Not Glass Cans

81. Go away

*Sir Garrick. I can't marry you. Sorry*

*And I want to resign as an assistant in your home.I want to resign.Do I need to make a letter of resignation?*

I sent two messages three days ago. Two days after that night. Without me knowing, the person who got my message had read it or not. Setting on that two-gray tick, it's really annoying.

Different things with Zayn, the message I sent him, pretty quick to get a reply.

*zayn. Continue school. Forget about getting married. Your path is long. I don't want to get married yet.*

I told you, El. Waiting for a widow I can. Especially just waiting for when you want to get married.^

^El, I will not be going to Batam for a long time. My internship schedule is full, even on Sundays. Patience awaits me

Although it's impossible, all of it is possible. Zayn will continue to wait. I didn't just reject it either. He is still young.who knows my soul mate is far away... Who knows, we will meet with a different atmosphere. But this is not my prayer and I don't want to be tied to it.

I could not care and just leave this house. I released my High School diploma that was requested by the fierce. There is still my serepan degree, which I got from my school which is limited to diploma. With the last diploma available, I can apply for a trial job.

I would've done it if I didn't feel disinclined by my head lackey, Ratih. He certainly did not let me go, he was very loyal to the boss, all the inhabitants of this house.

Another one worried..A small box from Garrick containing a small ring, also included the purchase note. With the Cartier logo inside the circle, and the Cartier Diamond on the note. That's the number on the note that's my whiner. A reading of thirty-five thousand Singaporean dollars with a size of three carats in the notes, makes the daze drag on. There was also a small memo with the handwriting of the ferocious one.

^Not showing off, El. I'll include a price note. I'm giving. But I hope you're not ignoring.^

Garrick cut my heart this time. Not the person, but the diamond in hand is the cause. Sesal had come to my reject message that I had sent. But the attitude does not care about my message, regret is changed to be upset. I just took the compensation from him.

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Nobody wants him to be a nomad like me. It was my mother who turned around incessantly telling me to go home quickly. He said, catering business that had been without orders, now back rapidly growing. He said again, mother expects me to come back quickly so that I accompany her to be a charmer.

Even I was told again my feet. Like a flower, I am like a rose whose petals are perfectly open. Many beetles approached. This is my perfect time to snare one of the beetles that come.

Said too..Do not waste the time of the bloom that only comes once. Next, the rose will wither and dry up. And the black petals will fall off. Only stray beetles are less likely to come. So did I...

That's what my mom said. I'm worried that I'm gonna be an unskilled spinster. And finally can the weathered bujang also who did not sell... That's if you do and you're lucky....

Oh Mother... Cruel oath.. I know it's not an oath... But worry about my dear mother!

*****

I heard that message in my last greeting. Curious chest thump when I found out that message from Garrick. My eyes dimmed after I read the writing. That's what I wanted. But if the content of an answer is such, nelanglah my soul.

^Go^

This is the sound of the writing I just read. Sick beers suddenly say hello scratch me. The reply message from Garrick that I had been waiting for a long time, finally came. A very short one-word reply is not a relief, but rather a pain. Not happy or like, I feel disappointed. Garrick just let me go. Even now I feel like I'm being evicted.

Like my body's limp. Kurebah body in bed with mucena attached to the body. Feeling yourself meaningless. Proposal.the love of seduction, like the wind then only for him. I regret so much, why I didn't have that night to walk, slap, kick or hit the table lamp. No matter the ragged camping of my clothes!

Not to drag on, with the spirit I forced. I packed a few pieces of clothes into my backpack. The clothes I just bought, even some I haven't worn, I'll give them to my lackey friends. I rubbed the glass in my eyes.

Zayn's chocolate heart, so as not to mutadzir, has been cut into many small pieces. I'll bring my lackey friends close to me to come to my room. Especially Uni Wel !!