Not the Hope Husband

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The heart of both of them dag Dig dug erratically. Among the touches that are quite thrilling. Fatir's hand locked Viona's nape to deepen her touch.

Fatir m***** and m******* very gently. Viona also enjoyed it so much that the second breath was both hunting. Fatir's body dragged Viona's body into the room and approached the bed. So that lying under the body of Fatir who peppered it.

Fatir's nose kept snorting enjoying and smelling his wife's refreshingly fragrant body. His hands are guerrilla everywhere. Then go back to devouring Viona's blushing lips and keep waving ticks enjoyed.

Slowly Viona held Fatir's chest so that even Fatir's face slightly away and Viona placed her index finger on Fatir's lips while shaking her head. Viona was worried about being scared of obscenity, while she was not sure that her heart loved the man who was now her husband. "Eat, hungry."

Fatir looked at Viona full of disappointment, but what power did he feel hungry. He wakes up away from Viona. Go to the kitchen.

Viona woke up and was stunned. Staring at Fatir who passed left him. Then he immediately went down and followed Fatir to the kitchen. Netra eyes Viona found Fatir was continuing to cook and then poured into the bowl in his carry to the dining table.

Viona sat down and looked towards Fatir who poured rice onto Viona's plate. "Not much."

"Liar fat!" fatir said with a smile.

They also ate his dinner. In a hose with a light chatter of the two. Viona finished her meal with a glass of water.

Fatir was the same and drank until the toilet. Then Viona tidied up the food she had brought to the sink.

Viona was preparing to wash it. Fatir prevented it.

"Let me be the one who's holy." Fatir took over.

"But."

"It." Fatir shifts Viona's body from the sink.

The time is now at 10 p.m. Fatir and Viona prepare to sleep while hugging.

"Why not give?" suddenly the question came out of the mouth of Fatir who was now lying down.

Viona's head that was on Fatir's chest looked up. "Huh?"

"Why not give? don't want what?" the Fatir is back.

Viona instead of answering instead increasingly hid her face in Fatir's chest. Confused what to answer? and he still digested the meaning of Fatir.

"What pain? later also if it is as light as it will not hurt again. So it has to get used to." Her palm rubbed gently on Viona's back.

Viona remained silent and only a slight movement of her body was in Fatir's arms. He thought that his heart was still worried, whether it was true to love this man or just get used to spending time together! Sometimes the image of Hendra's face is still dancing on his eyelids.

Fatir lands his kiss on the top of Viona's head. "We've been married for a few months and we've only done it once. Is it wrong if I crave it again hem? the longer we get used to being together and don't tell me Vi doesn't need me. So am I!" a cuph! kiss the back of Viona's hand.

What was heard from Viona's mouth was only a long sigh that blew through the nose that felt warm in Fatir's chest. The word Fatir is true indirectly he needs the presence of Fatir, there is a longing if he is far from Fatir.

Moreover, the incident that so overshadowed Viona's memory at this time. In fact, it still feels every touch that Fatir gives, including the unification that is still felt. Viona closed her eyes slightly.

Fatir kissed Viona's hand and the top of her head. "Tell me, can I repeat it again? I promise to be more careful and trust me I won't feel any more pain." Bisik Fatir's.

Hygiene ....

Viona's breathing sounds are regular. Making Fatir curious and raised the face of Viona who turned out to be asleep. Fatir's chest tight, disappointed and angry. His head started to get dizzy. But even forcing does not feel bad.

Finally tightened his arms and tried to shut down and sleep. At first it was difficult but for a long time also both eyes Fatir close his eyes as well and pick up his dream.

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It's been a month since that incident. Where Viona and Fatir feel like a real husband and wife. The days they passed closer and friendlier though to do that and repeat the pleasure of worshiping together, aka Viona's body relationship seemed to avoid. Either traumatized or still reassuring to Fatir? I don't know if Viona's obviously reluctant to do it again.

Sometimes Fatir looks cranky. Understand something that has been started once, no doubt will become opium and want to feel it again. Likewise Fatir as a normal man who has once absorbed the sweetness associated with a woman will continue to ring and want to feel it again, Di-resistant was sometimes not strong and want to feel forced.

