Not the Love of Semusim

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"sad..you...re you okay?" asked Nico with a happy face.He approached Erika who was sitting leaning on the head of the bed and clasping her fingers.

"A. Do you want anything?" the question was stammered because of the happy feeling that controlled her heart.Erika's fiddling eyes looked at her.The lips of the quarter-century woman quivered.

"What..may I ask something from you?" erika replied no less stammered than him.

"Anything!" sahut Nico firmly.

"Never touch me because your every touch reminds me of that woman.” Instantly Nico was stunned and released Erika's weak hands.She still remembers when Erika opened the door of her room at the latanza hotel first.She was in a very intimate position with Ayya.They almost released and wanted to have intercourse.If she was in the position of Erika at that time, maybe until whenever she will not forgive both.The medicine that Ayya put her drink really made her forget the land.Nico's hands clenched tightly.She was angry at herself,he hated his body touching women other than his wife even though it was in his subconscious.

" I'm sorry Erika." she said later.High her eyes back dim.Otot her body became hollow and not powered anymore.Nico again fragile.The man rose from his seat and out of the room, dragged his steps towards his study, the man,leaving Erika who was crying so much in their room.

The incident did leave a trauma that imprinted in Erika's heart.He always remembered the incident when Nico was friendly to him.Only hatred and dislike he felt.He knew Nico was not entirely guilty, he was not completely guilty,but that feeling left her deeply hurt, and Erika needed time to eliminate it.

Nico laid his body on the long sofa of his study.His eyes were tightly closed.His head was so dizzy.So soon he was happy because he felt his relationship with Erika would improve, so he was happy,but a moment later the hope was lost like dust blown by the wind.Hilang bersekas.Sia remained in that position until asleep and woke up the next day.

That morning Nico woke up and cleaned himself in the bathroom of his study.He had sent a message to Willy that today he will enter work.At home will only make him and Erika both tormented.When he entered his room to pick up clothes, he did not find Erika there.In return, he saw a work suit complete with a suit and tie was prepared on a bed that was neat and fragrant because it had just been replaced.

Nico turned to the right and left, making sure Erika was really not there.Rushing she was wearing the clothes.When looking down at the sofa, she found shoes complete with socks there.Erika really did not forget her task.

When it comes down, down,Nico was surprised by Erika who was dressed neatly was arranging breakfast at the table.She looked up when she heard Nico's step down the stairs.His husband looked very handsome and handsome in a dark blue coat that prints firm form of his body.He threw a smile to neutralize the pounding of his heart.Be as if nothing happened.

"Good morning, I've made you coffee and simple dishes." erika said while pulling a chair for Nico.Nothing changed from her.She returned to the wife she married a few months ago.Nico sat in her chair, beside Erika.

His favorite black coffee aroma filled his sense of smell.He grabbed the glass and sipped it.The distinctive aroma, the,nico put the cup back and will take the bread when Erika swiftly grabbed it and applied her favorite chocolate jam and put it on her plate.Nico noticed Erika who ate her porridge and sipped her white milk until the toilet.Nico erika felt too excited that morning.

"You're going back to work?" ask Nico while putting down his cutlery and folding his napkin and putting it on the table.

"Yes.I must immediately complete my work practice and thesis in order to graduate immediately and return to Indonesia.Ahhh." nico pensive.Erika remained in her stance to return to her country.That means she really has to lose her woman.Her chest feels very crowded.Nothing herself in Erika's dream,that means he must be ready to live alone according to his vow to marry once in his lifetime.

"Am I not a priority in your life at all?" asked Nico with a piercing cold gaze.Erika shuddered, Nico has returned to being the ice man she used to meet.On her face only looks frozen that can not be palpated.High eyes sharp and keep a lot of mystery.

"I...."

Erika's chest as pierced by thousands of needles that make her short of breath instantly.Notifications in her phone reads.Online taxi that her order has come.Tergesa she snatched her bag.In half an hour she had to arrive at the campus for guidance sessions.

Along the way to campus, his mind is not calm.Nico's cold words and expression continue to spin in his head until he does not realize if he has arrived at his campus.Running small, Iron down the corridor to find his mentor, who is not,knock on the door and start the session.

Erika's careless step when out of the room is the attention of many of her colleagues' eyes.They do not dare to ask, just say hello because they know, they do not,Erika is the wife of Nicholas Kendrich, Luxio's main secretary, a notorious and cold-armed Michael Maverich.

The ringing of the cell phone broke Erika's daydream.Stephanie called her.

"Hallo Steve.how are you?" the sap is friendly.But the sound back there is very rowdy.

"Where are you Er?" ask Stephanie nervously.

"i'm on campus, you want to go to the hospital."

"Then so soon.Secretary Nico accident.Now he is critical.I guess time will not be long.Doctors have raised their hands."

"aa...what??to..disappointment?kkkriitis?" stuttering Erika.

"yes, hurry up and come Er, your time is not much."

"b. well.I'll be there soon." Erika closes the call and tries to find a taxi online or offline but everything fails.There is no other choice.What is in her brain now is to meet Nico as soon as possible.Erika runs as hard as she can with tears.

"Lord please.give me a chance.Don't take my husband." he cried on the sobs.He ran and kept running.His breathing was already irregular, sweat soaked his body like water when he got to the ICU door.There, he was,Michael and Shinta stood with sad eyes.Stephanie and Willy also looked at him pity.

"ba..how is Nico's mas?" all silenced with a sad face.Erika strengthened her heart to enter.Rekan fellow doctors who served that day clenched both hands on the chest.

"I'm sorry doctor Erika.We've tried our best, but your husband......"

"yahoooooo!!!" yelled Erika then ran as fast as possible towards the cage.The body was covered with a blanket entirely.The breathing seemed to stop his life as if it was uprooted from his body.He continued to shout hysterically while shaking the body of Nico who did not move at all.

"Wake up!wake up...please wake up.You can't leave me like this.I.I.m trying hard I try to love you and trying to forgive you.If I get angry you should persuade me, I'm,not even leave me. Now you want to just leave my life.Why don't you take me?why??" erika shouted increasingly hysterical.She continued to hug and hit Nico's chest.All eyes looked pity at him.