head while crying.
"Good, Mom! You're my happiness. Nothing can divide me but you!" Jehan's cry broke, even falling on her husband's knee.
"I'm sorry, Mas ... Can't you forgive me" said Jihan, who continued to cry. "I know I was wrong, but please ... Give me a chance to fix everything, I can't live without you, Mum." As Jihan's body squeezed, her body collapsed in front of Rubby.
Panicked Rubby immediately lifted Jihan's body and took her to bed. Rubby kept patting his wife on the cheek, but Jihan never regained consciousness.
The woman was too shocked. Jehan's eyes are puffy, and Rubby knows it. Now Rubby's worried, why it's so hard to let go of Jihan, what else his wife is starting to change.
Rubby must keep his heart set. It can't falter, Jihan like this is only temporary. Gradually, Jihan must have accepted the fact that love cannot be forced. Think Rubby.
An hour later, Jihan was conscious. Rubby who was still accompanying him immediately approached him and helped Jihan to sit down.
But for Jihan, Rubby's treatment was just a pity. Jihan was crying again, she bent her legs and slapped her face on both knees.
Rubby rubbed the corner of his own eyes, he also cried seeing Jihan's condition. At least, Jihan had already filled her days for the past five years. It wasn't easy for them to end it all, what else for Jihan. The woman still loved her husband.
But God wants something else. Destiny makes them separate. Actually, they can still be together. But now there is Khanza who accompanies Rubby's daily life. He couldn't have hurt his little wife.
Selfish, but that's the truth. Rubby can no longer be with Jihan. Because it has made Jihan injured, Rubby approached Jihan and brought himself closer he joined sit beside Jihan who is still his wife, because Rubby has not uttered a talak. Rubby pulls Jihan's body into her arms.
"It ... Don't cry" Rubby said.
Jihan looked up at her husband.
"Maybe it's easy for you to forget everything. I must have trouble without you." Jihan rested her head on Rubby's chest. How many times did she cry in one night?
Jihan's life has been shattered into pieces. Now there is only regret that he feels.
"Damn?" call Rubby.
"Yes, Mum." Even though Jihan was messed up, she could still respond.
"I'm the one who should be sorry, my fault was too much until Mas decided to leave me" Jihan said.
They talk from heart to heart, Jihan who begins to realize that love cannot be forced. Will Jihan let her husband go out of her life and accept the fact that she will live with another woman? Only Jihan knows.
Long in that position, put Jihan to sleep. The woman may feel tired, tired because these last few harks a lot of thoughts are gnawing at her.
Rubby looked at Jihan's face, seeing that she was sleeping. Rubby began to change his position, now he lay Jihan's body back in the mattress. Then pull out a blanket to cover Jihan's slender body.
Rubby began to leave the room that had been a silent witness every night. Before Rubby actually came out, he turned his body and looked around the room from the doorway.
Many stories in this room, laughter often passed with Jihan before his wife became a model. Rubby finally came out and closed the door. The man went to the study.
Rubby opens his laptop, he looks back at the pictures of sweet memories with Jihan. His smile was knotted, but that smile was only a moment. He did not want to remember his sweet time with Jihan, he closed his laptop again.
Now, Rubby's on the move. He walked to the window and looked outside. Feeling sultry, Rubby opened his window slightly so that the air entered his body. Long stood by the window until he daydreamed, his mobile phone vibrating his daydream.
Rubby reached into his cell phone that was in his pants pocket. He saw the ID on the screen, Dion's name written there.
"What's up, Om?" ask Rubby. Rubby calls Dion om only occasionally. Even Dion did not like to be called om, because the effect was old. Think Dion.
"Where are you?" ask Dion.
"Home at home, why?" ask Ribby back.
"Nothing, just curious." Though Dion hoped that Jihan would pick up the phone from him, because Dion did not have Jihan's number so he protected Rubby.
"If anything matters, we'll meet at the office tomorrow" Rubby said. Rubby was not in the mood today, he hung up his phone without hearing the answer. And then, he went.
While Dion, the man snorted in annoyance. Because the connection had been cut, Dion stared back at the screen of his phone.
He saw the pictures of Jihan stored in his mobile phone gallery. Since Jihan was a model, it was easy for Dion to have a portrait of Jihan. Dion had long harbored feelings for his nephew's wife. Even before Rubby knew Jihan, Dion knew her first. Not yet has Dion expressed his feelings for Jihan, Jihan's heart is already closed to other men.
Jihan loved Rubby first. Because Dion is slow in love affairs. Jihan went to school with Dion in high school, before long, Rubby went to school in the same school as Dion. They had different classes, Dion and Jihan were one class, while Rubby was their younger brother.
Dion recalls his past with Jihan. At first Dion smiled at the face of Jihan who was staring at the screen of her phone, gradually the smile disappeared instantly. If Dion had the chance to get Jihan, he wouldn't have wasted it.
Even Dion hoped that Rubby would part with his wife, even if that was impossible. Think Dion. Dion doesn't know that Rubby's wedding is on the edge. Aware of his ugly thinking, Dion shook his head.
***
Khanza keeps flipping, he can't sleep tonight. He kept thinking about Rubby, what was that guy doing?
Because of the position of Khanza curled up, suddenly someone hugged him from behind. Sontak took Khanza by surprise, and ....
Seriate.