What you want is always in front of your eyes. Sometimes if there is a desire it feels like wanting at that time also channel it, vaping all his desires. But Fatir was all his might suppressing his intention and diverting it to something else. Cigarettes for example, when actually smoking it has no intention to stop, but now it is even an escape from his desire.

Often Viona sees Fatir smoking her more. Though previously at least one is not exhausted, the other with now. After eating smoking and before going to bed smoking anyway. As someone who doesn't like the smoke. Obviously Viona often reprimanded him and asked to stop but Fatir did not mind at all. Mostly he was alone on the balcony to enjoy his cigarettes.

As it is now. Fatir smokes in front of Viona who is busy with her laptop. Looking towards Fatir who threw out the white cigarette smoke.

Sighing Viona said. "Can't stop smoking. Not good for health. I'm not enjoying the smoke either."

"Well, the one I asked stopped, not out!" viona said in an annoyed tone.

Fatir's steps came to a halt and turned around. Looking towards Viona. "I was wrong here. Then I'm out."

"Ck. It's up to you." Ketus Viona while moving to bring her laptop to the room.

"Vi?" call Fatir. "Kok he's angry anyway?" finally Fatir turned off the cigarette between the fingers. Keep following Viona into the room.

Viona was already cowering in the blanket. Fatir up and closer. "Kok is angry Non?" her hand held Viona's shoulder and kissed her.

Viona moved her shoulders refusing to be held by Fatir. His heart somehow felt really upset.

"Don't get angry, dear dong? it was angry, unethical ah." Sedu Fatir while re-inspiring Viona's shoulder.

Viona did not reply but closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, making Fatir growled and anxious. "My wife is sulking" he whispered.

Fatur entered the blanket and hugged tightly even though Viona refused but Fatir did not care until finally Viona was silent and made Fatir smile triumphantly.

They went through the night doing nothing but the warm embrace Fatir gave.

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Hendra, after that meeting he no longer works at the airline. He chose to resign and leave the job he had been in. Everyday he just hangs around.

His wife was angry to see the husband just dumbfounded and dangling aimlessly. There was no warmth in the house.

"Mas, what do you think? it was good work even stopped. What are you crazy about?"

Hendra looked at his wife. "Important that the needs of the house are still fulfilled. Don't talk too much."

"Mass?" snapped wife. With a heart of anger and anger. "Look yes, huh? treasure a mountain if it continues to be used and silent without added it can run out."

"Huh? by the way, Mulu, I'll find another job." As he left his wife who was babbling.

"When? after the savings run out and we live under the bridge. Huh yeah?" pekik the wife.

Hendra did not care, he continued to take his steps to his private room. Silent there, his head dizzy to hear the babbling of the wife. A second later Hendra got out of his room and brought his car keys.

The wife followed from behind. "Where are you going, man?"

"Dizziness, get out" said Hendra as he entered his car.

"Where are you going?" the wife's hand held the car door.

"Why the hell? at home, you babble. Outside, a lot of questions. What the hell do you want ha?" stare hard and say annoyed.

"How can I not babble, Mas. Being good at work eh .. You resigned. Then you do not look for work anymore, while we live from where everyday? from the savings that are soon running out." Obviously the wife.

"I want to rest." Hendra timpal.

"Rest? in that month you don't keep working, Mas. You can rest a lot too, don't make excuses." Resolute wife Hendra. "We have children, not just living alone. There are a lot of costs to be incurred."

"Enough, I know that! look out. I'm going to go." Turn on the engine and turn the steering wheel.

Before the car passed, Hendra's wife kicked the car's wheels. "Not come home yet." With lips monyong.

Hendra continued to drive his car quickly. His eyes could not be seen from the right and left, looking at the other vehicles.

No matter where he went, he was confused himself. What is clear wants to get out of the house, air in the house is hot and arid. Make no feel at home.

After a long journey. Finally Hendra's car stopped in front of a house that looked deserted ....

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Fatir and Viona say Happy Eid al-Fitr 1 shawl 1443h sorry to be born and ini🙏