
January 2012 I got out of prison, no welcome from family or close relatives made me sad because now I live a family.
When my foster family left me, my friends also stayed away from me. Friends who I used to be proud of in front of my family even left me when I was difficult.
I'm sorry why I wasted my adoptive family that loved me so much. Even I remember Papah loved me more than his son Fitri, but I let them down.
Forgive me Pah, Mah, for disappointing you, Gilang regrets for not listening to your advice.
Even when I only asked to stay at his house for the night, no one was willing to support me even if only one night. Really do not know the return of gratitude, when I used to be very royal to them, let alone a place to live, eat every day they are responsible, I, even for their pocket money I always give it away for free, but it's my turn to ask for help no one wants to help me and everyone is away like they don't know me.
It feels regretful that it is no longer useful, because Mamah and Kak Fitri have moved from this city just to avoid me, they are afraid of me because they often rampage at home if my wishes are not fulfilled.
Forgive Gilang Mah, I know your mother must hate me so much because Papah died because of me.
The wheel spins so fast, I used to live with the treasure now have to turn into a homeless homeless person.
I used to squander money to spend with friends, now a penny I don't have, even to eat just nothing.
For two days I did not eat because nothing was eaten, even I was forced to sleep in the store with the midfielder and other homeless people.
It is sad to remember all the memories of my life with my host family. Saira my lover also suddenly immediately cut off our relationship making me really parti proverb has fallen down the stairs. The only person I love who should be around me to encourage me and at least be my comforter when upset turns to other, richer men .
Life must go on even though I am in a lot of trouble, practice must survive, life must go on. Today I was getting ready to find a job so I could live a normal life again like everyone else.
Already various places of business, from shops, workshops, and other places of business I went to but no one wanted to accept me to work in his place.
Maybe it's karma or I don't know if I need money right now, and that's what makes me think of being a robber.
The first target of the house that I will rob is Saira's house, yes I will rob my ex-lover's house. Because I know his father is a man of honor in this city. But they are stingy rich people and that's what makes me want to take some of the rights of the duafa people in that family.
At night at one in the morning when people are sleeping with their beautiful dreams, I get ready to carry out my mission.
I was able to enter Saira's house easily because I had already memorized everything with the condition of this family. How not, I've known this family well for three years when I was dating Saira. After successfully extracting a portion of the Saira family's treasure, I immediately rushed to leave the house. Unfortunately I forgot to turn off the CCTV camera at the house to make my crime record sniffed by the authorities.
Understand it, it's because I'm still an amateur. I distributed some of my loot to homeless people, homeless people, and other people of two different kinds.
I don't want to enjoy the money alone, because I know they have a right there.
My days are now being robbed and being a police fugitive. Hence I did not dare to go out during the day, I usually had a homeless child buy me food.
Maybe it was my unlucky day, when hunger struck me not a single little midfielder or beggar passed by in front of my boarding house. I had to get out of my room to go to the restaurant.
I ran as fast as I could to avoid the police until they threw hot lead at me and hit my feet.
*Aarghhh!!
I groaned in pain from the hot lead that made my legs feel sore, hot to my brain. I felt my eyes begin to twitch when a hot lead came back through my leg again, and in a semi-conscious state a middle-aged man came to my rescue and took me away until I was not caught by the police.
"Fuck!!" I always said that name hoping my father would come to my aid.
"She's already conscious, Dad," I faintly heard the voice of a woman beside me.
I opened my eyes to make sure I was alive.
"Wake up!!, don't crybaby!" exclaimed a man in front of me, making me wake up and immediately sit on a worn wooden bed
"What's your name good?" ask the man
"Don't tell me" I replied softly
"Hmmm, if I see from your aura you will become a famous robber and you can be my successor, from now on you Gilang officially I raise as my disciple and successor of Dhanu the King robbed in Malang," said the man while hitting my shoulder
I just kept quiet hearing the man's words. Between happy or sad I don't know what I'm feeling right now but at least I'm safe here now because someone thinks of me as his family.
Om Dhanu was so kind and considerate of me, as long as I was sick I was cared for by Uma her daughter. After my feet healed Dhanu invited me to a jiwo lali forest located on Mount Arjuno in the Singosari area of Malang.
"Now I will train you to become a powerful robbers and cannot be caught by the police" said Om Dhanu
He gave me a necklace of tiger fangs.
"This canyon will make you invisible to supernatural beings who will do evil to you, and to become a powerful and respected robber you must have the knowledge of Kanuragan that will make you respected your opponents and friends!"
I just nodded in agreement with all Om Dhanu said.
"You must do must fast mutih for 21 days or 40 days, plus patigeni for 3 or 7 days to get a study of sirep megananda
Which is the ruler of this high-level sirep aji perfectly you will be able to disappear or not be seen," said Om Dhanu gave me goosebumps
"Okay, Om" I answered briefly
"Now call me Dad, don't call Om, you'll stay here, I'll come back after your tap is done, don't be tempted by anything that will disturb your satisfaction, if you don't want to fail!" om Dhanu shouted, who then left me there