
Don't ask how Hana is doing after the departure of her first love to pursue her dreams at that time. Destroyed, that's for sure. His heart was completely broken. His heart-lover has left and knows when he will return. The lover of his heart went out to bring hatred for himself due to the lies he created himself.
If asked to regret, Hana did not regret. He never regretted the decision he made. Because he thinks that decision is the right decision. How not, if he did not pretend to hurt Dika at that time, surely Dika still remained in the same place as him after Dika learned of the big problem he was facing at that time.
The days after Dika's departure he passed with endless crying. Three months after the graduation ceremony Dika, Hana and Amel were finally graduated. The day he had hoped for so far to be a happy day was simply gone after Dika's departure. But Hana is not discouraged, with the presence of Mama and her two best friends enough to cover the wound in her heart.
Although sick after the departure of her lover, but Hana continues to try to rise in her slump. There is a figure that he must make happy, who else if not Mama Rita, Mama who has given birth to him at the expense of his life and death.
Two months after graduation, Hana and Mama Rita decided to sell their house. The house that bears witness to the growth and development of a beautiful girl named Hana. Not without reason Hana agreed to sell her house, according to him if he and Mama Rita continue to live in her house, it will only make Mama Rita continue to grieve because she continues to remember her memories with her father.
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Hana closed the last photo sheet Dika neatly stored in her diary. His memories with Dika he wrote neatly in his diary which is now almost full. Hana put her diary back into her desk drawer.
Hana's gaze glared far at the figure of the man she loved so much. Who else would that man be if not Dika. Dika's name was never lost in his heart and mind. The man has won her heart to this day.
Six years after Dika's departure, she pursued her dreams in the land of people. And during that time also Hana always strengthens her heart and mind so as not to find out how the man is doing until now.
"Hana, you haven't slept?" Mama Rita's soft voice makes Hana's daydreams crumble. Hana turned her face towards the door where her Mama's head seemed to be poking out there.
"Hana's going to sleep soon. Why isn't Mom sleeping?" Hana asked back.
"Mama just finished the office work that you brought home." Mama Rita goes into Hana's room and approaches Hana. "You'd better get some sleep so you don't get late for work tomorrow morning." Mama Rita said as she stroked her daughter's shoulder.
Hana nodded. "Will sleep a little while." Hannah fell on her mother's hand with hers.
Mama Rita smiled. "Alright, then Mama goes back to the room first." Pamit Mama Rita is possessed by Hana.
Hana let out a long sigh after the door of her room closed tightly again. He also got up from the chair to the bed. He had to rest his heart and thoughts to welcome tomorrow to return to work at the hospital which has been the place he worked for the last three years.
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