Not Inem Sexy Maid

A Feel

Mayang jumped in shock. Instantly he pushes Alan's body from above his body and reflexes cover his chest that has been partially opened because of Alan's actions.

Alan lurched backwards due to Mayang's strong hand thrust. He fell silent and looked at Mayang who was already sitting by bending his legs in front of his chest.

He saw Mayang crying.His face he hid between his knees bent. Trying to protect the part of his body that had been opened by force Alan. His body was shaken because of his sobbing.

"I'm sorry...!" alan said later. He sat down in front of Mayang who was still crying.

"I'm Khilaf! I was unable to resist my long-standing desire to be channeled by watching you sleep here. Again, I'm sorry...!"

Mayang just kept quiet without answering. He's still crying.

Alan took Mayang's hand and grasped it tightly.

"I'll take responsibility for what I do if you will!"

Mayang raised his head. Her eyes were red and swollen from her crying.

"I didn't expect, Master would have the heart to do this to me...!"

"I'm sorry Mayang! I'm khilaf! Circumstances that make me do this"

"Don't blame the circumstances of Mr" Mayang said sharply among his sobs.

"Despite the circumstances forcing Master, if Master is able to withstand it, then this will not happen!"

Alan looked sharply at Mayang. His eyes scoured, deep into Mayang's eyes.

"Do you not want it...?"

"What do you mean, sir...?"

"Don't you want to do that with me...?"

Www....!!!

There was a loud slap floating down Alan's cheek.

Mayang's eyes turned red with anger.

"Do you think I'm a cheap woman that you can easily sleep with whenever you want...?" Mayang got out of bed and left Alan who was still shocked by Mayang's reaction.

"No! That's not what I meant by Mayang...!"

Alan chased after Mayang who ran out of his room. Even he does not care anymore if he only uses *************** only.

Mayang continued to run out of the room towards his own room. He closed the door of his room hard after he got inside.

Alan was stunned in front of Mayang's room door. He could only lean his body against the door and try to call Mayang.

"Darling...! I-i'm sorry...! I didn't mean to demean you. I just wanted to ask you that"

Once again Alan knocked on Mayang's room door. But Mayang did not answer. He just stayed inside without even hearing any explanation from Alan.

Alan returned to his room with a wedge. His desire is gone. Maybe even now there is no more.

Because of his carelessness can not resist lust, almost Mayang became impingement Nafsunya.

With a gontai step Alan entered his room. Open the closet and take a boxer pant from it and put it on.

He sat on the edge of the bed, right where Mayang was lying.

Alan rubbed slowly the place where Mayang fell asleep. Look at him and then lay his body there.

Why can I be tempted by Mayang's body? And even out there, every time there's a lot more beautiful women who are willing to give me their bodies. Then why should Mayang make my faith waver, if all this time I was able to refrain from women out there who always tease me with his body...?

Have I fallen in love with Mayang...?

Or is this just an interest in seeing Mayang every day?

Or, because I saw Mayang so close and loved Kimi my son so much...?

Alan rubbed his face violently. Scratching her head that was not actually itchy and then covering her perfect face with a pillow.

There's no way I love him. Maybe I was just tempted for a moment because I got carried away.

But, why does my heart hurt to see Mayang cry because of my words earlier. Is that guilt?

Is it a feeling of wanting to protect her...?

Oh my.huh...!

What is this feeling...?

Am I in love with my own baby siter...?

No...!

I can't possibly fall in love with her. It's just lust not love!

***

Mayang Pov's.

I really didn't think he would do that to me. I think he's a good guy. I believed him when he said he wouldn't do anything like me.

But actually...

Hix...

He almost took away my chastity when I was sleeping. Even he could do it in front of his own son who is also a woman even though he is still small and is asleep.

***

Mayang sat in front of her dresser. He saw his face between the mirrors.

His hand rubbed his lips slowly. Tracing every inch of his face that Alan had touched.

Mayang. His gaze stared at his reflection in the mirror. His hands were cupped in front of his chest. Eyes closed.

Wildly imagining Alan's touch earlier. If he was indeed a special person in Alan's heart, of course it would be the happiest time he could do it with Alan.

But the fact is, she's just his babysitter. And Alan is the boss. Where could he possibly mean in Alan's heart.

Mayang wiped his tears. Unconsciously she was crying. Her heart ached again considering Alan's treatment of her.

He thought he would give up his body for the one he loved. But it turns out, the man he did not love was almost robbed of his chastity. And maybe he even managed to touch some of his body earlier.

Mayang. His memory floated when he first arrived at this place.the man who almost snatched his chastity earlier who helped him from the street because he had fainted.

If he wanted my body, why not just from then on. Wasn't I fainting then...?

He could have been free to do anything to me back then if he wanted to. And I won't realize it. But why is he doing it to me now...?

When I first saw her, I was so fascinated by her good looks. Even I did not blink staring at him while he was explaining what my job was.

Maybe that's what it's called falling in love at first sight. I fell in love the first time I saw her.

Wait...!!

Is it true that I love him. Am I really in love with her...?

Why did I refuse that touch. Why am I angry when he tries to do that to me. Is it because my love claps one hand...?

Oh my...

Is it true that I am angry because I maintain my pride, or is it just because I am angry because he did it without not with his heart and feelings for me...?

Mayang. Crying lamenting his stupidity. He who could not be self-conscious with his position and existence was only a nanny in this palace, but dreamed the King would love him.

Maybe I should just leave this house. I can't face that guy here anymore. Especially if you have to live in a house and can be sure at any time to meet.

No. gabe...

*What about Kimi...?

How do I explain that I have to leave this house...?

I've only been taking care of it for a few weeks, but I've fallen in love with that little girl. Maybe I could separate from him.

Oh my...

What should I tell the little girl later if I have to go from her*.

That night was passed by Mayang without being able to be closed. The great sleepiness that had attacked him had suddenly disappeared. His heart is agitated.

Mayang worried about staying in this house. She fears Alan will increasingly treat her unkindly and step on her pride as a woman. But he also refused to separate from Kimi.

The boy had stolen his heart, even though his father had then destroyed it. And now he had to make a decision to save his pride.

Even if it meant, he had to leave Kimi.

***

Elsewhere, in Alan's room.

Alan still could not close his eyes. The shadow of Mayang's face that was crying and angry at him made him even more unsettled.

I have to apologize to him in the morning. I don't want him to leave here. Kimi loves Mayang. And I think maybe I want him to stay. Even though I can't have her heart, at least I can still see her.