Not my Youth!?

Chapter 5 is Different

Going home from school, the choice is twofold. Go straight home, or stay to follow the club or excrement. My choice was certainly the first. My interest in any activity does not yet exist. Akram may be in his excretory room. Rito's gone nowhere. Rena and Reka also came home quickly. People – people in class all go home fast. Maybe the sky that began to blacken this is the cause.

But this leg seems not to want to move from the school environment. It seems my heart is saying to find the interlocutor. There isn't ya?

I walked around the school that I met most of the upperclassmen. I still did not dare to start a conversation with the upperclassman.

How about going to the library? Thought – thought I haven't seen the library here.

The library is on the second floor of one of the 3 buildings in front. If not wrong in the right building.

Maybe there's an exkul who uses the room now? If it's a little hard to be there. But let's see first.

Not many – schoolgirls students use the school library to read.

“Excuse.”

Of course no one's saying. There was a student sitting inside. Table guard for book lending/return.

Just now I realized that for the size of the school library, this room is quite wide. 5 times from the library smp me first. Book – books here are also many kinds.

But as I expected, no one – who.

Wait for. I take my word, there is someone sitting reading something. Face I know. The glasses girl from my class, Anna.

This girl has the right stature to be in the library.

Because I'm better here than he is.

“Self?”

He raised his face. With a smile Anna replied, “Who else is there?”

Also true.

“Don't join excrement or the like?”

“I'm not interested, you?”

“Sama.”

I took a seat in front of Anna.

“Come to read?”, ask Anna.

“Not really. Look around more precisely.”

Anna closed the book she was reading. From the cover it looks like a philosophy book. I don't know why I think it's reading that fits this girl.

"Hmm", muttered Anna.

There was the sound of thunder instantly.

“Ah, rain”, Anna said looking out the window.

Justright. Outside the rain slowly started to fall. The water hit – mukul glass from outside. I wish I had come home soaked already. This rain seems not to be for a moment.

“So did you come to approach me because I was alone?”, Anna said boldly. He leaned his cheek over his right palm.

Hm? My eyes blinked many times – times.

Anna started laughing. “Hahaha, don't be surprised like that Enric. Isn't sitting there you're approaching?” he said, joking.

This fellow. You can joke too. I thought you were a stiffer man.

“Hahaha, if you think of approaching in the sense of approaching the real, right also.”

I thought there was another meaning. That's why I was shocked.

“Did you come to tease me?”, he continued, raising an eyebrow.

This time a rarely spoken question directly came out of Anna's mouth. What did this 16-year-old girl say?

“If I was that brave I did that to Rena or if you want further Erika.” I assume he wants to joke

Anna looks shocked. His eyes grew slightly in surprise.

I don't know why my words surprised me.

“You realize no, you just likened me to two stars of our class?”

“Hm?”

“The point of your words is that if you dare to the two people, then you will also dare to me”, he said in a reassuring tone.

Anna folded her hands together and said, "That means I'm taller?"

“As does that sound?” I get the point.

I have no intention of saying that Anna is more than those two people. My words are only a metaphor that says I am not brave. That'sthat's all. Not as far as he thought.

Anna smiled faintly. He stood up from his seat, put the book back on the shelf, and sat down again. But on a different bench.

“Let's talk for a while, the rain is more heavy. It's a little hard to hear.”

He changed positions and without hesitation sat next to me to make his voice clearer. I don't understand the distance this person is from me.

“Oh, no problem.”

Chatting huh? What can we talk about?

“Although I said like that, I also don't know what to talk about, hahaha.” Anna laughed a little.

“Sama.”

We both laughed softly.

Then, “Hei Enric”, Anna whispered.

“Ya?”

I was surprised because he arrived – just whispered very close to my ear. His breath even felt. Not only that, two soft objects also hit my hand.

“Why are you surprised so?”, he asked in wonder.

“Nothing – what.”

Because you! I feel like this guy is dangerous for a high school kid. Looks plain, but the sound is very fishing. What an incredible contrast. Especially the big Kilimanjaro. Cherries like me are still a bit nervous near the opposite sex.

“Don't you pretend to be plain?” My mind accidentally spoke.

“I mean?”, asked Anna while tilting her head.

“Nothing – what.”

From his expression, he did not understand my point.

“Hmm.. I want to ask, are you familiar with Rena?”

“Entaihah, just talk often.”

We sit in the back front anyway. Anna looked astonished.

"That's what people say up close... "

As a friend, you may be right.

“His name is also friends. You yourself are rarely seen with anyone in class, do not – do you not have no friends?” I tried asking him back.

It was as if an arrow had pierced him.

“I like myself”, he said a little annoyed.

50% of people who say it means they're lonely, you know?

“Why don't you just try to join the chat, they're all nice and cool.”

Anna folded her hands while looking up. “You may be right. I just don't know how to get along with young people today.”

