Not Om But My Beloved

Explanation

Lee shut the door of his house.

He wanted to immediately explain everything to Sisil.Lee saw his girl was sitting at the table eating.because time has entered the dinner hour.

Sisil feeds Lion with a sad expression on his face.without a smile on his face as usual.Sisil also lost his appetite.Dilan's words were successful to make his heart so sick.he who had started to believe and be confident with Lee, he was very happy,now that belief is changing with doubt again.

Lee who was sitting in front of Sisil realized that.Lee only looked at Sisil and did not dare to say a word.

Sisil immediately invited Lion into his room after finishing bribing him regardless of Lee who was staring at him from earlier.

Before long Lion was asleep.Sisil who had not been able to close his eyes moved from the bed and stood in front of the window Lion room.Given the beauty of the star-studded night sky.make a little relief in his chaotic heart.

"are you mad at me, baby....?"lee hugged her from behind.

Sisil was silent.

" i can explain dear." said Lee softly because he did not want to wake Lion.

"Nobody needs to be explained sir.indeed Sisil who is the father.Sisil there is no right to be angry with the father.." said Sisil with a tongue that mukai kelu.

"please don't say so dear.Sure you can be mad at me, I'm your lover...!" lee assured Sisil.

"sisil wants to be alone first sir.tlong out.." pinta Sisil while opening the link Lee's hand on his waist.

Sisil was not disappointed in the man who began to fill the niches of his heart but Sisil realized Dilan's words earlier, if he was just a plain girl, he said,village girl who does not deserve a man as perfect as Lee zhang han.himself also not sure of his feelings especially when earlier dilan said that he was only a runaway for Lee.sih Sisil heart now feels sliced and so sick.without I realized her tears were already pouring down.

Lee was silent and obeyed the desire of the girl.he wanted to give time to Sisil first.

Lee exited the room and headed for the middle room on the lower floor.Lee just daydreamed with a face that could not be explained with words.

It was at the same time as Feiluo who had just arrived from his flight in London.

the mature woman saw a strange gawkat and frustrated face of her sister.the same face when her sister was once unmarried.

Although his body felt very tired after going through a long journey but Feiluo could endure it.he was more sad to see his sister in such a state of chaos.

"what's the problem Lee!?" said Fei Luo who was sitting next to Lee and holding his sister's shoulder.

"sister Fei..since when did you arrive??" lee was surprised by her brother's presence.

"just now Lee.what did he say.." Fei said subtly, he knew his sister was not good at hiding something.

Lee tells everything in full, starting from his closeness with Sisil, he who has expressed his feelings and the arrival of the dilan earlier that create new problems for himself and the students.

Feiluo gasped at the explanation of his sister.he did not expect his sister could fall in love with a young and innocent girl.Dibenak Feiluo felt happy, Lee could love a simple girl who was kind and gentle like Sisil.

" relax Lee, at this time Sisil needs time alone.kakak sure if the heart and mind of the sisil has been calm he will return as usual.kakak will try to talk to him.!"said Feiluo who tried to calm his sister.

Feiluo immediately went to his son's room which he had longed for.

Feiluo kissed Lion's forehead, making Sisil feel that someone was nearby.Sisil immediately opened his eyes.

"Sister Fei's gone home?" he said while wiping the tears in his eyes, trying to hide his sadness in front of the adult woman in front of him.

"iya Sil has just......Would you cry because of Lee???" asked Fei directly without stale bases.making Sisil a wave.

Sisil simply fell silent and threw his gaze in another direction.

"you know Sil, the woman who came here earlier was Dilan she was my sister's ex-fiancee.Three years ago, exactly the day before their wedding,suddenly Dilan decided to go to London to pursue her ideals to be a model.without talking about it to Lee and both families.Dilan left just like that.And you know after that Lee turned into a cold man and quiet.but after meeting you, Lee changed back as before.I'm also happy if you can be with Sil, I will support your relationship....You understand...?so believe in Lee's feelings." Feiluo explained at length.

"Come brother, Sisil doesn't want to discuss this first.......Sisil just wanted to say to brother, because brother is back then tomorrow morning pamit back kekost ya sis...Sisil did not feel good at home for a long time." said Sisil slowly to Feiluo.

Feiluo understood the feeling of the young girl.

"you want to avoid Lee, Sil??well that's your right.You better calm down first....And big brother is very grateful you have taken care of Lion very well.sister will transfer money for you according to what you said first brother.if brother thinks you like a baby sister for Lion."

"no need for a brother,, Sisil is also happy to be able to care for and accompany Lion kak.jangan sungkan.." said Sisil with seyum knot.

"you have it if you don't want to. accept it..Nice now rest,!"

"sister also rest yes.certainly the body is very tired..."

"you're right, good night." said Fei, who left his son's room.

After Feiluo passed, Sisil picked up his phone trying to contact his best friend.

With a slight sobbing Sisil shaded Dina."Hello din sorry I called you tonight like this." said Sisil after his phone connection.

"iya Sil what's going on?you cry Sil?you still at Lee's house?" asked Dina who was feeling anxious to hear Sisil cry.

"when do I tell you about dinner.I just want to ask you tomorrow I want 2 days off, I want to meet my mother and sister..tlong you pass my request for permission to Mr. Agung ya din...."

"all right I'll tell Mr. Agung.pacify your mind there sil, if you need anything you can contact me.." replied Dina.

"And one more thing Din, if anyone is looking for me tlong do not tell me where my home address is in the village yes.I beg you." said Sisil memelas...

"yes Sil I understand what you mean..."

"yes, thank you, good night."

"equally my best friend, too, a good night.a beautiful dream huh Sil."

Sisil closed the call and laid his body in bed while hugging Lion.

On the other hand Dina feels there is a problem with her best friend.there is a sense of anxiety in her.Dina has been very close to Sisil.the relationship of their friendship has been established as long as 2 years.

"you why Sil.?are you trying to avoid those two grown men....?"lirih Dina while pulling the blanket back.