“You say it as if you are not a young man.”

But I can understand. For some people, communication is difficult. Being able to connect or not sometimes depends on the similarity of frequencies.

So remember the design.

“I am not a young boy, I am an old creature disguised as a schoolgirl in search of prey, it sounds how?”, he said while looking at me. Anna makes a rather creepy grin.

I'm getting goosebumps.

"It's not a horror show set in school, is it?"

"No, but this is reality" he said still grinning.

“So you're a granny?”

Anna stopped the grin.

Joking. Don't look at me like that. Your gaze is if good is extraordinarily sweet, but if evil is extraordinarily piercing. It was as sharp as killing.

“Keep aside about grandma. We can talk easily now, right? Doesn't it matter if you do the same with the others?”

“Same thing?”

“Be pleasant to first or throw a joke.”

He sighed, “ Everyone also knows that you can not directly talk about the core of someone if you are not familiar.”

“What color are your panties?”

“Hah?”, his face reflex so astonished.

I'm just testing whether we can directly ask the core questions that are personal. Just don't hit me all of a sudden.

“You are here”, he said in a disappointed tone. But then, he lifted the shirt that was inserted into the skirt as if he wanted to look inside. It starts to loosen...

“Stop, joking. Why do you take me seriously?!”

“If you want no problem”, he said with a sly smile. “But if something happens to run out of this, it's none of my business”.

He pulled out his gawai. Then the camera's special sound sounds.

“Sick students who force other students to show **********. Uh! Let's make a video.”

“Stop! Am I being framed with a threat now?!”

Seeing my reaction Anna laughed. "I should've thrown a joke."

Oh. That joke? Rather risky. Is it that the SMA girl is like this now, huh? If I get into trouble, my help can be withdrawn. My grandfather offered an offer from his friend to go to school here. If I get into trouble related to abuse, not only grandfather, my whole family will be disappointed as well.

"Do you like gum?"

"Like, why?"

"That was a pleasantries."

I think we've been making small talk from the beginning. And Anna took out real gum and offered it to me.

"Thank you."

“Yes. I think that's true, pleasantries and jokes are important right?” Anna blinked one eye. He put his clothes back.

"certain. So, didn't you delete the photo just now?"

"Nothing is dangerous either, is it?"

"Yes.. There is no one."

But what is it kept for?

"Later can also be removed. Anyways.. “, Anna said as she extended her hand.

The shaking?

I took that hand and we shook hands.

“So? Greetings know that?”

Anna nodded. “Greetings, nice to be friends with you.”

“Oh, apparently we've become friends.”

"Just now" said Anna, smiling.

It feels like having to shake hands like this is very stiff. Normally friends are just friends. Yeah, whatever.

I looked directly at Anna's sparkling eyes looking at me. Is this possible from the light of the lamp? But no lights lit that bright. Just my feelings?

“What's up?”

“It's okay."

Smiling is hard to guess. Ah, it's hard for me to see her face for a long time. Bizarrely.

I hope I didn't fall in love because of this.

“How, does my lure work?”

“Hah?” What's this guy saying?

He laughed suddenly. Instantly the impression Anna gave off changed slightly. The silent and exemplary impression that seemed to be in my mind just flew away. “Kukira the effect will work better. Sorry, forget it. Apparently my gaze can't make you fall in love.”

“Confidence once you miss.”

“Kukira first sight trick works”, he said disappointed.

“You're too improvising a first sight love trick! How many times have our eyes met!”

"10 times?", replied Anna as she touched her chin with her index finger.

I don't know I didn't count.

"It was a pity that it didn't work out" Anna continued.

Don't underestimate the hard-earned virgin.

My voice was probably too loud to pierce through the sound of rain until it was heard by the picket librarian. He looked towards us.

“Sorry.” I put my palm together towards the librarian.

Anna's laughter became smooth.

“Haah. Maybe someday if your trick works for me, somehow which dimension is destroyed.” I said it with joking intent.

But Anna's expression became serious upon hearing that. Hm?

“Is that? What a pity”, he said with a satisfied smile.

What does that smile mean?

"It's a pity there will be dimensions destroyed."

"Yes, yeah, whatever. But it's not my fault."

Ah, nevermind. The point is this guy can respond to jokes.

I think this interaction is fun.

After that we were silent without saying anything. Just enjoy the sound of rain until the sound is gone. In the end Anna picked up another book to read, and I went out because the spilled water started to drizzle. It's time to go back home to jump into bed.

“Bye.”

“See you tomorrow, Enric.” Anna waved her hand.

Isn't our conversation pretty good? Hey I can talk normal with girls! Joking.

Not bad either. I think we can be good friends. If you think about this girl more mysterious, my heart says something is interesting about her.

Could be wrong. Because my heart sometimes misses. And of course this is not love. Mm, certainly not.